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I know this will sound fake, I assure you it's not, but you may think what you want. There is no pics of us together on my phone, but some of us on her snapchat, so I'm sure I can get it if it's on her story still.
Background Info:
Be me, below the average guy by means of looks, personality, and motivation.
I'm shy, emotional, smoker, not a fighter( even if I could, I'm 120lbs. 21 years old). Jobless unless you count uber, use to work at a beer warehouse. Miss the beer. and my bank account is 4 dollars. As of right now, all bills are paid. For the last time sadly. I believe if I can't get a job where I don't struggle physically by unrealistic standards or struggle money wise , I'm gonna lose everything. Im neither doing good, not bad, that scares me.

Pic related: Girl let's name her femanon and me, anon. She now cuts hair at a salon. She loves to dance. Like really dance. She used to be a stripper.

Now, me knowing my league, as for girls who I can get, this situation baffles me.
She is 27 years old, doesn't really bother me, but I haven't been with a girl older than me. I met her 4 days ago, through a fem friend who is a whore. Femanon isn't a slut, I say that because it seems she is sexually infatuated with me.

I'm not bragging nor complaining. Just way out of my zone as far as territory goes.

some how worked up courage to say she can sleep in my bed so others here wouldn't wake her on the couch. It lead to a back massage then full. Then naked.some very painful kinky sex. I'm down for kink, but holy shit. She was dripping, my back was dripping blood. All in all it was amazing.
In my opinion she is very sexy, skinny, tight, loving when it comes to cuddles. And she tastes like cupcakes.
Just want to know y'all thoughts. I'll post pics, also you can see she has teeth issues... From young age to older you can see she got hotter.
Also, tips on Making money. I am looking for a real job.
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