that feel when

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Taking the black pill as a mistake

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>>128529935
I didn't take it on purpose, how do I untake it?

>>128529754
You're almost there OP. Keep living. Let your old self go. Let the people who "care" go. They are children. You are about to become a human being. Something many have forgotten, but you will be a reminder.

>>128529754
>Do you guys know that feel?
I don't think most of new/pol/ can understand half the words you wrote.

>>128530415
>You are about to become a human being
I feel less human than I used to, though. I feel like a fleshless skeleton in Hell

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It doesn't get better, does it

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Aren't you tired?

>>128529754
>>128529935
>>128530145

Clean your room, anon.

>>128530145
i said that as a thief once

>>128530145
from what I've read its sort of like swallowing bubble gum it just sort of sits in your gut until maybe you pass it.

Just kick it and laugh. Get a monotonous job, hit women up and make fun of them to their faces. Just keep shit going mane. Save some money and travel.

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>>128529754
You think the world is hopeless because nothing is working right, just like how nothing is working right with Trump. Look everywhere in America and you'll see black and brown people's numbers increasing drastically. You'll also see degeneracy on the rise as well, Trump simply isn't enough to stop this. The whites of this nation must do something, or risk disappearing forever into obscurity!

>>128529754
Clean your room

>>128531079
it doesn't get better, but this feeling passes as well. Eventually you find acceptance with it, that then passes and the whole thing continues like that. Things don't improve, but they don't become worse at a rate that you can't adapt to.

>>128531838
i did like 90% of it fuck off

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>>128529754

You sound as though you may have multiple vitamin deficiencies. Start supplementing with fish oil, zinc and Vitamin D. If nothing else it'll make you do BIG CUMS, and it may also relieve your depression, anxiety, and any minor physical health problems you may have

>2017
>not doing big cums

>>128532127
the "clean your room" imperative is an idiom that means "bring order to and enact moral structure within your phenomenological environment." Now that your bedroom is clean you can start "cleaning" other "rooms"

>>128530773
You have been fed a paradigm of humanity that relegated us to little more than passive cud chewing cows. This lie is easy. It makes us feel safe and pacified. You are simply rejecting this lie. You are discovering that being a human is not a job for a cow. It is the calling to face the terrible truths of existence and to run headfirst into their darkness with swords drawn and lanterns blazing. Welcome brother to the land of the living.

>>128529754
>>>128530773
>You have been fed a paradigm of humanity that relegated us to little more than passive cud chewing cows. This lie is easy. It makes us feel safe and pacified. You are simply rejecting this lie. You are discovering that being a human is not a job for a cow. It is the calling to face the terrible truths of existence and to run headfirst into their darkness with swords drawn and lanterns blazing. Welcome brother to the land of the living.
This.... Yes....

>>128532082>>128531456
I'll keep this in mind, I don't plan on jumping off a cliff quite yet so we'll see how it goes
>>128532255
thanks dude, actual advice is totally welcome. I very well may be deficient, my diet isn't very diverse. Do supplements actually help, though?
>2017 not doing big cums
the shame...

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>>128529754

>>128532436
This

>>128532436
Thanks for saying this dude, the sentiment is actually very encouraging. I appreciate it but how do I keep from wanting to die if my work-a-day occupation is monotonous/soul-destroying, and exposes me directly to the abovementioned modern external reality that feels so alien to my "humanity?"

>>128532884
YES THEY DO. I'm going to have to make a fucking health pasta god damn. READ -> "Ultramind Solution", exercise (cardio+strength), meditate (mindfulness + inner smile). READ "Gorilla Mindset".

If you need to study femme psychology so you can get your dick wet, read Krauser blog and buy his shit.

As per normies not giving a shit about redpills, it's natural, ppl want to keep their buzz up, etc, etc. You can laugh at them when they don't get redpilled so they don't prep so they get killed in the coming civil wars.

>>128529935
WAT? Black pill is liberating af!

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>>128529754
Ya just gotta live through it brother.

>>128533569
If Its a field you want to be in and you are in a drone job any bit of alpha behavior will get you out of there. The world is full of paper lions who will crumble at the slightest sign of strength and you will be promoted out of there if you choose your battles wisely.

Otherwise get out of there asap and start creating the life you want. The terrible truth is that YOU are responsible for your life. No one else. You make it, you live it and you will etetnally own it. Now get the fuck out there and make it a great one.

>>128529754
true

but I decided a long time ago that I'd bear witness to whatever fresh earthly hell is imposed up on us 21st century denizens

so im just here for the happenings and the eventual wars

>>128529754
I'm glad to have a family who cares about me, but for the most part they don't understand a damn thing about what's going on. I want to destroy this wretched world and build something so new, so glorious that nothing has ever compared. But my dad is in a kind of pseudonihilism where he doesn't really care about anything that's going on in the world and my mom reads weird shit about the illuminati and end times and stuff. We are at the end of the Kali Yuga, the death and decay that we see now is only going to start to grow, yet all the millenial, Gen X people care about is sportsball and Stuff^TM.

I have been growing out of this shitty slump OP, and you'll get there too, I'm sure. The first step is denial but depression is like the third step or something out of five steps, so you're at least halfway there. That's how I look at it. We will be the first generation of europeans in 80 years to truly be human and not robots programmed to chase after the physical and material.

As for death. Death must be accepted before you can pursue Life. The only way you can accept death is if you have something to live for; otherwise, you're nothing more than a hunk of flesh, bone, meat, and blood going day to day waiting for everything to go black

>>128529754
read steppenwolf

>>128529754

you are not alone anon. Try exercise and deep breathing it should align your mind body and soul

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>>128532884

Famalam you will not believe how much supplements can help if you have a deficiency. I once was a typical normie about nutrition - ate way too much carb-heavy, sugary shit with no nutrients in it. As a result I was extremely deficient in omega-3 fatty acids, which are found in fish oil. I felt tired and depressed all the time, had horrible skin, the works. Taking fish oil supps completely changed my outlook. I regained this urge to do things and learn things that I hadn't felt since middle school. I wake up much earlier and go to sleep at a more consistent time of day. Nothing discourages me. I even had a few lucid dreams. When I was deficient I didn't dream at all. It's crazy.

Omega-3 is one of the worst and most common deficiencies to have. Iron, zinc, and Vitamin D deficiency is also very common.

I'm not saying that fixing your diet will fix all your problems or alleviate your existential concerns. It didn't do that for me. But if you DON'T fix your diet, you're a lot less likely to fix the bigger shit.

Remember, the smaller your problems, the bigger your cums

>>128532255
Vitamin supplements are just a meme.

>>128529754
I took a nutrition class and had to know all what each vitamin does. OP has some hormonal problems, not a vitamin deficiency. Probably a deficiency in serotonin and testosterone to be quite honest. These are pretty easy to fix. Just find foods that can bolster serotonin like eggs or turkey. For testosterone, avocados are the primo thing to eat. Also, you can boost both by living a healthier lifestyle. Definitely work out regularly and that'll increase your testosterone. It will also indirectly effect your serotonin. For example, when girls notice your new physique you'll notice them noticing, thereby increasing serotonin. (Serotonin is the anti-depressant chemical in your brain if you didn't know.)

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>>128529754
Yes i feel it. We are living in a historical museum looking backwards today, and not looking into the future as they used to do. The state is making it's citizens not the other way around. Diversity is being preached, while every aspect of difference is shunned.

I've been thinking on Yuri Bezmenovs explanation of subvertion. We are heavily into the demoralization stage, we are being pacified, before they will show us the final order.

Anyone actually love living but hate life? I could spend the rest of my days living in a cottage in the middle of nowhere if I didn't have to see a television or go to the grocery store ever again.

>>128536891
any more info? fascinating and helpful

>>128537281
It is not hard to live, even the smallest cell is able to live without much effort, however without a purpose it is nothing.

>>128529754
It's modernity. You are not alone. You are not crazy. And there's a chance we'll get to see the other side.

>>128537606
Living is a purpose in and of itself.

>>128529754
yup

>>128532082
i have a very good friend who, while he is more distant from me than he was in the past, has come to understand and appreciate my perspective and is no longer "bothered" by it but rather accepts it even for himself

but nobody outside of this godforsaken board truly understands me

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>>128538470
You need to get over yourself and start living. Your symptoms are consistent with being an edgy teenager.

>>128537281

Yes. So much bullshit in the world. I just want to go horseback riding in the midwest and live on a farm at time but I love civilization and all the wonder it brings too

>>128540333
trips don't lie