The redpills were too much for me, the IQ scores, the jews, the superiority of the white man, all of it is true. Only problem is i am a paki living in the US (which makes me a hypocrite). My entire life i always wanted to be white, but deep down i knew i could never be. White /pol/acks, what should i do? I am ashamed of my own people and cannot fit in, but i cannot fit in with the white man either. I denied a relationship with a white woman as well because i felt inferior to her. Is Jesus Christ my only answer to my identity crisis?
>mfw i want to think i am white and help lynch niggers and jews during the day of the rope, but i can't because i am a sub human.