Grew up in poverty because my mom partied hard, rode the cock carousel and then ended up with a low-IQ, alcoholic, psychopath. Was very blue pill about women on account of being raised by a single mother and "everything is your dad's fault." No doubt my dad has problems (he's a homeless guy now) but my mom is at fault too. My mom even had a decent offer from some programmer beta bucks when I was 3, but decided to go back to my dad instead since CC left her with ridiculous standards.
Actually had a great, virgin girlfriend for two months in college but lost her on account of being extremely blue-pill. Was "friends" with two skanks in college, largely on account of having very poor interpersonal skills at the time due to abuse when I was growing up.
Now very red-pilled on women. The idea of having any relationship with a non-virgin disgusts me.
Followed Anon's advice and converted to Mormonism. So far it's been alright. Very white, despite living in a diverse city. Friendly people and some women there are interested in me for sure. Considering visiting a ward elsewhere.
Not sure if I can keep up with all of the mumbo-jumbo. Tithing is expensive too. Meanwhile, degeneracy is creeping in to the church. Women are increasingly feminist. Being red-pilled now means I see through a lot of the women's manipulations.
Should I continue trying to find a white wife and risk everything? My children could easily be brainwashed by them. Or should I just go MGTOW?
Forgot to add. I am doing well financially now ($200K/year), so both tithing and divorce are super expensive.
>>136914381
You're a clown OP.
>>136915620
What do you mean?
Somebody give me some advice. Please.
What should I do, /pol/, seriously.
Seriously /pol/.
Please help.
Nice blogpost. You're obviously s weak faggot if you expect your future wife to determine your kid's ideology. She'll probably cuck you too once she realises this.
>>136914381
/pol/ isn't your diary your thread should be deleted and you should be banned
>>136914381
MGTOW for a While longer. Don't have kids with someone unless you've been living together for a few years and know how to handle discrepancies.
> My children could easily be brainwashed by them.
Every parent ruins their child because of two possible outcomes: They want their kids to be like them, or they don't want their kids to be like them. Be a guiding hand for your offspring to grow tall, but don't be excessively authoritarian that you may mutilate their branches.
Best of luck.
>>136916273
i think he means you're a clown
>>136917420
To clarify, I meant (((them))).
What is the point of having white kids these days if they're just going to be watching MTV and using Facebook?
>>136914381
You're being neurotic. Shut up, improve yourself for a couple years, and then fund a woman. Marry by 25-26 and the have 2-4 kids shortly there after. Focus on getting a base built. Fix your financials/body/career. Women follow power.
>>136917678
>fund a woman
What did he mean by this?
OP is a fucking clown. Get fucked FAGGOT.
>>136918692
>fix your financials
>fund a woman
LOL This is the kind of parasitism I am trying to avoid. Financials are good already BTW.
>>136914381
>Followed Anon's advice and converted to >Mormonism.
Fucking retard.
>>136914381
My head is full of shit no time fo dat
>>136914381
Artificial wombs and sexbots will make women obsolete. There is literally no reason to get a female.
>>136921192
And there is a good chance it will be a reality in 5-10 years.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuWUqncZgv4
>>136921192
Are they able to simulate the stank of a woman on robot poon? Is the vagoo scratch and sniff?