Imagine knowing all the love for you is superficial. you can't name a single achievement he's done. All his praise stems from trivialities and his support is a mile wide, but less than an inch deep. That's not loyalty, you can only bleed support like that. Daddy's name and only adored because of your looks.
I don't bring this up just to insult him randomly, I bring it up because I think he realizes this himself.
What that would be like, I can only wonder.