When they want something I can't say no. When my friends drag me around to print stuff for them (I do it for free even though it costs me money) I walk up and down the hall 10 times in a row but can never say no.
Is it because I was mercilessly beaten as a child and forced to walk on egg shells to prevent setting my drunken father off ?
This always ends terrible. It's gotten to the point where I can't do my own stuff because they keep using me. I've noticed that people don't think twice about exploiting this flaw in me. It hurts me too. I feel terrible but whenever they instruct I feel compelled to agree.
Why am I so fucking stupid ???
PLEASE HELP ME !!!
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