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I'm ending it tonight, robots. I won't make any subsequent replies, but I will die tonight. Figure I should let my only friends know, at least.
In high school, I met a girl with schitzophrenia. We became intimate. One day, she pulled a knife out on me. We pushed through with the relationship. Eventually though, she left me. After two years.
Soon after, my mental health flew out of control. I was incarcerated. After getting out, I lived with my mother. She's dying of cancer. I'm now 20 years old and still, my mental health strains me. I have applied for 50+ jobs. Day one on six of the jobs I broke down. I tried. I fucking tried. If a God truly exists, an afterlife after this, I hope they show pity on me. Because I fucking tried so goddamn hard. But if I can't work, then I don't belong in the capitalist regime and basically become an outcast by default.
Thanks for reading, anon. If your life is going shitty, I hope it gets better. Somehow. Just don't lose hope and become a lost cause like me. I'll maybe see some of you on whatever side there may or may not be.
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Good luck anon. Just expect this thread to be filled with normies with easy lifes telling you not to do it.
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>>25564807
I hope you find peace in your choice.
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Good bye anon.
Isn't it odd. There are people out there who simply, do not ever think about self-eradication. Never have they experienced being an outcast, unwanted human trash.
Almost seems alien culture to me, a distant relic of a past i can hardly remember being
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>>25564807
You're fucking selfish leaving your own mother like that. At least wait until she passes so you won't break her heart.
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>>25564913
This
After that, goodluck Anon.
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>>25564913
Maybe her heart needs to be broken
Why put so much stock in preserving what is obviously deeply flawed?
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>>25564807
if you an hero, do it after your mother passes, so you don't abandon her
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>>25564913
Said I wouldn't reply, but I can't help with this one. Being alive is a burden on her. I have major depressive disorder and can't even wash a fucking plate somedays without breaking down. I know my sister will step in to help once I'm gone. I am not selfish for wanting to end my own life. Her sadness will subside when she hopefully sees my nephew grow up tp be a functional individual. Potentially even a replacement son.
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