How do I live with the duality of my own existence?

I'm not reading all that shit but just realize you can be gay without LARPing as a woman. Even if you can't choose to not be gay, you can choose to not wear women's clothes.

>>138771215
You're typing this huge ass essay instead of condensing it into a basic question. This proves you're doing this to get attention and not to start a discussion. No surprise, coming from a tranny faggot.

Get out of here. You are unwanted, so take your attention seeking behavior elsewhere.

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>>138771215
Give up, there is no cure for your mental illness.

>>138771215
Is that you woody?

>>138771215
>How do I live with the duality of my own existence?
you don't
KYS faggot

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I work with niggers every day. Half of them know what I am because of the other niggers I work with 'rat me out' (niggers are very communal- if one knows they'll all fucking know after Sunday indoctrination) 90% are complete shit. And the 10% that don't treat me like shit don't make up for the rest.

But I feel isolated. I feel as though if I stick my neck out and attend a gathering of like minded people, and was open about what I am,would I be carted off in the same manner as an Uncle Ruckus type character? A permanently self-hating person constantly trying to self sabotage?

What do I even do?

>>138771215
Tranny fag, gtfo.
Being a tranny is being cut under a knife to make you look like the other gender. It's not a condition of existence: You chose to do this to your body. It's your fault far falling for Hillary friends propaganda.

>>138771382
But I never even liked men. And sure, I can choose,but it really would cause me a great deal of pain.

>>138771923
why would I want bottom surgery lmao

come on give us a little more credit than that, not all of us what open knife would surgery

>>138771215
So you're a far right tranny who doesn't like the same sex as you, technically making you a lesbian? You're in a strange situation. Get a psychologist for your tranny issues or something. /pol/ won't help you, we'll only laugh at how weird this is

>>138771704
>>138771215
Not pre writing your huge 4chan blog post before hand. Fucking kill yourself faggot.

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How about you don't identify based on gender?
You said duality.
Duality can imply breeding. Duality of mind? Have children and become a collective. Don't pick a side, be yourself. The fact that you need to be something and have a centerpiece just shows how lonely of a miserable shit you are.

>>138771704
Join the alt-light, be the new Milo. You could probably even get living wage from this sit, alt-light loves right wing fags.

Stop watching porn. Most """" trans"""" are men who through porn developed autogynephellia, a fetish where they get off from the idea of being a woman, inserting themselves into the role of women in lesbian porn and anime. They don't actually want to be a phsycal female but mistake the arousal they get when imagining themselves as a woman getting pleasured as dysphoria and their brain conflates the fetish with the idea that they were born in the wrong body.

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>>138771215

>>138771215
How about you try and find a psychologist who doesn't believe the BS the APA put out about transgenderism not being a mental disorder. Look up info on the guy who transitioned then went to therapy. Fixed his shit and now has to live as a man with no cock.

>>138771215
kys if you're a larper kys even harder if you're an actual tranny

Properly integrate your feminine principle instead of allowing it to sit in your unconscious and manipulate your conscious

>>138771215
Buy a gun and shoot yourself in the head. Or get over the stupid idea that such a thing as transgender exists

>>138773747
Most = all
Nobody is born gay or trans it's all basically an acquired fetish. Inclination is not destiny. There also isn't gay inclination, only general fetish inclination