Who else here is schizophrenic? What is it like for you?

What a stupid thread. You are either a troll, a roleplayer or a neurotypical with special snow flake syndrome. Anyone who can read the catalog could immediatly be able to tell this board is full of shitters, normalfags etc ready to destroy, humiliate, make fun of, ignore etc anyone who is a true outcast. So if you're not a shitter, a troll, a roleplayer, a neurotypical with special snow flake syndrom, if you are really serious about being schizophrenic as you implied, you wouldn't have made this thread, even if you are and if you did, you would delete it after reading this post because you'd know it's for your best. There is no more place on the internet for outcasts. It's full of normalfags, failed normalfags, and so on.

I'm bipolar. I tend to discontinue my antipsychotics after like six months after an initial hospitalization. They completely turn me into a vegetable. I keep on taking my lithium though. The bad part is if I tell my psychiatrist that I discontinued them they threaten to drop me as a patient for non compliance so I'm placed in a position where I literally have to lie about taking meds that I am in fact not taking nor need in order to obtain the meds I need and am willing to take. I've seen psychiatrists on park avenue that charge $590 an hour to ones at the community mental healthcare clinic set up to get homeless schizophrenics. It's always the same song and dance with them they're all literal walking memes who are completely interchangeable in terms of their clinical approach and overall rigidity.

Go ask in the frog threads.