Why do some people cut themselves? Also why does it seem like

>>136418104

subconscious cries for attention.

>>136418155

The self-loathing is just the face value facade, it's not the root of the issue.

>>136418104
releases endorphins which feel good then a habit forms.

>do it on an obvious place
>doesn't hurt very much
>some girls I know even roll their sleeves up and wave it around

You tell me

>>136418260
it is the route of the issue, if you hate yourself and are depressed and want to cry out for attention but physically cant, you would cut yourself.

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>>136418104
borderline people research shows that they cut because there's a part of their brain that read other people wrong and their own emotions wrong or much more intensely than others. Punishing themselves for perceptions of wrong doing helps to alleviate this neurotic behavior. Often they are also in situations where they are unable to cope or escape on top of this brain dysfunction which creates a perfect storm for selfharming.

Also they get to care for the cuts and get a feeling of love and healing from being able to change something anything in the environment. There is also an extreme addiction to the endorphins received from inflicting bodily damage. A much much stronger version of runner's high is available and heavy self harmers can easily reach catatonic morphine like trances where they nod in and out from how high they are.


There are also people who do it for attention, but it is usually fairly obvious when you compare the two who is psychologically addicted and a neurotic psycho and who is trying to get likes on their social media for posting pictures of what would be an incredibly shameful and private act.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=967Ckat7f98

>>136418104
I do it because I'm alone and the pain is too strong, is the only way to feel better and all is because of women

>>136418104
They want you to notice they're "suffering."
Also, slide thread.

>>136418654

The depression is rooted in a lack of attention for cutters.

>>136418313
Oh, thanks.

I used to cut myself (on my thighs) because i like playing with scabs and blood. I actually enjoyed it but knew to keep it to a somewhat minimum level.
I also cut my fore arm twice over the veins last year while i was drunk because i also like poking my veins. Good thing is for my arm i just say a glass cabinet broke and cut my arm. And not like a chick is ever gonna see my thighs unless it is a prostitute
While i have done it mostly for fun and enjoyment, i did do it a couple times due to my depression and looking back at it now, i did at those times to feel something

>>136418104
#CutForHillary

>>136418104
I cut myself after withdrawing from alcoh combined with my wife leaving me and spending the night in jail. Didn't tell anyone about it until a long time later. Took an insutrual packing tape device and ran the blades up and down my arm. At the time it helped.?

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>>136418104
For some reason, the Eye of the Tiger just popped into my head. That's why, OP, because

they got the eye of the tiger
and they want to have stripes,
gotta get up and get thoose Cheeetoos

>>136418155
Yes if you're a 13 year old stacey

I cut myself on my thigh so no one will ever see because my depression was pushing me close to suicide, there was an intense physical pain behind my eyes and it was the worst thing I have ever felt, when I cut myself it relieved the pain and the urge to commit suicide

simple

>>136419658
>i did at those times to feel something
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQRmCy6LfjI

>>136418104
They are dismayed that world does not revolve around them. They get upset because they aren't recognised as special and unique so they cut themselves. Attention seeking faggots.

>>136418104
Girls used to do this at my school all the time. They would display it openly but burst into tears or get insulted whenever somebody asked.

Also, if any male does this they deserve to die. How fucking beta lol

>>136419927
That's the most faggiest thing I've ever heard

>New thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btPJPFnesV4

THE NEEDLE TEARS A HOLE

Is this some sort of raid thread? No one here is suddenly going to start cutting themselves because they heard someone other fag was doing it. Especially not here. Go home, Reddit.

>>136418104
transferring one form of pain for a more manageable form

>>136418104
worthless fucking losers do this shit, mainly for attention. they do it so people see their scars/cuts. mental illness is a helluva drug

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>>136418104
If your seriously cutting yourself its because you feel so void of any emotion that experiencing pain is just enough to fill the void in your heart.

in a sick way it makes you feel better, more human.

i dated a girl who had like 20 cuts per arm. serious relationship for 3 years. The cuts are because they are frustrated at themselves for their life being a certain way and they are subconsciously punishing themselves as a release of the self-loathing.

They also use it for pity and for attention.
I don't recommend dating one, because if they are that judgmental against themselves, think how much more they will judge you for your failures.

>>136418104
Two cases:
attention-seeking
flagellation ( punishment by causing pain and harm to self)
Easily distinguished by the second being much more extreme and trying to hide the process and the scars.
I knew a couple of girls who did both.

>>136419927
The fact that you're laboriously explaining this means you're full of shit and just doing it for attention.

>>136419927

>there was an intense physical pain behind my eyes and it was the worst thing I have ever felt, when I cut myself it relieved the pain

Yeah, you aren't the norm.

>>136418104
The short answer is that it feels good.

It might not start off that way, but without boring you with the details, the neurotransmitters responsible for pleasure sensations are damn close to those for pain sensations. Add into that the subjective component of perception, and it's really easy to sort of rewire yourself to where you perceive painful stimuli as pleasurable. See also people addicted to working out, BDSM, runners, etc.

>>136419927
But you should embrace your urge to commit suicide. It is the best thing you could do.

>>136418104
they do it for attention

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>>136420284
I dated one off and on for several months. I hate her, yet pity and love her (but obviously I don't want to see her ever again). I genuinely believe she and other people like her should be put down like sick dogs

Yes pic related is real

I've heard it releases endorphins and feels good. Kind of like smoking cigarettes.

>>136418104
Humans crave pain. It's a biological imperative because it's through pain that we become stronger. Modern humans don't experience enough physical pain (especially women) so we inflict it upon ourselves to fulfill that need.

>>136418869

BPD people cut themselves because the physical pain they experience from cutting makes them temporarily forget the intense emotional pain they are agonising over at that particular moment.

It's a very morbid form of escapism.

>>136420777
you should clarify that that isn't your gf

>>136420777
>it's (((current year)))
kek

>>136420253
The people who actually feel like that are in the minority. The people I've known who've self-harmed have stable families, good opportunities, etc. They do it because they're selfish and want to feel unique. They want to pretend they have some weird personal battle or struggle they're dealing with. They don't. It's fucking bullshit.

If anyone is self-harming in a first-world society with everything they could possibly want, they deserve to be laughed at. They have no idea what real struggle is.

The only explanation that makes sense to me is that it's displacement activity.

They're too emotionally immature to confront emotional pain (regardless of how serious or trivial it is) so they inflict physical trauma as a means of distracting themselves. Being upset because you're a loser is mentally pushed aside to the far easier to deal with upset of being injured.

After it starts their self-importance starts to show and they try to act proud of it. Like most 'problems' with teenages and teen-minded people it's just a simple bad habit they need to kick, plain and simple. The real problems start when we try to spin it as having some sort of deep, cultural significance and place the burden of responsibility on everyone but the actual perp.

>>136418104
Sometimes they are trying to get back at someone who hurt them in some way, like suicide
>"THIS'LL SHOW THEM HOW MUCH THEY HURT ME."
>proceeds to cut themselves
>"AND THEN THEY'LL FEEL BAD FOR HURTING ME."
But in the end, everyone will just move on and turn the page in their life and when that person does slits their wrists in the bathroom everyone will go "Oh shit, this got real a bit"

>>136420777
>>136420900
checked

>>136418104
Why is self-harm so sexy? Where can I find more of this?

>>136421057
>it's the 1900s! not the 1500s you piece of shit imma do what I want!!

>oh wow really its the 700's! not 100 AD you loser IMMA DO WHAT I WANT IM SO SAD FOR YOU

>>136418104
It's an adrenaline rush and gives you something to do. Others who do it in visible places are just desperate for somebody to ask what's wrong.

I used to, worst mistake ever. I now have scars all over my thighs and left arm. and I can never wear shorts or a bathing suit. I can't wear short sleeves. It's my own fault though. But now I fear my future partners will think I'm an attentionseeker. To any mentally ill anons, don't cut yourself.

>>136418104
Guy that used to cut himself ~ten years ago here

it provides a temporary sense of relief for whatever reason, be it a physical response via endorphin release or a Catholic need for penance

in the long run I think it added more psychological damage

if you cut and show it you're an attention-seeking fuck, but most people with genuine issues go out of their way to actually hide it; unfortunately, arms provide the best sensory response

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>>136420974
What you mean

Poisoned lefty mind, unnatural environment, hopelessness, no healthy emotional outlet.

>>136421334
Should have used Neosporin. Even though I never cut in visible places I'd always use it afterwards and don't have any scars now.

>>136418561
I was seeing a girl the a few weeks back that has them bad on her arm, but there pretty well faded and not entirely noticeable on first glance. The ones on her thighs though, look fucked up. It's hot here in the south right now, but she would insist on going out in shorts all the fucking time and it was embarrassing as shit. I finally brought it up and asked her to wear pants and all she had to say was 'are you ashamed of them, because I'm proud of them'
I went to get my cigarettes from my car while she finished getting ready and then drove off and never talked to that crazy bitch again. Hope she cut some more.

>>136420777
Being with a lot of guys does indeed make someone a slut.

I used to do it but for fetish reasons
Consuming my blood kinda turned me on

>>136418104
About half the girls I slept with had cuts on them. My ex did. Heed my advice and avoid people like this.

>>136421563
I was crazy about using first aid, it scarred regardless. Even now if I get even a very mild scratch it scars. feels bad.

>>136421508
Post more pls

>>136418104
It's a sure sign of a personality disorder at least:

>When asked why they do it, there are two common reasons given:

>Some say they feel a sense of numbness or emptiness and do it because it feels good to feel “something.”
>Some say they are under acute stress and do it as a diversion.

http://outofthefog.website/top-100-trait-blog/2015/11/4/self-harm

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>>136421690
>"are you ashamed of them, because I'm proud of them"
>I went to get my cigarettes from my car while she finished getting ready and then drove off and never talked to that crazy bitch again
Nice
>>136421896
No u

>>136421508
lyke OMG TAKE A CLASS BOUT VAGINAS
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT BI MEANS
ITS A CYCLE OF MEN AND WOMEN
DO YOU EVEN paY $1200 IN TUITION TO READ ABOUT PEEPEES AND VAGINEYS
my 3Rd EyE AND VAGinA ARE BOTH OPEN

>>136418155
>subconscious
lol, it's way beyond that, people who cut themselves are wastrels

>>136419927
Fucking retard stared at a computer screen for 12 hours, then couldn't believe his eyes hurt. So he decided to cut his thighs. British education everyone.

>>136421508
ive seen those pictures posted here along time ago

>>136418104
The quick version is that abuse during childhood such as sexual abuse or physical abuse like spanking, these actions dull the pleasure/reward system and so as these kids grow up they fail to be able to feel normal and content. They need to do things like take drugs and do risky behaviour in order to stimulate what a normal content body would feel.

Cutting causes pain but releases chemicals in the brain which results in a rush for them, a temporary high which many cutters describe as better than most of the drugs they've done. Only it's temporary so they have to keep cutting to get it.

Bottom line is that you need to treat your kids well as they develop, years 1-5 especially when the brain is plastic, if you're spanking/hitting or in any way abusing your kid, they'll grow up to be really fucked up.

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>>136418155
First post is also the best post. I personally knew a 'cutter' girl and as she stated on numerous occasions "she cuts herself because she hates her life" and "the pain of cutting herself was nothing compared to the pain of her soul" etc. - for her it was a great conversation starter, ie. pity me because of muh feelingz. Also she would cut herself on her forearms for everyone to see.

>>136422139
I've posted them here more than once. I still laugh at them

>>136418104

Trans-amputees. The only solution is to give them surgery to cut off the appendage they cut.

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watching too much jew tv and jew movies is toxic for your mind.

>>136418104

Some cunts are just stupid attention whores for real

There's literally no reason to cut lmoa like FPBP said, it's subconscious cries for attention

t. Former suicide-attempt anon (Life is not so bad now and I'm not a gay cunt anymore)

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>>136418104
Cutting for me was a way to end panic attacks. When I was in 7th grade I was put on an acne medicine that fucked up my hormones and eventually gave me an imbalance in my ability to create adrenaline, serotonin, and norepinephrine. It fucked up a lot of other things too but those are the relevant ones.

I suffered from a form of acute anxiety that basically caused me to have flashbacks to my worst moments. It ranged from things like car accidents to just getting questions wrong in class like an idiot. When they happened I would press my palm on my pocket knife and it calmed my down and brought me back to the moment.

I don't do it anymore. I spent years in therapy and am on a lot on medications to try to undo the side effects of that medicine. I understand people that do it for that. It's not a form of self hating. It's just a desperate attempt to end a moment of acute stress and return your breathing to a normal rate. People who go home and ritualistically cut their arms into their ex boyfriend's name are idiots. But for some people it's real and it's not nearly as detrimental as the media makes it out to be. I always tried to keep mine under the radar but a few close friends knew what I was going through and would help me if they saw my hand fly into my pocket.

Idk. If anyone has questions I can probably answer them.

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>>136422754

When did you decide you're a trans-amputee?

Former cutter here. I'm incredibly embarrassed by my scars and have only recently been comfortable enough to wear shorts or short sleeved shirts. I would cut because the slight numbing the body does after getting hurt would slow my thoughts enough so I could sleep or get whatever I was thinking about out of my head. Failed a suicide attempt, realized I was fucked up, and took up some hobbies like hiking, camping, and shooting. Ive never felt better. Sorry for the blog post, just wanted anyone who was like me to realize it's not a good way to deal with shit and a more fulfilling life outside of self harm is possible.

>>136421114
This seems like a sensible explanation to me and I have encountered a lot of cutters in rehabs.

>They're too emotionally immature to confront emotional pain (regardless of how serious or trivial it is) so they inflict physical trauma as a means of distracting themselves.

>>136422379
They never have a real reason for that dumb shit. As if all women weren't already borderline psychotic, cutters are just on an entirely different level. I mentioned one earlier and she was just completely over-emotional about the dumbest shit. She would never shut her trap and for someone who put their scars out there in the most exposed places on her body for what I could only assume was attention, she would constantly go out in public looking like complete shit. She also lived like a fucking slob. Poor girl needs death.

I've been a puncher. I punch the shit out of things and it feels pretty good. I literally cut myself on purpose once and instantly regretted it. I see nothing in it. Bloodying my knuckles by punch concrete walls? Feels pretty good. Cutting myself. Pretty fucking stupid.

>>136422746
Nobody watches TV anymore, we have Netflix, Youtube, Amazon Prime, and Alex Jones/Info Wars

>>136422754
More meds to correct the effects of previous meds. The pharamjew has you by the balls anon. Such a good goy

>>136422992
Shut the fuck up and go suck daddy's dick, Sierra, you fat bitch.

>>136423029
>She also lived like a fucking slob

mine too

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>>136419927
>when I cut myself it relieved the pain and the urge to commit suicide

>simple

You didn't explain how or why cutting yourself relieved pain or suicidal urges

>>136418104

Cutters are cries for attention.

Drinkers and dopers are the better rout because we all have issues. I choose tk drink a fifth of taaka everu night instead of carving myself like a turkey vecause at the end of the day i do that on my oen time and i man the fuck up and stilk contribute to my society as a 10 year officer.

Hah. Fuck yall i get pension to fuck nigs and booze my lifr away.

>>136423029
>Poor girl needs death.
I never thought I would have that opinion about anyone but at least I'm not the only one

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>>136423281

sorry, i just got here from 1980.

>>136422137
Underrated post

>>136423354
In all honesty, that was the deal breaker with her. I was able to tune out the constant rambling and crying and she would never notice, but there's something about walking into a house that smells like dog and having to step over 100,000 different things just to get to her bedroom that just wasn't worth it. I guess if you don't care about your personal appearance, you sure as shit don't care about the way you live either. Lesson learned.

>>136418155
>subconscious

I did it a few times over a period of a couple of days when my mum died. Stupid thing to do, but it was just taking my anger and sorrow out on something. Ofcourse I immediately regretted it once it dawned on my I'm scarred for life.

>>136418104
Broke niggas cant afford a gun

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>>136418104
They all do it wrong way

>>136419927
You could've saved everyone time and just wrote "Im a massive faggot"

Correction: its all women doing this. They see one girl doing it then they copy her and another copies and then another. Google that group of high school thots who suffered unexplainable tics. It turns out they were all faking it but didnt even realize it.

>>136424211
Did you do it out of curiosity because it was more like a, I see other people do this so I wonder if it will help me deal with what's going on right now, or did you have an actual urge to harm yourself?

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>>136420777
>Literal cock carousl
don't worry anon she clearly only values herself on the wish that men wanna pump and dump her because she hates herself. that's why she tries to excuse her self destructive behaviour with "ITS CURRENT YEAR PEOPLE WANT ME ;)))"

just pray some day soon she'll cut a little too deep and bleed out drugged up in some chad's room

>>136424898
Urge, i didn't care about anyone else or anything. I was locked up in my house totally alone for a week for the first time. I was miserable and incredibly drunk. This was just two days after I turned 18, I didn't really know what I was doing.

>>136421197
hmu bb

>>136418104
My ex was a cutter. I think I managed to get her to stop by attempting to open my wrist in front of her with a pocket knife.

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>>136425077
I unironically fantasize that she kills herself for her own good. I was going through shit before/while I was with her (which is why I was dating her in the first place) but once I began to pull myself together I unlocked semi-chad mode and haven't looked back since

>>136419927
cut your throat lad

>>136425581
Been there, anon. Alcohol is definitely what put me in that mindset. Hope you're doing better.

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>>136418869
BPD ex

it was a nightmare

but god... dat pussy exploded like a volcano

>>136425807
>"I know big girl words that are 4 entire syllables"

>>136420777
oh fuck, my ex would make life agony over text.

the games she played were obnoxious... did you ever get the silent treatment?

>>136426785
>Implying the silent treatment is bad.

>>136426219

i also have a BPD cutter ex and I can honestly say that dating her was the absolute worst thing I have EVER done in my entire life

but yeah they are almost always sex addicts too

>>136418313
This

>>136426785
>did you ever get the silent treatment?
in her mind yes. we go to different colleges so we didn't see each other during the week very often but she'd text me every day and facetime me almost every night. I never, ever texted her first. occassionally she wouldn't text for a day or two and I wouldn't care, then she'd send a pissy text and bitch that I didn't care about her because I didn't text her for a whole day or two. I'm a very introverted person so some goddamn peace from her was welcomed in my mind. plus I have rules about dealing with women and one rule is to never text first unless there's a very good reason.

although I maintain that in a way I loved her I also really fucking hated her and still do

>>136418104
I (used to) cut my wrists to release the endorphins that made me stop focusing on my mental illness. Since then I've found god.

>>136418104
I did it because I had literally nothing but negativity in my life. It was an extension of that. I didn't know happiness until I was like 20. Then I became a raging alcoholic.

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it puts the fire out in your brain.

shit hurts.

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I cut myself regularly. My upper arms and chest are covered in scars.

Not because I'm depressed, I do it because I have a fetish for cutting, scars and blood.

Having my arm covered in blood gets me fucking diamonds

>>136419001
I love you anon. Pull yourself out of it. You need to succeed.

If your old enough move to a new state. Start a new, change your dress, demeanor, fix your slouch. Change everything. See how people take you. Do this a few times, each location you have the opportunity to reinvent yourself.

>>136423330
No were part of a class action lawsuit that sued the shit out of the pharma Jew. The pharmajew has to pay for all of my psychiatric treatment and medications for life.

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>>136418104
Usually it's due to parental neglect. They learn that the only way to get attention is acting out.

>>136418104
because the way to make livelihood is menial tasks that mean absolutely nothing to humans. big circle jerk of services that no one needs. people don't wanna play ball and they want others to know how bad they feel without just saying what i just said and devoting their life to doing something about it

>>136426219
>>136427134

Kek. Same. Amazing sex but everything else about her was pretty insufferable. She was a solid liberal too.

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>>136418104
>Why do some people cut themselves?

Because they're too fat to bulk

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>>136419001
>and all is because of women
But it isn't. Your pain is your own fault, but also yours to change. You may say "But they hurt me!" and that may be true, but you are the one who has to get over the pain. You may say "But it isn't fair" and it isn't fair at all, but when have people of poor morals cared about that? The best thing you can do is work on reducing the pain you feel and avoiding those people as much as you can.

>>136428363
Out jewing the Jew. Good job! Sorry about the crappy situation though.

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>>136420777

Quinn, Zoe.

>>136429187
"No"

>14
>life consists of smoking weed and playing steam games
>start hanging out with mall rats and edgy pieces of shit
>beautiful girls in short shorts with cut marks all along their thighs and arms
>don't say anything


5 years later and a few of them are dead and most of them are still at it exactly where there were then.

>>136418104
turning emotional pain into physical pain helps the emotions. I don't cut but I've noticed myself biting my tongue in sad situations like funerals, my dog dying, etc. kind of the same thing

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I do something I call brain mapping. I use an EEG to get a baseline reading when you are at rest and then I can see which parts of the brain are running abnormal. It is like putting a diagnostic machine on a car and asking the computer to tell you its problems. Once I see which parts of the brain are running abnormally I can tune these frequencies with a carrot and stick approach. Example: If the left temporal lobe has too much amplitude on the frequencies of 9-12 hertz I can give an instantaneous reward for any decrease of the amplitude of these frequencies and the brain will soon bring these values to my set target. I can have a person bring in a DVD and the screen is totally black until these frequencies go where I want them. It is so instantaneous that the brain catches it before you can consciously figure it out. I have been able to help a lot of people with a lot of things. Cutting is usually from sexual deviance from an early childhood, usually molestation. Not every time though. Another Yuge factor is two things that are coupled together at the same time.....over correction with lack of affection. When you couple these two characteristics from an authority figure you will soon take on OCD characteristics and your problems get worse. Sometimes it gets so bad that you will lose all motivation and not want to try to do anything because in your mind you are damned if you do and damned if you don't. If you are told to clean your room you freak out because you know deep down that it will never be good enough. The parent will exhibit over corrective behavior, nothing is ever good enough for them. Bring home an A and they say if you would have studied like I said you would've had an A+. Couple this with a constant lack of affection by never having healthy physical contact and being told you are loved and not just being told you are loved because of something you did but just hearing from a parent every now and again.

>>136423227
I can relate to this

People also think it's cool when they ask you "why are your knuckles so red?" and you just reply "I dunno just punching shit" or "just a bit of boxercise."

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>>136430603
uh okay where do I go to get this done

>>136420049
I'm a Chad and I've cut myself a few times.

>>136418104
>I don't understand what you get out of cutting yourself
its even more effective than walking around with your tits out.

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Cutting is just a meme. It's memes all the way down.

>>136420386
Unironically this.

>>136430880
I'm out of North Carolina. I am currently trying to build a sensory deprivation tank and use this along with the EEG. I have developed a way to find out if you are lying to yourself. Yourself being the key word hear. I need to find a programmer who can tie a program into an Arduino or Rasberry Pi. What I am trying to accomplish is this: Imagine if you could be all alone and have a magic machine tied into your brain when you are not thinking an absolute truth. It is the closest thing to talking to God because it catches every lie you try to tell yourself. When you are truthful with yourself the Arduino will send a signal to a blue LED light in the sensory deprivation chamber and when you are lying to yourself with your most intimate thoughts the LED instantaneously turns red and it works faster than you can react to it. My goal is for everyone to be able to see a shrink but to never have to tell anyone your problems....after all, isn't that the reason why people don't go to them? What if you could see the shrink in your head? When is the last time your conscience lied to you? This is what I'm trying to build my business on. Helping others by amplifying their own conscience. We lie so much throughout our lives that eventually we become numb to our true feelings and that is when our brain becomes unhealthy. If you can find a way to be truthful to yourself then you can eventually solve your problems BUT the root of all of this is avoidance. This is the biggest problem and will be overlooked even as I try to explain it. When you see a problem do not avoid doing the right thing. Your conscience will not avoid telling you when you are wrong so stop calling it a liar! ;)

CUT YOURSELF YOU FREAK

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5Ub55qx2wQ

The idea of cutting myself makes me squirm and cover up my wrists. Some kid used to run a knife over his hand when I was in high school. Made me cringe and look away. Don't know how people can do it. And I've been depressed and had suicidal thoughts but the idea of cutting myself never crossed my mind.

>>136420777
This brought me back. My ex would cut herself and do dumb shit like this all the time. If i tried to break up with her she'd threaten to kill herself. Obviously that was just to get some power over me, but at the time i believed it.

Basically what I'm saying is tell that cunt to fuck off

Fart

>>136418104
Attention, girls want more attention than boys. I.E. girls cut more

>>136418104
I cut myself during my suicide attempt, it was stupid but I was really drunk and didn't know what I was doing. I have scars across my face, neck, and arms. Regretted it ever since. If you're gonna kill yourself, do it sober.

>>136418104
Because they're fucking nuts, like trannies.

i only cut myself for bieber!
omfgilysm!

>>136418104
Almost all the girls I've met who cut themselves were raped or molested.
It's very sad, what happened to them, and made them feel broken.

>>136418654
False.
Only faggot cucks and women cut themselves. Men work out, practice a craft, vent with friends, drink, and fight.

>>136418104
It's a virus that can actually spread through non physical mediums, like faggy music and retarded tumblr posts. If an adolescent who gets depression is never exposed to cutting they would never do it. But because they've heard about it, it gets in their mind and then they try it. It's a virus. If there were no discussion about it nobody would do it.

>>136421508

Shot in the dark: she from Tucker GA?

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>>136420580
No truer words were ever spoken.

>>136420777
Good riddance. Checked.

>>136420580
kek, based ruski

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>>136419927
Just have a cold shower you faggot. It's so cold the rush of adrenaline and pain takes your stress away and let's you think clearly

>>136419927
>there was an intense physical pain behind my eyes and it was the worst thing I have ever felt, when I cut myself it relieved the pain and the urge to commit suicide
3edgy5me

>>136418104
used to cut, now i just burn myself
usually when i'm drunk as heck
burning is lessy-messy

>>136439015
post scars
also kys

>>136421508
I am so there with you man. It fucking blows. You want to help but the only way is to treat them like shit. It is fucking awful. They are always, always so fucking hot as well. Don't even care if they have kids or fucked a lot of guys you still want em and they are still stuck in twenty-four seven victim mode. Guaranteed depression fest at the end of the ride.

>>136418104
>wahhh my feelings hurt too much
>so i'll cut myself to take my mind off for two seconds, that'll work

I miss when teens cut their wrists and legs over cutting their hair and dick off.

>>136439015
>not taking cold showers
>not going outside and freezing yourself in the middle of a winter night

pussy, burns are too quick

>>136418104
Those look fuckin nothing like scarred cuts, that look more like someone who accidently burned their forearm while using the oven, but were too retarded not to just put the stuff on the top rack.

>>136418104
>Why do some people cut themselves? Also why does it seem like females do it more than males?

Mass Zersetzung and mind control.

>>136418104
Males skateboard. Same thing, more productive. Just like men.

>>136428538
Spot on. I feel so sorry for the next generation they spawn.

>>136431918
If you're in the tank, deprived of the sense of sight, how do you see the light?

If you sit in there staring at a light in the tank, how is it deprivation?

>>136418104
It's a way of either
--fighting the chronic emotional numbness usually brought on by years of childhood abuse, or
--using a simpler, purely physical pain to distract from or at least dilute the effects of extreme, chronic emotional pain, usually brought on by years of childhood abuse.

In either case it brings a measure of relief and therefore the cutter can become addicted to it and almost view it as a release of sorts

Cutters were almost always abused, often sexually and/or physically when they were kids. Can be accompanied by personality disorders, usually histrionic or borderline, and by mental illnesses such as clinical depression/suicidality

>>136418313
yep

>>136424499
Meh that doesnt work either. I cut right down the veins once about 15 years ago with an exacto knife when I was young and stupid. Didnt even go to the hospital. Or tell anybody because when I lived through it i was embarrassed as hell.

>>136418104
In my experience it does tend to run more with females.

It's either one of three things. 1. Attention seeking 2. Cry for help. 3. an actual mental illness where they feel the need to punish themselves in order to feel better about something... like this is the only way they can forgive themselves.

>>136419950
He used to date Tori Amos, who's also a neurotic piece of work. Imagine the sex though.

I like Johnny Cash's cover of this song.

>>136423281
Netflix and Prime are television dummy.

>>136418104
If you hurt on the outside it distracts you from the hurt on the inside. It's a release.

>>136418104
I used to cut. Well, it wasn't exactly cutting, more like burning I guess. My intention while doing this was not to kill myself, although I was suicidal off and on at the time.

For me it seemed that I had become almost addicted to physical punishment, (no not spanking or domination or others punishing me but me punishing myself and telling myself how horrible I was).

It usually started as a mental dialog where I'd feel guilty or embarrassed about something, (usually something small) and would then take a jagged rock ornament in my room and saw at my arm until it bled. It left scars for a few years although they are entirely gone now (10 years later). I would then feel better enough after punishing myself to function. I was able to hide this for several months, (I didn't tell or show anyone at the time) I lived in a cold climate so it was normal to always wear long shirts. Eventually someone saw in class and made a joke out of me in front of everyone about it. I was so embarrassed I stopped because I realized the gig was up and didn't want anyone to question me. After stopping however I became even more suicidal and thought about killing myself many. many times.

10 years later, i am a normal functioning adult in a stable relationship. I never did see a therapist or psychologist and I didn't get on any drugs thank God. I study animal behavior and development and while I am not a human psyoanalizer by any means, you learn a lot about humans from studying animals. You can really get a good no nonsense view of psychology this way.

I often wonder back to the way I was before and ask myself what taught me to use punishment as a way to feel better. The only somewhat reasonable idea I eventually came up with was Church.

Now I am still a Christian, I believe in God however I feel like the way the Church practices things is very, very wrong. While many churches have completely different ideologies, the pattern of them is often the same.

>>136431918
Are you hiring? I own a network security company, but I'm an alright dev.

>>136444819
Cont.
One of the most common patterns is worship.

However I have noticed that there is a common theme in worship in which the person displays how humble or guilty they are. Often times Church will start out with a very humbling song with lyrics that are literally designed to make you feel guilty and very emotional. Afterwards they usually follow up with a very happy up-beat joyful song.

Doing this every week while in a state of meditation while growing up really can teach people a pattern like this.

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>>136418104
I only saw this during the rise of emos. Never before it. I'm pretty sure it's an entire generation fucked up by divorced parents and declining morals, plus they see others doing it, so they think that's somehow an avenue to express pain or something. I think there's an element to a false toughness too, as if "look at me, I have SCARS, I'm so special and unique! It's like furniture that comes pre-worn or pre-ripped jeans. It's retarded.

>>136418104
when i was in high school we did it for jokes to take the piss out of the girls who self harmed

>>136419927
Ok so you're an autist ok.

i used to do it, still occasionally do. just got a weird interest in blood, i guess
>>136441428
those look pretty legit. they just werent stitched so they get a sort of saggy/wrinkly look to them after a month or so

>>136418104
Because cutting yourself is a cry for attention and thats what women want,when a man does he goes straight for the arteries

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I always said to myself I wouldn't date a girl who cut herself because she's got serious baggage and the last thing I want in a relationship is drama so tense she's willing to bleed all over the place and make me feel guilty about it.
But a little while ago I was hanging out with my friend and his new gf. They get along great, and they're both really happy. She reached out an arm towards him and that's when I saw all the scars running across her arm. It surprised me because I did not see any sign of her being a moody or manipulative person at any point, which is what all the other girls who I know used to cut themselves are like.

>>136418155
Subcutaneous*

>>136445568
A nice succulent watermelon...

>>136418104
>Why do some people cut themselves?
People don't notice tattoos as much anymore. Plus you got to pay for tattoos where a razor is basically free.

So cutting stands out. Anything to get attention, anything to get people to look at you and talk to you. We'd treat this mental illness, but the kikes wont allow it.

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>>136445568
I see what she was going for

>>136418104
Depression; I used to do it when I wa 15-16, due to me being the eldest of 5 siblings, with many responsibilities thrown at me and having self-respect issues at the time.
Others do it for attention, maybe not just whoring for it but like an honest cry for help.

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>>136418104
When I self harmed I didn't tell anyone about it, some times I even forgot I had done it. I did it when I was having a panic attack or I felt like I was having a mental breakdown from intrusive thoughts and OCD.

For me it was the outward distraction of physical pain that helped. It was like a sudden shock waking you up. I didn't always self harm to do this, some times I took freezing showers which is a form of therapy for inpatients in loony bins.

I am genuinely insane however and I never self harmed for attention. I would rather every thing to just be OK again so I didn't have to deal with any of this bullshit.

if anyone wants to see mental instability and uncomfortable cringe. check this shit out https://www.reddit.com/r/selfharmpics/

>>136418104
self cutting is a meme that the media promoted about 15 years ago which resulted it being popular among young impressionable girls

>>136445905
I see he's using condom. No wonder.

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>>136418104

When I was a kid, I used to do it just to see how much pain I can tolerate.

Now that I've grown up I've realized that life is pain, so I've stopped.

Also this:
https://youtu.be/zvtUrjfnSnA

I burned my dick with a cigarette so i would remember not to fap. Do I count?

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>>136418104
it's just self punishment>>////

i did it when i was drunk
uups

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>>136418104
Mark 5:5
"And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones." - This is describing the man possessed by the Legion of demons. Demonic possession is getting more and more common all the time. Give your soul to the Lord lest the Devil take it for his own !

>>136418104
It screams fuck me in the ass.

>>136418155
FPBP. I go to /bant/ too, and I saw some Straya who cut himself and posted pictures how he was cutting himself.

>>136445905
Bahhahaa wtf

>>136421690
Cuts are hot. What are you? Gay?

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>>136445351
holy shit I thought she mispelled "THANKS OBAMA"

>>136437746
[spoiler]sauce?[/spoiler]

>>136445905
Post more

>>136418104
I was severely mentally ill when I was doing it, got locked up in a psych ward for a long time.
Some people do it for attention
For me? I did it because it had the same addictive effect drugs and alcohol have on me. Addictive and pleasurable. I appreciate that's probably quite hard to understand because it's a very fucked up way of looking at damaging yourself.
But whatever, it's been years now