Relapsing on PMO makes me feel unworthy of being NS?

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>>137859374
Um what

>>137859475
I know porn is a jewish thing, that is why I feel so bad.

>>137859562
you will need to find a white girl

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>>137859562
I just torrent hentai desu

>>137859722
I do have two girls at the same time, beautiful white girls I bang, but they are away from me for a period. I relied on alcohol and did not care about my ideals, started browsing xvideos and jerked off to almost every single heterosexual shit I could find.

This after two and half years of being away from porn.

Man I relapsed on Tuesday, it was brutal.

Once you get a few weeks in it's easy to forget just how awful you felt masturbating.

Don't know of a way to rebound faster. People recommend a lot of shady pills and powders but I don't know about that. I haven't tried any.

Please help me, I am on the verge of suicide because of this betrayal to Europe and the White Race. I fucking hate porn but it was my teen habit.

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stop watching porn

>>137859374

I don't agree with National Socialism or Hitlerism in any way, but in any event, are you taking a lot of physical exercise? Men who have recovered from the use of pornography and masturbation almost unanimously say that they could not have managed without it. You ought to be leaving the house and going walking (or engaging in some other sort of activity) for several hours every day. Idleness is what will defeat you. Other things that people find useful are cold showers and reducing their intake of food.

You also have to be careful about what you expose yourself to. A lot of pornography, for example, is posted on this very board. You may want to turn off images whenever you browse here. Be careful about what websites you visit, and what television and films you watch. Do not do what is called "edging."

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>>137859775
Same desu.

>>137860082

These links ought to be of use to you:

www.yourbrainonporn.com

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU&t=1s

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>>137860149
I am ashamed, I cannot watch Varg's videos anymore because I feel the filth and disgrace of being a disgusting cuck porn addict instead of an alpha male, even though I bang two hot chicks.
I just feel Swedish now...

Dude I fap to porn 5 times a day and I've done more for the white race than you.

You sound like a fag. Just don't do it again

>>137859374
stop lying you are failing everyday why else would you have this guilt

>>137859374
back to r/nofap for you

>>137860187
Yes I am currently away from porn, doing a lot of lifting and stopped masturbating. But since I live in Europe I feel I have tainted it with this filth. I cannot stop feeling guilty and unworthy of being white.

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I just want to feel again happy and worthy of our Mother Europe, not a cuck.
Please don't leave me /pol/...

>>137860491
You are right. I am failing, but not everyday. just last month.

Hahahaha holy shit. I thought you were serious until I read >>137860310

Nobody who is banging "two hot chicks" is worried about >le PMO XDDD

>>137862564
It is true. One of the girls I have suggested that we made an amateur one, so I watched porn to find inspiration, but relapsed badly. I met her, then she went away and she is not right now with me. That is why I am being serious with this.

>>137862564
Lemme explain to you:
I have a distance relationship with these two girls. I don't see them everyday or every week, but once every month.
That is also why I relapsed. I am quite serious here.

Guys please, I just want to know that if I stop watching and fapping to porn I can be worthy again.