Anyone else here feel like their life has been ruined from learning too much about politics/ conspiracy theories in general?
I wouldn't say that I'm depressed, but I can't look at life through the same lens I once did. How do you guys go on with your days?
>spent the past 5 years unemployed
>had a job interview at a call center on thursday, got the job
>they let me listen in on a call in one of the goyim tanks in order to familiarize myself with what I'd be faced with
>was more daunted & disgusted with my future coworkers
>all the women there were dressed like they were going out to "the club", some were just wearing tank tops and short shorts
>I came in an oxford & khakis with a tie because its a fucking job interview
>even the HR harpies were giving me some visceral disgust after a while (30-something roasties who looked like they were in their late 40's, one was unironically drinking water with strawberries + lettuce + lemon slices suspended in it)
>there was a pair of sisters there also applying/interviewing for a job, I guess
>I knew they were sisters because they were both literally mortally obese; both of them were so fat that they actually had fat on their foreheads
>one of them managed to breed and had brought her infant child to the employment office section
>it was crying and screaming and yelling the whole time
>I heard her say word for word "dude I don't wanna be a mom anymore"
>i've basically been in a hermetic redpill bubble for the past 5 years and haven't made much contact with society/public
>that's about to change in 3 weeks, but I don't want to keep being a loser and I need to earn some fucking money
tl;dr: ive been in my own redpill hugbox for the past 5 years but now that I'm not NEET anymore I dont know how I'm going to sink or swim among new coworkers
>>132141955
lots of people are genuinely trash m8. be happy you got a job thought albeit probably not that great. use it as a leveraging point to get into something you want.
>>132142952
Well it's $10/hr with benefits (lol) so it's not exactly something worth bragging about but COL in my area is very low so once I help my mom make a decent dent in the mortgage I'm using that money either to go to school or get into a trade (god willing)
>>132143416
Good luck man i hope you keep your sanity and find something you like
>>132141277
I'm acutely aware of cultural propaganda, especially since it's basically everywhere in Canada (government sanctioned most of the time too).
Making friends is hard and I've mostly written off dating in general.
My job is fully of obvious diversity hires so I have keep my powerlevel under wraps.
tl;dr IKTF, OP