>1am >tired as fuck >going to stay up all night writing a dumb 8 page paper on an animal rights book I haven't even opened up >also have to write a few pages of bullshit for another class >have to drag my carcass to said class in ten hours >then call a cab to take me to the train station >then ride the train for three hours into the city >then go to my psychiatry appointment where we'll talk about how I have no friends and hate myself for an hour >then finally go to my mom's house >will be nervous for the whole weekend because the trip to and from school is so stressful >have another ten pages to write during that time as well I can't fucking do this, lads. I have no motivation to do anything and I'm scared to go outside and I just want to die.
>last year and final stretch of college >have to do group capstone project >no motivation or will to do it >If I join a group I'll feel guilty for not doing anything >considering dropping out before shit hits the fan
>get an email >told that 25% of the grade for one of my classes will be an oral presentation >go to a lecture, told we need a group of 7-8 people for a compulsory project >lecturer says "if you dont have friends yet, make some"
>>24047123 I know this feel too well. I ended up with a 3.4 GPA in undergrad and went to grad school to repair my GPA. If you fail O-Chem just know that there are options out there for you. Good luck, Anon.
>>24047123 if you can withdraw from ochem now and take it again, you should. you need to know it to do well on the MCAT.
honestly, though, there are other options in healthcare outside of being a doctor that are just as (or more) necessary for a lot of people. you won't make as much money, but if that's not why you're doing it (and it really shouldn't be) start poking around at how else you could help.
>first week in uni >skipped orientation because fuck talking to people >prof says to be eligeble for the exam you have to score over 50% on the homework >homework has to be handed in in groups of 3-4 students >single hand ins will be disregarded >happens in 4 other courses >get home and drop them all immediately >now only have 2 courses left for this semester >gets me 8 ECTS when I should get 30 to finish on time >all those courses are mandatory for my degree too
inb4 liberal arts those all happened in math and computer related courses. Is there ANY job or degree where I don't have to work in a team? I'm only in uni because I found out lighthouses became automated, I have honestly no fucking idea what to do.
>>24047593 me and u in the same situation excepr this is my last year and profs are not even responding to my emails for letter of recomendations for grad schools >only option left is doing grunt shit like physician assistant i legit rather die than have the shame of going to college. I've already given up on life and im only 22. Barely any friends and I'm never gettin married. Gonna be an 80 year old wizard living in his parents house being a wage slave for ever
but seriously most of university teaches you how to interact with your peers. All courses involve varying amounts of group work. if socialization scares you this much you're done for and don't stand a chance homie
>didn't study for Calculus 2 at all, ended up withdrawing >tfw this massive fuckup not only cost me at being able to transfer out of my shit community college in January, but also means if I actually want to stay here and graduate I'll have to do an extra semester All I had to do was do my fucking homework on time he even let us make up the fucking exams and I just watched anime instead of studying JUST
>>24048669 >>24048767 >>24048893 >tfw I tried to work and study hard and it still wasn't enough to meet most my deadlines Fucking time, man. I swear it didn't move so fast before. Hours feel like minutes now.
I think I've finally hit rock bottom, guys. I don't know where to go now.
>Classes are pretty easy so far, comp sci 1 especially is baby work >Have OK social life, have 1 or 2 actually good friend >Plenty of time to dick around >Kind of having fun So far college seems like really nothing special. Pretty much high school but less work and less time forced to do pointless shit. Main difference is I can easily buy booze and no one cares if I'm drunk, which is nice.
>>24048490 nigger u done goofed senpai desu the only job you can possibly get where you don't have to interact with anyone ever is self-employment. drop out so you have more time to come up with something decent. you don't seem to be cut out for university
It's been stressing me out for months. I'm doing a business management degree. I speak Mandarin which is my trump card.
I just want easier employment... I am looking at international banking and finance in Swansea (but it's really expensive for such a mediocre uni, 12500 pounds) or something like international business in cardiff (better uni and 10k) ...
Just not sure what will land me a job outside of fucking retail.
>>24049602 If you wanna wallow in self pity and blow your life away go ahead, but don't pretend there is some cosmic force that is holding you back. Everything is within you to change, you could wake up tomorrow and start on the road to turn everything around.
>>24047123 Honestly my man, I know that feeling. You need to start weighing your options sooner rather than later. Maybe look into grad school or something. Diversify yourself. At this point you're underestimating your life. You feel like time is running out, but you have to remember, you could graduate at any time you want. You could enter med school in 10 years for example, or 20. You could earn multiple degrees during that time. Maybe you don't even want to be a doctor. Go into something else! You don't want to end up defeated in 2 years feeling you've wasted something.
>>24049755 This anon here is giving you great advice I'm about to graduate with a 3.3 GPA and my doctor dream is dead right now. I have no idea what to do with my life and I feel hopeless. Spend your last 2 years looking at alternatives and put your ego aside, dont end up like me.
>>24049746 I feel you senpai. I was actually less anxious when I first started college vs now. I've been deteriorating the longer it goes on. Might have something to do with skipping more and more classes and staying home much more often.
>fuck around in community college part time for 4 years >got an AA and an AS in computer networking >want to go get a BS from a Uni >nearest Uni is 90 minutes away >body can't take driving more than 40 minutes >start blacking out and going into convulsions if I drive too long >this condition just started this year
This is probably the wrong thread for this, but I am so fucked. I wish I could tell 20 year old me to just take the AA and go on, maybe I could've had my bachelor's before my body turned to shit.
>struggle with anxiety >sometimes entire days go by without talking to anyone >no motivation to study, attend lectures, or even do hobbies like watch anime >just fool around 4chan because that's the only place where I can relax
>try to be normal in uni >meet shy qt3.14 >find out she goes on tumblr >i can move past this >talk to her a good amount almost every day for a month >eventually she says she "panromantic asexual" >google this, don't know how to react >I think i can live with this as long as she likes me romantically >soon after tells me she has a girlfriend >can't focus in school for the past 2 days >this is the worst i have ever felt >I don't even know what to do anymore
>only went one out of my four past days with classes >dropped 3 out of 5 of my classes this semester
in my fourth year(out of 5) and I feel burned out, I had a breakdown about a month ago and dropped my second major/3 of my classes t bh. Stress was killing me, didn't realize how bad I got until my professor pulled me aside after class and asked if I was alright due to my erratic behavior from lack of sleep and complete withdrawal from everything but academic life.
>>24050198 >final is 100% of the grade in every class >no matter how well you understood the subject matter or how interested you were, if you have a bad day on exam day you dun goofed >exams are usually at 8am, well outside my sleep schedule >this is somehow fair
>>24047023 >no motivation or will to do it tfw >no motivation or will to do thermodynamics or systems and signals >tfw literally paying someone to do the computer labs for me i want to die at least ive been getting 100s so it was worth it kinda i was thinking about changing majors or dropping out before next semester. pretty sure it will all catch up to me by then
>>24047535 >but if that's not why you're doing it (and it really shouldn't be) tumblr get the fuck out and wake up to reality >>24048586 >me and u in the same situation excepr this is my last year and profs are not even responding to my emails for letter of recomendations for grad schools exactly youre not even a doctor so you have no idea what the fuck youre talking about reality isnt as rosey as shitheads like you make it out to be
>>24050355 not him, but nobody gets the book for upper-level classes because they cost too much and they're too specific to pirate at that level >>24050371 I had mono as a teenager and never felt right again after getting it desu
>>24050431 it seriously makes me sick how no one can accept their own laziness or stupidity anymore. it all has to be labeled as some kind of disease and once you call them out on it they just yell "YOU WOULDNT TELL SOMEONE WITH A BROKEN ARM TO MAN UP"
>>24046677 >Intermediate programming in python midterm today >two previous quarters' averages on the midterm: 65%, 67% >test is 9 pages, need to write out roughly 15 programs on paper and some miscellaneous other python-related shit >110min >literally left 1/3 the test blank because I didn't have enough time to think through all the questions >you practically had to have all the algorithms memorized in order to finish the test in time how the fuck can you expect someone who's only has 2 1/2 quarters of programming experience to have all this shit memorized? thank god I get perfect scores on all the hw since I actually have time to think out the problems
hey anon, listen here. now im not trying to be mean but you probably got kicked out because you likely did not do your homework and did not study enough. i failed my major as well and i couldn't face anyone, math is for some reason the indicator of like "true intelligence" you know? if you'e good at maths then you're in basically.
ANYONE can learn maths. it just takes effort. im being serious i got Ds all through high school and scored a C right at the end (in aus where only grade 11 and 12 matter for uni) so im in no way considered a maths genius.
anyway I went back to uni after failing, statistics and economics. these might be easy subjects compared to whatever you failed but I was an absolute maths dunce but once i just learned will power i managed to do well.
Anyone can pass maths, you just need to really try. take a break from uni, learn that you really do want it, learn what you need to do to achieve it and then do it.
>>24050865 Not him, him I'm in med school right now and want to kill myself more and more every day. I hate everything about it and am going to fail out because I can't be assed to memorize a billion diseases and anatomical facts. I don't give a single fuck about any of it, so I have no motivation.
Also realized that there's no way I'll be able to handle the stress of such a high intensity, high focus job as a career.
Time to try to find a job as a technician or as some healthcare office bitch while I figure out what to do with my life.
>that glorious feel when midterms are over I'm not going to touch my math homework for a while. After all that studying I'm all mathed out, and there's no real due date for the work until the final week.
>tfw 25 >tfw still working on my undergrad history degree >tfw no motivation to do anything, don't even read what I need to anymore. >tfw only going to pass formal reasoning requirement (linguistics) is because the professor was lazy and cut the last exam to make the final bullshitable paper worth more. >tfw still have another semester to go, have to take 2 400 levels (one regular and my capstone) and two 300 levels to graduate. To make it worse I have classes every weekday, something I've never had before. >tfw commuter and take bus to camps, even for one class I'm gone half the day. >tfw already dreading next semester.
no idea, my parents are the boomer "get a degree and companies will throw jobs at you" type. I was forced under threat of disownment to go to college and chose history because I had a passing interest from playing paradox games.
>>24051159 >zero motivation studying a subject you personally enjoy would help, I'm studying philosophy/politics, no help for the depression though. >inb4 wagekek >>24051172 can't help you there >>24051177 get a wall planner, that really helped me with time management, doing little bits consistently everyday makes it the easiest, no pressure to cram until exams >>24051209 i haven't needed popularity or any friends to get my decent marks thus far, only just finished my first year though. sure you loathe the normies, but that's life
>>24051076 >I have classes every weekday, something I've never had before How is that so weird? I have classes from 8 am till 12 on 4 days, and from 10-12 once a week Also I have to be in the lab every day from 1-5pm
>>24051265 The fact you're spending this much effort trying to convince robots that it's all their fault means you're either pretending to be retarded, or are just in some bumfuck shitty college that passes anyone with a pulse. Fuck off cunt.
man I'm going to kill myself if I don't get some pussy
I literally deserve to have sex, why would God put me in a building with literal 10/10s walking around in next to nothing the entire year then make me completely undesirable meanwhile they're fucking literal niggers and Chad
It was my last class of the day and I was sick to the death of bullshit get to know you exercises.
obvious tranny was in the last class, full tumblr tier, blue hair, tattoos and piercings along with two other sjw cunts. I acedently called the tranny a he during a group exercise and the three of them went off on me, told the professor who later sent an email around that anything 'transphobic' would be dealt with harshly. I dropped the class to be safe.
have a project for marketing and my groups fucking sucks. somehow in always the leader and have to set up everything. this semester I have a stupid fucking redneck , "that kid" , an Arab kid whose alright, and 2 hamplanets who are cooperative.
>calculus exam in 4 hours >advanced C++ exam in 6 hours >work 2-10 >test for rank promotion in 26 hours (national guard, IT job) >trying to study for everything >WTB more time in day Pic related it's my brain
>>24050814 It's not the reality of the situation that matters, it's all about the what the ideal board population would look like. Then again, we all have to click 'I'm not a robot' in order to post here.
>>24046677 >passed everything with minimal effort >never done anything apart from what was needed >75% uni time passed any everyone around managed to get a real job >aware of my skills, that are way weaker than needed for any entry job in my profession >I can't rip off my parents forever, at least I h-hope so
>>24052864 I've become nocturnal and I don't know how to fix my sleep pattern. 2:00 becomes the normal bed time, soon enough 5:00 becomes a late night, and with no reason to get up early, a lay in suddenly becomes sunset.
>>24052864 same thing as me, procrastinating because you can't find the will power to study. If you're lucky you'll wind up like me and it will be 7:30 and you still won't have finished or started what you need to do >>24052879 try pulling an all-nighter and staying awake until midnight the next day, it works for me most of the time when I really fuck up my sleep schedule.
>tfw living in the dorms What the fuck? Why is everyone else who lives here a fucking shithead? The people in my classes are honestly pretty cool people, but everyone here is a fucking brat who should kill themselves.
>Have to break up with girlfriend, she had loser mentality that I didn't >She turns around and ruins as many of my friendships as she possibly can because she's fucking insane >Stuck with a professor who was a fucking douchebag incarnate that made my life a living hell for most of my classes >Two months later, mostly recovered, wove a new circle of friends >My ex gf adds me on skype and calls me up as if nothing ever fucking happened >Cut all contact with her, go back to living my life >I passed all my classes with flying colors and finally feel happy again
>Parents get me first phone so I can call/text them >Do so >After fiddling with wallpapers and adding some music to it run out of things to do >No one to call/text besides family, basically >Everybody else is constantly on their phone >Can't even use it to fap with in the bathroom because SSRIs
>have to write 10-15 pages of horseshit by the end of the day tomorrow
Completely doable but holy fuck I just don't feel like existing at all right now. Having it constantly looming over me for the next 24 hours is going to be such a fucking pain in the ass. Fuck it, starting now.
>>24047118 Im in a similar position to you. I have to create a 15min presentation worth 30% of my grade. I got put into a group with these 2 other normies and the first thing they said was " let's create a Facebook group chat ". I'm gonna end up choking when we actually get round to doing it
>hate uni all freshman and sophomore year >get to junior year and actually make a few friends >get paired up with the most qt3.14 girl I've ever seen >mfw I only have a year left and I'm only JUST starting to enjoy uni a little >mfw I'll never see the only girl I ever got along with after this class
I was in the exact same situation as you 2 years ago. If I couldn't get into med school, I was sure I would just rather kill myself because if I didn't do that, what else was there?
There are a lot of options beside medical school, if you ever decide it's not for you. I realized studying for the MCAT that maybe the doctor profession wasn't for me.
I went to some of the career fairs held at my university (even if you're still set on med school, go to them if your school has them) and saw a bunch of other options I never knew existed. Your school must have counselors. Use them. I decided instead on becoming a medical lab tech. Now I'm graduated with a science degree and 3.4 GPA and I'm applying for MLT courses. They're very in demand and are paid a good amount. I won't be making doctor-level money but my job will be secure and I'll be able to live comfortably.
My advice to you is, at the very least, finish your degree. Even if you don't go to med school you'll have a bachelor's degree in hand and you can go in any direction after that. The lab managers around here only have their bachelor degrees, so I might even find myself managing one of the provincial labs or otherwise finding promotions because of my education.
I don't know if you're here still, but don't give up brobot.
>>24046677 >study history >know it will be bad when you graduate >but expect with hard work and dedication, you can even make a history degree work >you cant >you are a 100k in debt for an arts major >I am now slaving away in a factory with other unschooled and unqualified workers >nobody is my age and isnt interested in anything I like. I've tried to get intrested in the normies, but the only reason I still have the job is that my job knows the boss. I dont get invited to any parties or anything and nobody talks to me. >I think about killing myself every single second at work >I hate my life and wish I never wasted time in Uni
I'm a 3rd year CS student but I don't have any personal projects and I need to start applying to internships. I'm scared to apply because I'm pretty sure the lack of projects will be an outright rejection. I also don't even know where to start making practical, non-homework stuff. I think I'm actually pretty smart when it comes to solving problems and shit, yeah I just don't have experience. My grades are pretty decent too
Any other robots been in similar situations? I don't want to end up everyone thinking I'm a failure
>>24056521 I liked a girl at my old school that was into archaeology. Thinking back on it, all of our conversations were me spilling spaghetti to the max. She was just being nice for the sake of being nice. Saw her last year when I was visiting the school and she had the tumblr hair coloration. I'm glad my spaghetti spillage helped me dodge that bullet.
>>24054191 Undergrad. Not going to deny that I have terrible time management, but it's part of a group assignment and me starting my portion was contingent on information from another member who only just now got me what I needed. In this case, it's not completely on me, though you're also not totally wrong.
>>24054179 I already have the research and foundation work done. At this point I'm just summarizing my findings and putting it in report format. Also, this is the final part of my senior project, meaning that it's literally the last formal paper I'll ever have to write. So there's some extra motivation I have going for me.
>>24055930 Are you me? I am 3rd year and have no personal projects and also trying to apply to internships. My GPA is good but I think companies are looking at my lack of projects and outright ignoring me. To get my GPA I basically have to sacrifice a decent amount of time to put into my classes, and I'm not even sure of what personal projects to do...I fucking hate how it's expected that I need to basically work outside of my own fucking major to get a job where as other majors just do classwork and get internships/job offers based off their GPA
>>24057265 Happens to all of us. Happened to me, thought I would get out with Cs in 2/4 of my courses. Ended up with 3 As and a B. Curving happens man, shit's SO cash. Of course, I fucked up the next semester though. I changed my major and got my life back on track the following year.
>started a new university after failing my last attempt >failing this attempt too What alternatives do i have other than killing myself? Maybe with some low status education it would be easy but what would i want that kind of education for. I doubt i could get a job, if i could it would be a horrible one. I can unfortunately not afford being neet.
>tfw when 70 page paper dude by December 12 >haven't even started >thinking of dropping the class >out of nowhere qt Indian girl from lab mentions she gets Adderal from her doctor >ask her if I can buy some off of her >she say she'll sell me the whole bottle for 80 bucks >got to her apartment and buy them >been up all night, 10 pages already down
Things like this actually make me believe there might be a god
>>24046677 >used to have 3 friends at uni >beer night at least once a week >one dropped out last semester >other 2 started attending other classes than I do >they do not even send me message >tfw they have never been my friends in the first place
>parents paying for uni for my two sisters and I >one of my sisters and I just go to a community college that we can commute to, while the other goes to fucking MSU >don't have a job so I can focus on my work >feel guilty whenever my mom tries to give me spending money >meanwhile my MSU sister is carelessly bleeding my mom dry with stuff like expensive clothes, food, and housing
> sophomore in community college > terrible parking, long walks to classes, really hard to make friends or meet girls > most of the people in my classes are older than me or going to cc because they couldn't get in anywhere else > my counselor tells me that I won't be able to transfer next year because I switched majors and dont have 60 transferable credits anymore > was hoping that once I transferred to uni I might meet a girlfriend or make some good friends within my major > stuck for another lonely year in community college
>take chinese classes because why not it's free at yuroland unis >tell my teacher I wanna get a language buddy to practice having conversations etc >she gives me the email of some girl >we arrange meeting after chinese class today >at that point I am already a wreck because of work, classes and general lack of sleep >she brings her friend, my social anxiety is acting up, I can't do this, 2 people >draw a blank card, start talking in english to them for some reason >they look at me like dder in the headlights >generally act like someone who cant tell his left foot from his right >search my mobile phone for 2 minutes, until they tell me its visibly just in my pant pocket >my hands are shaking when I write down some chinese characters and stuff they teach me >arrange to have weekly meetings >I feel slightly more like a failure than before
jesus christ, sometimes I think I'll never drop my spaghetti again and then shit like this happens.
>Studied 2 weeks for midterm in upper level physics class >Midterms are usually only 4 questions so messing up on a singly question can ruin you >Thought I was starting to get it >Go to write the thing >Everything is out of left field, only know 1 question >try my best to at least get part marks >Check some stuff online >Already know I blew it on 1 question
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