I need advice ,I'm getting kinda crazy with this

and I told her that I was kinda happy for that ,but that I don't remember her ,so i ask for her name, she said "I can't told you ,I really can't"
I ask why ,but she only said something like
"I only can't ,I don't have the life I had,you need to know the truth and remember" and then she left ,I don't know why I let her go ,fuck i don't know.
now here is the thing ,everyone remember her ,BUT I CAN'T REMEBER ANYTHING FROM HER ,everything that i know is what my best friend ,rafa and his girlfriend tell me,they all tell me the same ,I was in panic so I made something that i didn't had to do ,I ask naga about her ,he told me the same fucking story ,no one of the old group talk's to him ,I'm getting crazy ,I only remember some vague memory's about she and I laying on the grass of a anime convention ,talking something that i don't remember and she later hugging me and telling me that I was so funny.
I can't remeber anything else ,and she was my first feminine friend , they were 3 FUCKING YEARS and everyone tell my that we two went out with to anime conventions ,to parks ,most of the time I had ,I had it with her ,everyone told's me that ,everyone have photos ,but I don't remember anything from her.
when i try to remember I feel something bad in my stomach and pain in my brain.
I wanna know ,but I want your opinion,
should I start seriously looking for her ?
and I mean on every convention that's coming here on chile ,going to every park ,asking people.
What do you say 4chan?

please ,ignore the typos

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I'm not sure I understand what you are trying to say, but it reads like a fantastic mystery. Are you saying you had a close female friend of 3 years, and you have lost all memory of this person?

yes ,I don't remember anything more than what I told you ,she was a "very close friend" or more than that for 3 years

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Is your memory fading about other things as well? If so you may want to see a doctor.

If not, could you possibly be suppressing the memories?

Question: Why do you want to look for her? What are you hoping it will being to your life to find her?

I just wanna know who is really she , try to have good times with her and simply know her better ,cause if she was a very good friend for so long ,it was for something and i wanna know why,I need to know we promise ,I only know that we promise something but I don't know what.

And yes,also my best friend and rafa told me about some friends that I didn't remember ,the thing is that those old friends are dead ,one cause heart attack (heart problems),other for cancer and the last for be crushed by a car.

but why I remember hanging out with the group ,I remember every time that we went out ,and I don't remember she there ,but the thing it's that rafa show me photos of a lot of convention and times we went out were she was with us.
its like my brain use a rubber on she.

Maybe it's that Mandela Effect.

no ,my name is Ian Gamboa ,I'm from Chile ,and sadly this is real.

it could be....but I'm not sure
at this point it could be anything ,I don't know.
(ignore my last post)

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What reason do you have NOT to look for her?

every time I try to remember her I feel something bad in my stomach and pain in my brain ,I don't know why I forget her ,I though that the pain could mean that something bad had passed,I don't even know if the reason why my brain borrow her it's bad or good ,I don't remember her ,i don't have a clue ,I'm open to theories

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Do you get headaches a lot?

no ,never

only recently when I hardly try to remember her

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Even though you forgot about her, you may now be remembering her for a reason. Maybe you should see this through. Find her.

the thing is that I only remember her existence cause all what my friends told me ,for the photos and cause she talked to me on the convention.
but I'm thinking that it could be for a reason, not everyday you gotta know that you had a good friend for 3 years and don't remember it