>be me
>grew up knowing I needed to get into politics and live to help others
>grew up with an abusive stepfather, who was very christian, told me I was worthless regularly
>believed him
>hated christianity for most of my life
>once I turned 18 I moved out, lots of drug use (acid specifically), lost my sense of purpose
>4 years go by
>had a heart attack after taking half a sheet and my trip going bad
>Panicking, I made a plea to God to save me, so I could build the world up in His name
>He saved me
>Sober now, got started in college recently and am studying as hard as I can to live up to the miracle He bestowed upon me
>Hitting the gym hard daily
>Porn is a problem still, trying to fix it though
>Read from the bible daily
>My life has done a complete 180, all because of Him
He showed me I needed to believe in myself and it's changed my life. I'm still not worthy of His love, but he forgives me anyway. How did y'all find Him, /pol?
Meant to add this
https://www.youtube.com/watch/?v=e22cEMXganQ#The_Master_s_Call_-_Marty_Robbins
It's amazing how the dark power behind a religion who merely pretends to be of light but that belongs to darkness saves people from their own mistakes.
That's a good testimony my man. I grew up in a more normal Christian environment but kind of had a hard time with trusting Jesus because things don't turn out great all the time and I feel like I don't have what it takes and I started drinking a bit too much. I learned about Tim Keller and have been watching his videos on YouTube. You should probably watch them. He talks about your heart has these strong (and sometimes conflicting) desires, and we somewhat-secretly hope that fulfilling these desires will be our "salvation" rather than finding our identity and worth by resting on who Jesus is and how he has already saved us. I feel like I am starting to realize this after all these years
>>130783109
Thanks for your post I haven't found him yet.
I realized when I needed to stand with Christ to fight against the Demiurge.
>>130783109
Have you started licking nigger feet yet?
>>130783109
>180
surely you mean 360
>>130783109
>grew up knowing I needed to get into politics and live to help others
Really, how did you know that?
Last month I decided to read the whole New Testament (KJV only, Amen) because I had never read the full gospel or epistles. Today I'm actually almost done wrapping up Revelation. It has been a very positive experience, not only reawakening my faith in Jesus Christ but motivating me in all areas of life.
>>130783109
I was up a lonely mountain and he appeared .. to me... he touched me in inappropriate ways.. Religion will do that to you.
>>130783109
Not your blog fuck off
Since you do this to our threads, just as you did to our lands, our heroes, our festivals and our holy sites
HAIL ODIN, HAIL EUROPE
FUCK YOUR SEMETIC FALSE IDOL