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Give me some advice lads 2017-08-26 08:37:33 Post No. 139151150
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Im feeling really down right now and have thought about suicide, can you guys give me advice?
>be me
>23
>Always wanted to be a doctor from the start, dad is a doctor, high expectations
>Graduate #2 in my class in high school
>I moved around a lot in my formative years so I really had no place to call home or have any "close friends"
>Do decently on SAT and get accepted to a state uni
>Get into a pretty competitive cohort for a genetics/biochemistry pathway for freshman
>Can't keep up, end up bombing most of my classes
>Happens till my the end of my sophomore year until i get kicked out of my major
>move into a different major, still science related
>do relatively better, end up graduating with a 2.7 (I know shitty considering i barely was at a 2.0 my first two years)
>take mcat, completely fail the first time
>take again, do marginally better
>recently took it again this time with more preparation and classes for it. (Haven't got the result yet but I felt initially like I did well, but looking back at my notes I think I panicked on alot of questions)
>i see all my classmates going to medical school and enjoying their lives while all I do is just volunteer and shadow at the hospital (basically larping at this point)
>I feel like my dream is slipping away and I'll never reach my goal.
>at this point I just feel like walking into my closet, wrapping a belt around my neck and strangling myself.
>what should I do /pol/, i'm at wits end
>only thing holding me back at this point is the thought of my parents and siblings walking into the closet to see my cold lifeless hanging body and imaging their reaction
>what should I do /pol/?
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>>139151150
here's some advice
post on /adv/
>>>/adv/
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KYS?
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>>139151150
No srsly, if you cant manage, set your bar lower. Try something else science related. You don't have to become a doctor just because your father is? Or, you could try studying abroad where the requirments is lower, that is a possibility with those grades actually. A change of environment sounds like it might do good for you.
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>>139151612
I just feel like im copping out and settling for something less, on a goal I've wanted to reach since I was little. Its been tough and I honeslty have no one to talk to about my problems.
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>>139151150
Take out a loan and go travelling around the world and do whatever you please.
If you find an objective in life and a sense of meaning, come home, pay off loan and do what you decided you want/need to do.
If - after travelling, fucking shemale whores, smoking crack, etc - you still feel the same way, kys and let your parents pay off the loan whilst you lounge around in heaven.
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>>139151840
Is there no priest/psych at your university? Check out medical studies in Hungary or Poland. Or take a free year as britanon says, you sound burnt out which is reasonable with the workpressure a doc student is required to have.
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>>139152097
I already graduated. Im currently back at home volunteering and shadowing at a hospital.
Im just sad that alot of my classmates are reaching their dreams. Especially people who've I encouraged to be doctors and they managed to reach it. Especially a girl I took on a few dates who ended up getting into a top 5 med school (i talked her into going into medicine when she was having a hard time deciding what to do post grad)
>she ended up friendzoning me hard
>even tho I made it clear from the beginning that I liked her
>still agreedd on the dates
>and still got rejected
I feel like nothing is ever going to go my way.
>forgot to add I'm a severe manlet too (5'2)
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>>139152512
You graduated already, well begin practicing, make some money. Act professional and earn some money, then the women will come. I'm good looking and tall, but can't pick up girls as i'm introverted. My fat friend makes a girl laugh and light up only by being funny. Life isn't fair.
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>>139151150
If you can't hack the sciences, go be a philosophy/history/anthropology major and get paid six figures to speak in front of a bunch of normies.
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