Am i beyond saving?

>taking the test instead of determing what you believe yourself

If you can't look at the situation and determine your views yourself, you are not intelligent enough to have a political opinion. 99% of voters are like you, which is fine since they have jobs and are busy, but don't kid yourself with some placebod ideology.

http://www.forexlive.com/
https://www.earningswhispers.com/

Apply ideology to macro and then test it using your own real world models.

for examples, right wing macro is zerohedge, left is bloomberg, seeking alpha has both.

https://seekingalpha.com/article/4000850-big-policies-bigger-failures

https://seekingalpha.com/author/the-heisenberg/articles#regular_articles