Guys the jews got me, fuckers really got me and it was where

>>133245396
Maybe you just need to get laid. Find a sexual partner. Have fun.

>>133245574

The last time I got close to a girl was four years ago and I got a boner just from making out and hugging her, I had an issue with my dick though and couldn't fuck her at that point, but I was diamonds. I've fixed my dick since then but really concentrated on career and fixing my life which I did.

So how the fuck is this happening now fags themselves say you get born with this shit

>>133245875
Sounds like you've always been a huge slut. You had the potential to unlock your hidden gayness and now you have

>>133245396
Stop watching all porn. Stop masturbating. Throw out your computer if you have to. Read books. Play a sport. Do some fucking thing with your life that isn't sexual.

>>133245396
You should see a Psychologist.
Just not one that will tell you to do fag stuff ie; a jew psychologist

>>133246141

been doing that for 17 days straight now and its way easier than I ever thought it would be, I think this is the longest I went without masturbation in my life

I'm fixating on this shit so much I have dreams about gay people but I'm like looking at them liike in a movie, they're not fucking or anything yet

Way back when I'd dream of fucking women and woke up covered in cum. I'm freaking out that if I have a gay dream like that it will mean that its game over.

Fuck I had a dream about this one girl just this April I remembered because I get them rarely these days didnt cum in that though.

>>133245396
Do nofap for a while anon, after a couple of weeks you will be able to cum just from seeing a woman in a swimsuit

>>133246765
If you can't nofap, just try noporn as porn is the real poison. Also what was the issue its your dick?

>>133245396
>>133246297
And I mean that seriously.
I experienced sexual trauma as a child and it wasn't until therapy that I realize what a massive effect it had on me.
I was super horny and promiscuous and becoming deviant and was going further and further and using drugs for sexual enhancement and going fuckin impotent(in my mid twenties) if I wasn't having violent sex
The worst part though was the amount of isolation and distance I'd feel while in a relationship, and it was getting worse by the year. I could have been married to a few great women, but it was not to be.
Once I did therapy and research into changeing, I eventually did. I can enjoy regular sex now and get turned on by more simple things like when I was a teenager and more attracted to women on a deeper level and its much more fulfilling. And I don't feel the need for constant promiscuous sex anymore and have actually gone a few months without sex because I'm putting serious effort into finding a good girl to marry.

>>133246898
*with

I've made 3 consecutive posts I need to stop

>>133246765

been doing it for 17 days

I look at hot chicks and something is kinda stirring but its underwhelming at best. And I'm just realizing I felt nothing for years now.

Gonna continue nofap because it looks like I'm gonna need it in my life but shit I ain't optimistic.

I think if I keep fapping I'll graduate to something else and man this is bad enough

>>133246898
>Also what was the issue its your dick?

I had phimosis and couldn't pull my foreskin off. At least I thought I did. On imageboards they always said the only cure is to get cut so I waited and waited. Went to a urologist last year he prescribed me a cream and man it was gone in under two months. I legit rejected hot girls because of this and felt like shit. I was just waiting for summer to start looking out for someone worthy of being with and now I get this

I dont see how therapy is the answer, I'm 100% convinced they'd just tell me to go come out or some shit because in their manuals its not even an illness.

Also I never got diddled as a kid, my mother was very overbearing and I think bipolar and an extreme workaholic and duty-oriented person she'd sleep like four hours a day did house chores, fed us and still did her law stuff for work. She's a wonderful person when not in one of her anger spells but I think she might have fucked me up. Dad was an engineer who'd often go on contracts abroad. In all I think I had a happy childhood and mom wasn't even that much of a bitch I don't hold that against her.

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>>133245396
This isn't a very political discussion maybe op should move this shit to >>>/avd/ oh and pic very related. If you have to convince yourself you're straight you aren't.

>>133245396
All I can tell you is you must not give in and become gay,if you do you lose and the jews win.

>>133248917

Im never gonna fuck a dude thats a given but I wanted to not fuck up with a woman for once and live a proper life.

If this shit doesn't go away I'll just be a lifelong bachelor like these dudes back in the old times but I sure as hell wont ever watch porn again and I urge everyone else not to as well, its fucking mind poison

>>133245396
yes well look, you used porn as an addiction and you deregulated your system, you need the old no-fap to reboot and get horny for foxhole like the ole days.

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