Here's your redpill, /pol/:
"Jews" are weaklings larping as chosenites. They are the refuse of mankind. They are those who cannot defend Logos due to cowardice and thus revert to denial. Denial is the only things that binds "Jews" together. There is no "Jewish race." Real Jews are called Christians in this post-messiah era, and the real Israel is spiritual Christendom.
What matters in this life is that you forgive everyone you can. Forgive. Forgive. Forgive. That is the only thing that will free you. Forgive the kikes. Forgive the women who fuck chad. Forgive whatever triggers you. If not, you will be a slave. You will be a slave: forever.
Lift. There is only one thing you can do that guarantees a 100% chance of return on investment. Nothing else in life guarantees a positive return. Only lifting. Lift. Lift. Lift. You will grow spiritually far more than physically.
Love is real - but it's a decision. You decide who you love. The Disney version of "one love - one soul to complement mine" isn't the way it works. Once you decide you will love someone, marry them. If you can't achieve this, you aren't yet a man. That's ok so long as you strive for manhood.
Appreciate architecture. And people. Go on walks that do nothing but appreciate these. People-watch. Investigate buildings. Do so to unwind. This will help you grow by helping you understand who you are.
Don't worry about things you can't control. Don't worry about things you can't control. Don't worry about things you can't control. Doing so is self-destruction. If you believe that your life's purpose is to raise up mankind, then formulate an actionable solution. Then, begin chipping away at it. Chip away. Chip away. Chip away.
You will answer for your life. Envision your answer every day. This is the essence of meditation. Meditate in this way often - sincerely envision your answer. Then: ask for mercy, wisdom, and the avoidance of temptation.
You have the capacity for greatness, anon. I wish you well.