broken family example

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> 23 y/o leaf
> dad and mom broke up when I was 2, when my brother was born
> brother and I close all our lives, true friends
> see dad 1-2 times a month, he is solid man who loves us
> mostly live with mom and step dad (Nice Guy™)
> mom is boss of the house and works a lot

> always put my brother down a bit because "I'm older, I'm smarter, I'm stronger"
> we fight a lot but never serious or terrible
> as we get older he starts drinking/partying while I retreat into vidya/solitude
> he comes aggressive/dominating/angry-ish (but non violent) guy and I am a mellow apathetic/quiet type
> I drop out of college
> I worked part time and smoked weed/kept to myself mostly
> he worked full time, saved for school, studied a trade
> he meets lowlifes at school, starts smoking crack
> drops out of school

> he works manual labor jobs (landscaping, construction, etc.) while I get a gov office job
> he gets a ton of speeding tickets and can no longer afford insurance
> sells his truck
> bums rides from everyone, family, friends, etc.
> never at home (lives with parents)
> smoking crack a lot, starts lying to me about it
> gets my grandma to drive him to his dealer's house several times
> she has no idea
> I confront him about it
> he lies to me, nah it was just a friend
> "You think I would get grandma to drive me to buy dope? Fuck off retard"
> i know he's lying
> feels shitty man
> think about newborn nephew and imagine him becoming a crack addict
> cry a bit

> watch molymeme
> he's talking about addicts
> "addicts often lack empathy due to childhood abuse by parents or siblings"
> mfw i slightly contributed to my brother being a crack addict
> watch my little brother become a degenerate zombie not knowing what to do

that's just my brother, you don't know about most of my problems or those of the rest of my family
no I'm not a nigger, spic or non-anglo saxon/European
Our family never had a patriarch, just women leadership and weak men.
'til now. I'm going full 14/88