>30/m canada
>depression/social anxiety for 6 years
>live as a hermit
>spend almost everyday on the Internet playing computer games
>drop tons of n-bombs over CS GO text and voice chat
>extremely immature
>I don't think I am on a list but I can't be certain
I have this fear that one day all of my private online conversations will be leaked and made publicly available. It's not so bad for everybody else with lives but for me, whoever is logging my data has so much shit about me for 6 of the darkest years of my life.
Because of is it likely that I'm I going to be fucked in the future? I don't think I am actually racist, just extremely immature. I don't think that people can fully understand the hell that I put myself through.