What holds you back?

Myself

>>139621616
The internet

>>139621616
jews

>>139621616

A need to appease my parents
A general fear of confrontation
Unhealthy eating habits

I can't find a good woman to have a family with and it's consuming me.

>>139621616
Soft, supple young schoolboys.

>>139621616
Lack of meditation

>>139621616
lack of motivation to get fit

unwillingness to go to school (read: marxist training camp)

being content with minimum wage manual labour

>>139621616
My addiction to eating the rotting corpses of nigger infants.

white privilege and systemic institutionalized racism

>>139621616
lack of discipline
too many choices

Not enough time.

I have a family of dependants and am the main source of financial income since my dumbass dad fell in a river while off his tits and died. Mum's simple too old to do any proper work but she'd not last in a home so I pay for her to live with my younger sister and have a carer visit her daily when I can't.

My younger sister has almost finished her GCSEs and we're hoping she can help but I have a nasty feeling that she's going to fuck off to England for University which is a worry.

I simply don't have enough expendable time or resources to be able to push either of my jobs hard enough to go further.

I guess a heartless cunt could say that when my mum dies it'll be a lot easier but that can fuck off.

You don't have to stay in school lads but if you don't, you need to work.

>>139622486
i'm with you jew bro

i want an enemy i can fight face to face

not some cunt crying on the internet

>>139621616
Time.

>>139623226
power to you.

>>139621616
audism :DDDDDD

>>139621616
Information ovedose.
I can see my failures before even trying.

>>139623091
aka Black Laziness and Affirmative Action?

Fear of reprisal

>>139621616
myself

>>139621616
Inability to overcome my vices.

So myself.

>>139623238
figured as much, Chang

>>139622409
Fpbp

>>139621616
It isn't October yet.

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apathy to mask crippling depression

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>>139621616
im too passive, maybe even a pussy and i dont know what i want in life. I life just drom day today. There is no big goal i want to achieve, nothing i desire. I just life to life.

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Myself. Taking proactive steps to fix that like work out, read more, eat healthy, budget, etc...

But I have no idea what my long term goal or purpose should be. I feel fucking lost, but I figure as long as I keep stumbling generallyh forward I will reach somewhere.

Also muh waifu isn't real.

>former low tier Chad
>always had such high expectations of humanity
>see my friends/girls for what they are
>lose all motivation
>abandon everyone
>study the world and how it came to this point
>dream about a better one
Cant fix the world its already too late. Just waiting for death basically

Apathy.

>>139621616
Living with my gf. We've lived together for nearly two years now, and in that time I've put on weight and generally become a lazy, miserable piece of shit.
I used to think depression was just a lame meme, but it's real.
I'd kick her out but both names are on the lease, and I can't afford to live without her yet, so I'm kinda stuck.

>>139623853
Your just German m8 no shame in that

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