The world appears to be shit now

>>132093124
more shrooms will fix it

>>132093124
shrooms up the dosage and mix it in bologna
do it in a room filled with the color yellow
trust me it works

>>132093124
Graduating high school might be a start

>>132093124
Put on some music and enjoy the revelations.
>Meditate and enter total bliss < do this
Have fun Anon

>>132093124
Drugs are bad, mkay?

>>132093241
this is the most intense break through ive ever had, op is not ready for this 9th layer of sprituality.

>>132093124
>How to fix pls?
It will wear off in a few days. I did 5/8th one night, and had a great time. The next few days were "blah" because I ran my "fun gland" in overdrive, and it needed to go into a coma and recover. Ill be honest, I never got all the way better. You may not either. You may just feel that way the rest of your life. Me, I love life today.

kil self

>>132093124
Why do you care so much about universe anon? It surely won't die in our lifetime.

and now you know the truth.

>>132093241
>shrooms up the dosage and mix it in bologna
THAT SOUNDS AMAZING! That would work with other edibles as well I would imagine. I quit culturing the active species, and only keep edibles anymore, but that is a great idea!!!!!

When I did actives, I would dust them with a light coat of olive oil, and then sprinkle with veggie or beef seasoning, than into the dehydrator. They came out tasting pretty good. Good enough to eat till you are full lol.

Nothing dies everything is recycled

>>132093124
You're supposed to shove them up your ass you mong

>>132093541
Ever tried Morning glory Kickstarted with Syrian rue?

>>132093124
Follow with me. Lace your shrooms with LSD and take a big hit of DMT at the same time. Have a friend to keep you safe.

If you are going to walk into the forest, you cant just go "oh no, its dark" and turn right the fuck back around. Gotta go all the way through.

>>132093124
First time on shrooms is a cluster fuck of new shit.
Enjoy the 2nd time friendo. You'll have more control of it. But don't try writing anything down... Or do, and spend your life trying to figure out what it means.

>>132093124
Sort yourself out

>>132093124
Pro tip- don't eat mushrooms if your having emotional problems or instability / depression.

>>132093795
i smoked weed after failing bootcamp and got super depressed for 2 weeks

>>132093124
Anyone know how long dried shrooms are supposed to last? I have a jar of them in my room that I haven't touched for 3-4 months

>>132093795
Yet it is the only effective drug for depression.

>>132093124

go full circle bro

life, death, and resurrection

"death is not the opposite of life. death is the opposite of birth. life has no opposite"

>>132093541
You should lay off the shrooms, anon.

Too much.. TOO MUCH

>>132093124
I get thoughts like that almost daily without shrooms

>>132093124
yeah, i really want to trip hard af (been almost 10 years) but now im so fucking red pilled i wouldnt settle for anything but an out of body experience, i dont think those are attainable through indoor shrooms, something about them being a controlled process opposed to natural state, def interferes with spiritual connection imho

>>132093124
>7g

you need at least a zip to see something cool.

Taking a drug that make you think your brain is doing amazing things is going to leave you feeling like a special snowflake for life. Sorry OP but you're too late to be saved.

>>132094016
Mescalin.
Find San Pedro cactus. Cut off the skin, boil, drink. Leave Earth for a lil while and be happy.

>>132094016
Just get that spicy DMT then, sounds like that's what you're going for anyways.

>>132093849
>failing bootcamp

How does one fail boot camp?

>>132093615
the fucks a syrian rue? i want it even tho i dont know what it is.

>>132093188
>>132093241
Best answers.

>>132093124
You can't. You've taken the shroom pill, which is the truest pill of any pills.
The shroom pill lets you properly take the red and black pills without hesitation and you've done that, just like I did.
There is no escape. There is no end. There is no change coming.
This is life, my friend. I'm sorry.

>take shrooms
>go into a forest

It's just amazing

>>132094174
i k.o'ed my company commander and then ko'ed my sdi and killhat.

then everyone else in the company kicked my ass for 1 week straight

>>132093726
First time I used shrooms I spent the whole time wondering about the concept/purpose of doors. It was wonderful and magical.

Second time I did them I only thought about how all of my friendships are shallow as fuck and I'm pretty meaningless to everyone around me. Tried to kill myself during my trip. Became seriously depressed for a couple years, had to drop out of college and see a therapist for a while. I'm starting to get back to "normal" now but... yeah, second time isn't always better.

>>132094320
How do you keep from getting lost?

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You've taken the black pill anon. You now know that despite everything, all humanity's squabbling and politicking and discoveries and wars and great persons and works of arts and triumphs and failures will all culminate in nothing but an explosion of the sun engulfing our solar system and turning everything into dust and our worthless wet marble will be forever forgotten by the galaxy, a blink of an eye in the grand scheme of time come and gone without even a whisper. That's why you keep going - It's all a fun game, a charade. Nothing has meaning.

>>132094368
You literally fought people? Why dude?

>>132094387

You wont even go that far, just sit down somewhere and be alone with the world. It's an amazing experience, better if done just by yourself

>>132094153
im about to get some serious bread soon, i really want to travel to peru again, this time for some ayahuasca, just googled san pedro cactus and lol its native to the andes, def want to try that

>>132094157
you make it sound so easy to get

hardest i tripped was an outbodyexperiene off like 2 lbs of wet shrooms, may have contained different species, i need to feel that again, i was with god for 3 hours, i feel the whole worlds pain sometimes

>>132094320
I can beat that
>Take shrooms
>Go out on kayak

>>132093124
ehhh, donnnnn't worry about it
not a big deal

also, >>132093188

>>132094368
Alright I realize you're being facetious. Why did you fail boot camp, seriously?

>>132094459
nah just kidding, i didn't want to get sent beck to td1 after mrp so i said i said i had suicidal ideations

cause fuck going back to day 1 after being on island for 2 months

ironically enough id pay 10 grand to get another shot i regret it

>>132093795

it makes you face yourself

I like a shroom trip now and again because I feel like it makes me face my inner turmoils i've been suppressing

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the world is a beautiful lie

>>132094380
How the fuck would you be willing to ingest this shit when you are aware of such stories. You did some research right?

>>132094489
in high doses i would agree its better by yourself but on lower doses with like minded people + south park is one hell of a fun time, when the chemistry is right you feed off eachother and giggle like faggots

>>132094320
this

>>132094380
Damn. Sorry man. Maybe it brought out some underlying problems to the surface. Shrooms can deff make you crack at your weak points mentally. It's about harnessing them to fix them not making them weaker. But good luck from here on out man, no more shrooms for you.

>>132093124
You did it wrong famboi.

Everything is meaningful and life is infinite.

>>132093124
>7 grams

fucking degenerate

try 9 next time

>>132094600
I've met literal retarded people able to pass boot. You must be an absolute mess. kek

>>132094506
>DROWN

>>132094506

You could legit flip and panic, it's gotta be calm so you can phase out completely

>>132094744
Nope, I stayed safe. Just gotta make sure your on canal water and not river/rapids.

>>132094699

For me it doesn't really change the more you ingest, the best experiences were with 1.5 grams>>132094742

>>132094666
>lower doses with like minded people + south park is one hell of a fun time
> the chemistry is right you feed off eachother and giggle like faggots

This is the same retardation by which humans carry the repository of our accumulated knowledge in our pockets and what we do with it is watch cat videos and shitpost on 4chan.

This is why we won't succeed as a species.

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>>>>132094633
Its results for terminal illness depression are phenomenal.

>>132093615

I've had mushrooms with Syrian Rue and it was the most intense experience of my life

>>132094742
i was, i make more now then i ever would have there tho so it turned out to be financially profitable to fuck myself out of a 6 year commitment.

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>>132094751
That's where this lad comes in, lad.

>>132094901
Good for you, dude. I hope you do well in life.

It could be a really big deal, I recommend you talk to a professional about this OP.

I had a similar experience a few years ago
>try mushrooms
>earth-shattering existential crisis
>everything is meaningless
>life sucks
>time passes
>still feel like shit all the time
>end up deciding I wanted to die

turns out I had PTSD and it was never really triggered until I fucked myself up on mushrooms.

>>132093124
You ever just observe people and their mannerisms while tripping? It's so pretentious, worldly, self-conscious, it's incredibly weird. It just makes you laugh at how silly peoele always behave and don't even know it.

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>>132094153
My backyard is full of San Pedro. One day I will extract its essence. In the meantime I've made a month's supply of canna caps.

>kys...problem solved.

>>132095084
I don't know, I went to a Starbucks one time on shrooms. And couldn't take how much people bothered me, I threw carrot cake at the wall and walked out.

>>132093124
its not about things lasting forever or proof that you or any one existed needs to last. its about being amused while you have the time

your one of those people who get hung up on needing a meaning to life a purpose. you need to learn how to have fun

>>132095031
Military past, or something else?

>>132094818
i have experienced ultimate enlightenment

its also good to have fun and laugh while we are here temporarily, buddha was smiling and saying gay jokes the whole time if that makes you feel any better

7 grams was way way way too much..
I have a friend that took 10+ grams when we were teens in Oaxaca (mushroom capital of the world).
He supposedly had a trip where he was in another place as a different person for what it felt like ten years or more.
Needless to say, he was never the same person after that, almost as if he became autistic lul
/blogpost

>>132093124
I had the same kind of trip but instead of getting depressed it made me happy and couldn't help but laugh at the absurdity of life

>>132094178
https://www.erowid.org/plants/syrian_rue/syrian_rue_basics.shtml

Basically intensifies and prolongs the trip.

>>132093124
Join the catholic church

>>132094281
Kek, I second to that. Opens the mind. Probably the reason why they don't want you to take it.

>>132095833
>pedos
>cucked pope
Yeah nah

>>132093124
kill every Jew everywhere

>>132093124
We had a seminar wich was centered to the meaning of life thingy. We concluded at the end of seminar that giving meaning to life is highly interpretative and arbitrary, more objective will be relating to negativist view positive one beacause you have already born, you have already done something, you are. Makes me think why thinkers pick negativist side....

>>132095833
Love you inform you -- Catholicism is Paganism cloaked in "Christian" aesthetic.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLF170B126002E7CB0
escape Babylon

>>132093124
take mdma but dont abuse it focus on the positive aspects while youre high, dont do it around friends or girls or any social settings. remember the way you felt while high and try to focus on it while sober repeat a few times every couple months until you become a better person. basically thats how i fixed my depression and i am now positive 99% of the time

>>132096113
Thank you ami-bro someone gets it.

>>132094418

You haven't gone deep enough, but hopefully you will.

You're only in the physical manifestation of creation right now. We're born to experience and take back with us knowledge and sensations / feelings that are not possible in the miasma of creation.

So learn, feel, suffer and die. You'll do it again and again and again, willingly, because life is a holiday and everyone wants to be here.

>>132094822
Looks really delicious, although it isn't.

>>132093124
>Politics are a sham
>Start thinking about how everyone and everything is meaningless

if you didn't realize this before taking shrooms you might be legit retarded

>How to fix pls?
stop posting you're thoughts you get from drugs online, they are not profound, original, or enlightening

do w/e hobby still provides enjoyment. we're all pretty much just wasting time until we die

and the biggest bluepill you can take is letting some fag on the internet tell you how to live your life

>>132093124
you don't fix it, you just keep looking for the guy who wants to for selfless reasons

>>132096283
>because life is a holiday and everyone wants to be here.

>>132093241

what is it about yellow?

>>132093124
Baby's first shroom badtrip

>>132096602
Scientifically proven to cause insanity.

>>132093856
If they're properly dried they should last indefinitely.

>>132093939
>life has no opposite
Stasis, look up endospores

>>132096602
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Yellow_Wallpaper

Holy shit you really suck at mushrooms.

>>132093124
>How to fix pls?

Stop taking drugs

>>132093124
Just clean your room bro

>>132094633
I'm young and naive, I thought I was invincible. My first trip went so well I didn't even think worry about it the second time. Obviously if I could go back and stop myself from doing it I would, but there's nothing I can do now but continue getting my life on track

>>132094673
I have a family history of depression and for most of my teenage years I could tell something was wrong mentally. I told myself I would never do psychedelics because of it, but it's hard to say no when all of your friends are doing it and telling you there's nothing to worry about, especially when they're pretty experienced with psychedelics and all still seemingly normal/healthy/sociable

I'm pretty sure we are doomed.

>>132094418
Either become a serial killer or kill yourself. Anything else is disingenuous faggotry imo.

>>132094418
Our sun isn't big enough to nova/super nova instead it will slowly expand and scorch the earth of all life and might eventually consume earth outright.

>>132093124
there are things a person is not meant to learn if they wish to keep their sanity.

Here's what you do

>recognize that the meaning of life is that it gives existence to death
>understand the secret of life is that everything is meaningless outside of living
>look yourself in the mirror
>square up with that guy so one day you can die with no regrets
>enjoy your gift of life
>lol at people agonizing over the futility of it all

you only live once, so don't fuck it up by doing something you can't fix.

>>132098129
Well , that's a weight off my shoulders then.

>>132098346
Sounds to me like you have it all figured out big guy.

I would love to trip out again but I'm too redpilled now and am afraid it would make me too depressed about the world/put me in a real bad place and go crazy. Right now I'm coasting, should probably be depressed but am doing well.

>>132093124

Rake yourself you pussy.

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>>132093124
despite all that stuff everything is OK. Read the psychedelic experience by timothy leary.

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Take another huge dose, be somewhere familiar you can be comfy in for hours, listen to Terence McKenna lectures on mushroom origin or Jesus being a mushroom, enjoy life through nature, ignore the corporate influence on culture, and embrace love

>>132098458

Try acid. I did mushrooms and acid for a long time and I never had an issue with acid. Shrooms was hit or miss for me.

>>132098503
Timothy Leary is dead. Or is he outside looking in?

>>132098425
no not everything.

I learn something new every day. I don't think my brain has enough capacity to learn everything nor do I have enough time.

But ultimately the only thing that matters is that you don't betray yourself.

and that you can find amusement.


Things must die both in order for you to live and as a result of you living. Life will be consumed by life until the day the universe is claimed by entropy.

dwelling on this is a waste of time, you already know it's a certain event.

so really, don't take it for granted and throw it away.


this doesn't mean you have to have a life as defined by society. That is an illusion. The requirement of money, of resource is a given if you wish to continue living but it is merely the carrot and the stick set up by those who wish to enslave you. It is a matter of whether or not your ambitions align with their game, and whether or not you are ok with what you trade in exchange.

don't betray yourself.

In the end, the world keeps spinning. Anything of value you did will be repurposed by the living.

such is the way of life, and without it there would be no heritage or culture.

>>132098541
Why?

>>132096696
Source?

>>132098692
Why what

>>132098685
So why haven't you committed suicide or become a serial killer yet?

>>132098995
Why anything?

>>132099017
dunno, guess it just doesn't really appeal to me.

>>132098458
I've tried acid once too. Pretty fun. I'm gonna chill on psychedelics for awhile, I'm not ready for the weight of the world to come down on me just yet. Still enjoying it all being a funny meme.

>>132093124
>take shrooms
>get depressed
how tf did you do that? fucking fail m8

>>132099093
Oops meant to reply to>>132098585

>>132099092
Nah , you're just a pleb.

>>132099149
well if you've got a sales pitch I'll listen to that instead of insults.

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>>132093124
>it took drugs for you to realize this
read about existentialism OP. it will help.

This if you honestly really want to bring meaning and joy back into your life.
>2017 Maps of Meaning: The Architecture of Belief: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL22J3VaeABQAT-0aSPq-OKOpQlHyR4k5h

Thank me later. Give me a blow job in a dimension where you're a hot girl or something.

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>>132093241
>the color yellow
What did he mean by this? I guess red is really bad and panic-ey, pic related

>>132099201
"ultimately the only thing that matters is that you don't betray yourself and that you can find amusement."

Safe fun is no fun.

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>>132093124
>tripped on LSD a few months ago
>talked to "god"
>told me to stop being a faggot and go lift

I did. Feels good man, will do shrooms very soon.

>>132099681
Red isn't that bad. Especially a dim red, it's pretty therapeutic actually. It puts you to sleep.

Learn to accept it. Read Nietzsche, and try not to fall into the trap of nihilistic sensualism. Or keep taking mushrooms until that becomes your base mindset.

>>132098541
>Terence McKenna

Literally a communist shill who advocates for white genocide

Paul Stamets >>>>

>>132093723
Top tip to anyone doing this

DO NOT GO INTO /POL/ AT ALL
its always happening and a happening of any sort will freak you the fuck out.

DO NOT WATCH ALEX JONES/ANY TIME OF POLITICAL CONSPIRACY SHIT
it's just all around bad news. Love Alex but it's an absolute no-go zone when tripping

>>132099846
But why though?

>>132099694
woah watch out guys, we've got an authority on fun over here!

>>132095943
>Probably

nope. definitely.

you don't realize why drugs are banned until you take them. especially psychedelics.

>>132093124
Yeah it's real easy
You stop being a filthy subhuman junkie

>>132098541
So seek comfort? Fuck that! Run from what's comfortable, and end up at the truth.

>>132099972
Have you ever been to the dark web?

>>132099846
Or completely destroy your mind with week long trips where you take LSD shrooms and dmt for well over 3 weeks in a row non stop tripping. Become one of those empty husks of what once were men that inhabit 420chan/psy/ asking for advice on fried brains. You can't really worry about much at that point.

>>132093124

your only option is to go depper; go do DMT and maybe you'll realise none of this shit is important. It worked for me.

>>132100116
I thought that a lot of hallucinogens lose their potency when taken days in a row?

>>132099968
To become the Ubermensch. I type like a retarded 6th grader, but when I talk irl people listen. It's better then the red pill.

That being said, the weak need religion and false meaning. Read Nietzsche, he doesn't necessarily celebrate the death of God, for he knows the lesser of us will become toxic to society without it/him/whatever.

You're going to die and rot in the ground, and no one will really care.

>>132093124
shoulda done heroin instead

>>132093241
>up the dosage
he did 7 g

he needed to start with 2 ~ 2.5ish

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>take mushrooms
>go in a plant elevator while spirit shows me all the layers of reality
>cops show up

Was good time

>>132093124
Read Aristotle then Aquinas

>>132100088
the only places i've been on the internet are here and porntube.

you fucking edgelords and your "dark web". cut me a break.

>>132100295
They do. But having a strong chemical taken in ever increasing quantity and potency is a sure way to fry your brain. Specially with DMT. This is exactly what these faggots in 420chan get up to. They glass their minds on random RCs and lsd and shrooms in spans of weeks. Completely blasted out of their minds more often than sober, giving absolutely no rest to their pyneal glands and their dopamine receptors, they might not be addicted to anything but holy fuck they will look like what ever comes out the other end of a bad heroine addiction. Don't do acid too often, you seriously need a time to let your mind heal because it's a very strong and "traumatic" experience for the brain, even if your had a great beautiful trip. Lsd, as safe and nice as it might be is a drug at the end of the day and should be treated as such, with the respect it deserves. Learned that the hard way.

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>>132100028
No part of a massive trip is comfortable to me. I'll feel like a primitive ape that slowly has to figure everything out again learning new things along the way.
Mostly though I always end up wishing I was a native in a close knit tribe of my kind living solely off our land. That's the truth in my mind. But not even an option for like 90% of the global population.

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>>132100405
>You're going to die and rot in the ground, and no one will really care.

Yep , have fun pretending otherwise.

>>132093124
If you're depressed you probably haven't found anything you enjoy yet, work-wise.

>>132093124
Try some 5HTP for a while, it should allow your brain to release more serotonin.

>>132100536
Don't be prejudiced anon.

>>132093877
Ketamine has been clinically-proven over a dozen times now to be the world's most effective anti-depressant. The problem is its effects only last for about two weeks after administration.

>>132100860
OR you're 18 years old with no prospects of ever getting a girl and settling down and having kids. Depressing af feeling tbqh

>>132095084
I noticed while still tripping a little bit on a train how people seem to only talk about stuff they own, especially vehicles.

>>132093124
You must have a lot of problems in your life which led you down towards this sort of pathetic and extreme nihilism

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>>132102047

>>132093124
just od on some shit or kill yourself
we dont need more degenerate druggies
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>>132093124
This is how i feel everyday, congratulations on taking the real red pill

>>132101504
of course. bragging about their "wealth" helps them maintain their ego.

>>132093124
You were probably already real depressed but had a fear/protection in your head preventing what you already knew from sinking in on an emotional level.

Channel the humor that the shrooms gave you to laugh at it. You don't need the meaning you thought you did.

>>132103437
>You don't need the meaning you thought you did.

I do.

>>132094818
>He says while shitposting on 4chan

I'm a bit troubled.

456

789

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Daily reminder that drugs don't do shit to further enhance your intelligence or academic capabilities beyond normal, if you think you've been enlightened you've simply just woken up from your sleep or were previously retarded.

Take them if you want to have a nice trip to funland, but if you have to keep relying on them for 'enhanced' knowledge or whatever pseudo-intellectual shit you come out with during/after your trip then you should consider an heroing

>tl;dr take them for fun trips, but you're still dumb

>>132093124
I found God on my first mushroom trip. But it took me 10 years to understand it fully, and find God's path for me. Your mileage may vary.

The Universe will *eventually* die, politics are a sham, yes, and you too will die some day. This is all a part of the plan.

Find your place in the plan, find your path. It can't be told to you, you have to find it, be it on purpose or accidentally.

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>>132097900
underrated post

>>132104304
this

Psychedelics will show you various things that appear to be "true" and "absolute reality", but really they're just turning you in to liberal hippie filth.

>>132103518
Live in the present

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>>132093124
You can't unfix having a higher understanding.

Gratz, you are no longer a brainlet.

>>132093124
LSD

>>132104594
Been there, can confirm

>>132093124
keep thinking

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>>132104304
>>132104594
>>132105817

Bluepilled brainlets. Entheogens for some people may be the only way to circumvent the post-modern Neoliberal cultural conditioning.