Redpill gateway

always hated black people.

obama.

>>129647028

> Grew up in a shitskin neighbourhood as a White kid

>>129647028
Hanging out with blacks

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The is no gateway. This is just one medium to get the information from. The redpill is a desire, or need, to know more. To keep digging.

Some people can't stop digging, and then they turn into un-ironic tin-hatters because they assume everyone and everything is out to get them. It's not far wrong, but the paranoia can get to some people.

>>129647028

I've always had a natural inclination, idolize Roman empire, reactionary "neo nazi" fifteen years ago before it was cool because of shitskins ruining my town.

I was held down by Libertarianism. I always said i agree with most except abortion and open borders. Libertarians shit the bed, and I realized it's only feasible in a homogenous society.

I think this pattern is very common with others as well.

>>129647693
There are only two issues: central banking and ethnic survival. All else is secondary.

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>>129647028

Living in China and seeing how well behaved the poor people are in Asia and how diversity is NOT their strength. That undid the liberal indoctrination.

Then I moved back here and saw race riots, trayvon, BLM, etc and became a race realist.

During this whole time I was doing my best to improve myself (work out, studying, etc) and when I heard the speeches of commander Rockwell and read his essays, I went full fascist. It's the only path that acknowledges the truth.

This was what did it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GiTWlb0Z8MI

But physics and tech can help you gain more firepower. You need to find a balance instead of all in mentalitety.

>>129647693
yeah just like parts of socialism (free health care, temporary welfare) will only work if it was a country of al white people.

>Iceland -> Good
>venezuala -> Terrible

I guess that may be why its ok in China. But still, its not as good and prosperousa libertarian free market

>>129647821
as much as it isn't conservative, Cryptos are gonna tear the world apart as the internet did. itll be beautiful. No more jewish banks.

>>129648169
You really think that? Or do you think that they aren't already working on ways to hide beyond that forever?

Once everything goes digital, there is little hope of going back. We are almost already there. The internet only accelerated their hand.

>>129647028

I had a similar redpilling experience. My neighbors constantly bullying me. Culminating in the moment where I decided to try and win Deity for the first time. I was Poland and going space victory. Shaka the nigger was my nearest neighbor. I won a space victory on my last turn before dying. Shaka had swarmed me and taken every single city I had as I frantically rushed to finish my last space part. I finished it, won, and had my capital taken the next turn which permanently took me out of the game.

Now I always plan to kill the mud people on my borders every game.

I was born in Eastern Europe. I'm redpilled by default.

>>129648714
Does the penetrating sense of despair make you happier with simple things, or want to kill yourself?

>>129647847
>race realist
You mean racist? I thought it was the left that used bullshit code words.

>>129647847
that is a great video
>>129648374
its uncertain. I'm trying to be as uncynical as possible. a crypto that isnt controlled by anyone is a step forward.

>>129648890
Both, actually. I was diagnosed with depression and sometimes want to kill myself, but I learned to appreciate the little joys in life like nice weather, good food or hell, even taking a good shit. It's a mixed bag, really. But it feels better than being a western cuck, constantly fearing getting arrested for owning a butter knife or not praising Allah loudly enough.

>>129647028
I went to waspy private schools my entire life. Everyone hates Jews and niggers there

>>129649055

Yep, exactly. I mean in the sense of accepting evolution and human biological diversity aka that race is not a social construct but a real thing.

>>129648145
yeah - i went mostly military and science - culture sucked but i didnt understand at the time.
>>129649386
(((diagnosed with depression))) means you just havent found something to obsess over. Make a bookshelf, make an app, build a website, make a movie, make some music on ableton, join a football team

We men need things to do, women just moan to each other all day and theyre happy. Men like things - so find your thing and stop whining
>>129649055
theyve always been used and when the pendulum swings back to us thatll again be a point of criticism.

>>129649366
If you think they are in the shadows now, imagine how bad it will be when you cannot even march upon the building itself and burn it down. This is what global governments move towards: faceless, formless, and wholly uprooted power.

>>129649386
I envy you in lots of ways. Good luck in life.

>>129647028
>"Terrorism is part and parcel of living in any big city"
>Manchester bombing
>Leftsists initiate hug a muslim day instead of reversing the policies that enabled the bombing
>Internet censorship will fight terrorism!

I'm not even a bong and this shit pissed me off more than 9 fucking 11.
Then a curious thing happened. As soon as I took the red pill I suddenly started to hear how biased the MSM actually was where before I was deaf to it and outlets like fox sounded like corporate shills. It was truly a moment of clarity, as though I had just come out of the cave and saw the world laid before me.

>>129649951
Wait until you realise that sunrise you see is itself a larger illusion.

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>>129647028
Playing mine craft

A friend of mine and I play, he's Mexican I'm 100% bovarian phenotype.

We play to where you have to collect resources naturally and hunger etc effects you.

We hit a giant pit of sand, setup shop. Build an array of furnaces. His job is to mine non stop and keep furnaces supplied, my job is to setup furnaces for sand to make glass and to keep food supply for my Mexican miner.

We have an excellent system, he mines and gets food from me and tools. I take finished product and use analytical mind to make gigantic 100x100x100 glass sphere.

Gigantic glass sphere, no mobs inside, Terra form inside with grass and trees and water inside sphere that floats in gigantic desert.

Almost done with sphere. My slob wife wants to play. Been working two jobs to pay off credit card she racked up on dog shit.

>she tries trading bullshit stacks of dirt for iron. Doesn't help mine. Refuses to get coal for our iron. Ends up taking food and not replanting.

>takes fucking iron anyways. Mexican miner friend is very upset. I'm letting her do this.

>sphere almost complete. One last glass block to place. Wife who hasn't contributed a single block demands I let her put it in. I submit.

>Mexican friend very angry.

>watch a Stephan molyneux video for first time. Who is this?

>truth about Karl Marx.

>find out communism is parasites ideology. Relate this to my wife. Remember mine craft game.

>get angry, split bank accounts, have sex with lots of women behind her back (hot women).

>hate Jews now. Divorce wife who isn't a Jew but behaves like one.

>have more money than ever

>>129647028
When everyone around me was demonizing SD around the election 2010 I was a bit skeptical of SD myself, but for me other peoples point of view is interesting. I wondered how you could get "there". Read a lot on forums, new things to me that disgusted me, but was completely hidden from me through MSM. I made an accound to try and debate the "racists", but I couldn't find a single against them that was honest and better than theirs. I sympathized with their anger and since then I have smoothed myself into it all.

>>129650354
Did you break up because the mine craft was bad? ;)

>>129650354
good read 8/10

>>129651293
There were many reasons. But the mc and other factors including sjws got me interested in finding out who Marx was. Rest is history

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When 9/11 happened, I saw that most folks wanted to go in there and kick some fucking ass, but when things dragged on with no real end in sight, I started to realize that the government didn't care about the people, it was all about expanding their wallets.

When people started demanding income increases, or money for things in general, I knew that money had to come from somewhere. When I took a closer look at who wanted these things, it was always the people who put little effort into things and it would be the hard workers who would actually be paying for them. I'm not the smartest guy on the block, but even I know a system like that is unsustainable.

I would laugh at the ridiculousness of SJW's, but it wasn't until Gamer Gate in which it directly affected me. Sacrificing quality for diversity or whatever stupid fucking political ideology they wanted to push began to burn me on games I thought would be good. At this point, anything from a large developer I tend to completely ignore and only go for carefully vetted indi games.

Watching the left turn a blind eye to terrorism and constantly cry racism or hate speak for anything that didn't align to their specific view, even within their own, pushed me far enough right that I don't think I'd ever go back.

Blatantly ignoring the real problem with terrorism and shutting down any legitimate discussion on what can be done about it was the final nail in the coffin.

Women empowerment, man hating, and white guilt have significantly been rustling my jimmies for as long as I can remember.

>>129647250
This.

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I've always been really interested in WW1/WW2 so it was pretty much inevitable.
Started out as a commie loving faggot until I read deeper
Then I tried to justify my interest in the german side of things with "Well they have the most interesting equipment and machines"
now I'm just full on 1488

>>129651510
i played mc a whole lot too, but that was in alpha and beta days - before this political enlightenment.

I mostly just explored on my own not on a server just making things by myself. comfy
>>129651534
i think the white guilt thing got me a bit. i remember going to my parents on Australia day, jokingly saying 'its invasion day!' and never really had much care for the flag or country. I dated some girl whos parents put up stinkin' abo flags on that day.
Also when i was much younger - like 10 years ago, id say things like "ive got it easy, im white". This was most curious as id somehow been subverted into thinking this and saying it when i was like 14.
I used to be that 'nice guy' too, but a virgin until i was 21 made me change my failing approach and getting rid of games, but when i changed was sometime after getting the v
>>129651897
i just want 1488 to become more normal - then life will be good in our countries. We've got a bit to go.

>>129647028
>What was your gateway to taking the Red Pill?
My dad who collected Nazi stuff and was into occult/paranormal subjects.

>>129647028
>be me
>be 14
>Love watching comedians
>comedian makes joke about Jews controlling the media
>become "woke"

>>129647028

I stumbled across some of those "reality of diversity" articles that you see on American Renassiance. About the teacher at an all black school, or working in a mostly black part of town. I realized I often felt the same way and it was weird to see someone being so honest.

My redpilling started with Islam and Muslims but then it was like I had reached the precipice. The climb of a roller-coaster before the drop. My initial redpilling was a very brutal experience and I went from Islam and Muslims to 1488 to a Fascist to a Reactionary and I alienated most of my friends and my family thought I was losing it.

The friends come crawling back though and look for life advice because they're degenerate disasters.

>>129652829
Yeah, I can relate to that. I wasn't a virgin when I met my girlfriend of the time, but I was certainly a stupid fucking beta... which is what led to me being used as a human dildo. Eventually I called the relationship off and worked on bettering myself. Funny enough though, she taught me a lot about standing up for myself and my race. She was Puerto Rican and was pretty racist to everyone but whites. When I would ask her about why, she would explain how Whites have pretty much built the western world and have nothing to be ashamed of. I learned a lot from that relationship. About myself, what I wanted out of a relationship, and most importantly how to be a man.

Clara if you're out there (and I know you are because you're the one who showed me this fucking autistic bootleg anime friend simulator) stop drinking so much fucking Coke and work out... you're getting fat and it's fucking disgusting.

>>129647028
Red Orchestra for me. Started off only playing Germans because I liked their weapons more, became sympathetic to Germany, and here I am.

>plays games
>loves coal bunting Jewish literal faggot milo
>blogs about on a Chinese hat collecting website because he has no life and needs validation

>>129647028
>Be disgusted with modernity
>Hang around with leftists because we probably think alike
>Be disgusted with leftists
>Read classical literature

wtf i'm reactionary now

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>>129647028
>be a relatively intelligent white male from small town BC
>be forced to move to Toronto at 14
>go to school in downtown Toronto
>experience first hand how stupid and degenerate other races are
>witness disgusting gay culture
>be a tolerant cuck for years
>suppressed anger comes to surface
>red pill

>grew up in a wealthy part of the country
>community and school was always mostly white with a sizable Asian and Indian population
>due to this and liberal indoctrination I thought diversity was good
>always had an edgy sense of humor and said ironically racist things because "lol racism is bad"
>liked history since I was young
>start to be interested in politics
>default to social democrat reddit type of person because that's all I've ever known
>stumble apon /pol/
>take it as a joke
>keep reading and learning]
>It's not a joke anymore
>Hail victory

Went to a shit college at 17 and saw all the Pakis there idolizing jihadi john. Also the classes were always split. White people were friends with other whites, other races stuck with other races. I am now a race realist. And also attend church.

Question pol! Why is the church of England so cucked? they are all liberal "just love everyone" idiots and it infuriates me.