So tonight ive had the option to meet up with another guy who wanted to be castrated. I really wanna castrate people apparently... Ive just kinda been screaming the lord's prayer in my head over and over and over again to keep myself from actually doing something that fucked up. I dont want to be a fucking degenerate. I hate my thoughts. How do i fix myself.
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Make something of yourself and become a doctor. Then you can cut dicks open for a living as a productive member of society.