Rape porn?

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I've been trying to find like non-consensual porn (preferably just pics), and I haven't seen anything on /hc/ and I can't start a thread there because I don't have any yet

violent, non-consensual, D/s, choking, beating, torture, etc is what I'm looking for. The only stuff I have is cuddling related, which is super comfy and great for when I feel sad about being single, but my therapist suggested I try wanking so I'm looking to expand what I've got. idk why (and it makes me feel awful) but rape really turns me on, which feels terrible because I know how fucked up rape is and how much it can mess with someone. However, if I try wanking without thinking about it, it takes forever to finish if I do at all. Like masturbation is basically an hour and a half of sexual frustration, so I think it would be best to just reserve judgements and give rape porn a shot. Even when I do think about that stuff when going at it, it takes like an hour and isn't that great tbqh, but my therapist says practice makes perfect

s-sorry for the blogpost but it just goes against everything I believe in to ask for something that is so morally offensive