It's cold and the heaven is dark blue with beautiful and green Northern lights covering parts of it. In space I see the stars twinkle.
I'm surrounded by mountains with beautiful lights behind them.
As my heart is beating, my limbs aching and my breath becomes faster I stop and look around me. It was quiet.
I truthfully feel like I'm experiencing a spiritual awakening.
I can feel my ancestors looking down upon me, Icelandic and Norwegian men and women leading me as they stare and judge me. They're proud that I've changed and am trying to make something out of my life, both progressing and conserving what they built. They showed nothing but pride.
I want you to know that you are not alone but part of our people, greater men have died but all of them while not fearing death and the unknown itself because they know that others will keep their flame warm. Don't let that flame extinguish. Protect it from the wind and add more fuel to it for your death and fall into nihilism does not only kill you, it kills our whole culture and heritage.