Cosmopolitan Jew here, what to do?

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I live in a major US city, am Gen-X and have a Leftist Bernie supporter kike girlfriend. Her friends are not just Left, but Ultra-Left. I have been red pilled for several years on a range of issues including MGTOW, immigration and the Holohoax.

I have been red pilled even harder the last few days. I had a psychological conflict with myself about between my Jew and Aryan side. Of course, my superior Ayran side seems to be winning, lol.

I come from a working class background, but now I have a high income and net around $300,000 per year. I have no children. I secretly give about 10% of my income to a white, Right Wing militia group within the United States.
This whole thing in the last few days had been a hard, hard red pill. I unfriended like 40 people on kikebook due to them posting anti-white things. Not sure what to do. Should I:

1) Act like nothing is wrong keep working hard at my business and secretly increase my financial support of the movement. I could maybe bring it up to $75,000 per year. So that would be about 25% of my income.

2) Use my words, speak out about what is happening. I would probably lose my girlfriend and most of my friends. These people could damage my business somewhat too.

I've been going down the road of option 2, but now the scheming jew in me is saying stay silent and do option 1. What should I do Oldfags? Am I becoming a self-loathing scheming Jew or mythic Aryan hero?

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