Politics or social life?

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I've been heavily into politics and philosophy since I was a kid. Also since I was a kid, I've been bad with controlling my emotions. It's shameful to say, but I definitely cry more than a straight man should. I'm I'm pretty intelligent and good at understanding and discussing abstract subjects, though, and I feel like I can replace my social life and throw away emotions if it's possible. I'm great with logic and rationality, but when a problem in my life is above rational thinking, I seem to be powerless. I like visiting /pol/ because nobody on here is too sensitive to hear the truth, like me, but when I say how I really feel about something (I hate being insincere) it always gets me into trouble because people in my life become angry and it often seems like everyone hates me. I want to know what you all think, no opinion is unacceptable.
>Should I abandon all social and emotional investments in favor of constant self education in politics and philosophy?
>Should I stop looking for a social circle that will accept me unconditionally?
>I have a very sweet girlfriend who often can't understand these problems and likes to talk to lots of friends all the time. Should I keep her?

Thanks guys