It's not because I've ran out, I can easily afford as much as I want it's very cheap.
I've used it almost every single day, multiple times a day, for the past 2 years.
I'm not going through any "real" withdrawals, I don't even have cravings, I could quit for good if I actually wanted or needed to, but everything feels boring and dull. It's made me aware that I'm unhappy with how I'm spending my life, many of the things I enjoy I don't enjoy sober.
My life is a joke, the thing that's been keeping me content and happy, and thus stopping me from actually attempting to do something with my life, is cannabis.
For the past 2 years I've basically always been happy, and now I feel like I'm in a dull gray haze, bored, discotent, and waking up for the first time to reality.
My conclusion? I plan to keep using cannabis until I die, to me it seems to be worth it from a cost/reward perspective, the negative effects on health or life-span seem to be neglibile, and it makes life easier to deal with.
>>1514686
Faggot.
If some sober people in this society do not seem as reckless and free as their toker counterparts, that is a mere accident of culture, mere circumstantial evidence. Those puritans exist all the same in the world drained of all magic and genius by the drug use of their fellows (and the capitalism, hierarchy, misery it helps maintain) – the only difference is that they are so self-abnegating as to refuse even the false magic, the genie of the pipe. But other “sober” folk, whose orientation to living might better be described as enchanted or ecstatic, are plentiful, if you look hard enough. For these individuals life is a constant celebration, one which needs no augmentation and from which we need no respite.