There I was, naive teenager, child of Middle Eastern immigrant parents, living my life in peace, having fun, getting drunk with friends, fingering blondes from school on Thursdays and praying aside my brethren in the local mosque on Fridays.
That was when I started browsing 4chan and specifically, /pol/. I started to notice patterns and differences between Europeans and people of non- Europeans descent. The non-Europeans, and even some Eastern Europeans, felt uncivilised, unkempt, harsher, more aggressive than the kind, soft spoken, hygenic and peaceful European, I started hating my own heritage, my own people and all others who were not European. Suddenly I understood the inherent necessity to ensure the continued existence and prosperity of the beautiful and intelligent European people, no matter what the cost. But then I realised that this continued existence is endangerd because of me and people like me. I now hate myself because of this. I don't know what to do. I wish I were European and the great European heritage, culture, and European achievements of science, arts, music, literature were my own heritage. But it is not meant to be. I am but a shitskin and nothing will change that.
TLDR: FUCK YOU /POL/ YOU HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE ME HATE MYSELF AND NOW MY ONLY CHOICE IS SUICIDE