I am an old dude and I have been depressed with social anxiety for a long time. I noticed that /pol/ is significantly more interesting, funny, and spooky while on a combination of Paxil (40mg) and marijuana.
Actually, a few months ago I was on this combination and I believe that I developed temporary psychosis as I could not come to conclusions about what was real or not.
Now that I have stopped smoking weed, I realize that /pol/ is full of larpers and lonely people that aren't happy with their lives. Of course they want the world to end, since they have little to nothing meaningful in their own lives. I took spent months browsing here thinking that this place was something special.
This place is the toilet bowl of the Internet and us /pol/sters are nothing but scrapes of fecal matter clinging to the side. I have learnt that my political beliefs are sound and I am not a hateful person. I am not a racist. I don not believe in most of what /pol/ believes in even though I consider myself "red pilled" on the issues of Jewish rule, things like MKUltra, degeneracy/decadence, etc.
If you are on any sort of medication and smoking weed, please realize that /pol/ can fuck you up mentally.