Esotericism is the "study of hidden truths", and the most hidden of all truths is that Christ is the continuation of the Aryan concept of Divinity throughout all of history, from the "pagans" to the present. The Romans added some narrative to it to try and weld it to Judaism, but the Jews reject Christ because he is an Aryan concept, not a Jewish one. The ultimate truth is that Christianity is an Aryan religion, full of Aryan tropes and ideas, with the same story being told as Mithras, Odin, Baldur, Ixion, and Horus. Christianity is just the latest form of what you've been taught to believe were "pagan" ideas:
>Waralda and the Oera Linda codex
http://fryskednis.blogspot.com/2014/12/himmler-referring-to-wralda.html
>Serrano: Temple of Wotan
https://archive.org/details/SerranoMiguelTempleOfWotanHolyBookOfTheAryanTribes20170324
>Carl Jung the Collective Unconscious
https://youtu.be/O5hJniVfjWA
>ORIGIN OF CHRISTIANITY: Piso Flavian Dynasty
https://youtu.be/HS0WSEuousE
>Jesus Christ: A Pagan Myth by Laurence E. Dalton
https://archive.org/details/JNVVol1Archive
>The World's 16 Crucified Saviors
https://archive.org/details/TheWorlds16CrucifiedSaviors_86
>Pagan Christs: studies in comparative hierology
https://archive.org/details/paganchristsstud00robe
http://churchandstate.org.uk/2016/05/demolishing-the-historicity-of-jesus-a-history/
http://hubpages.com/religion-philosophy/forum/42035/the-parallels-between-jesus-and-horus-
>1 - Aryan Esoterica: Odin, the Runes, Gnosticism and Christ
https://archive.org/download/AE010517/AE%20010517.mp3
>2- Aryan Esoterica: Lucifer, the Black Sun, Angels and the Green Thunderbolt
https://archive.org/download/AE011217/AE%20011217.mp3
>3- Aryan Esoterica: Archetypes, Avatars, Hitler and Sex
https://archive.org/download/AE011917/AE%20011917.mp3
>4 - Aryan Esoterica: Jews, Judeans and Josephites
https://archive.org/download/AE012617/AE%20012617.mp3
>5 - Aryan Esoterica: In The Beginning
https://archive.org/download/AE020217/AE%20020217.mp3