What was the thing that pushed you over the edge?

>>128182661

arabs selling me a stolen car

Living in Tensta for a couple of years.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tensta

>90% immigrants.

I was a leftist before that, kek

being in a job I hated for almost a decade, psych ward is pretty chill though

Travelling all over Marseilles and Paris. It was a shock to see how much and how fast they have changed since my childhood. Even more saddened than shocked, that those places will never be truly, purely French like they once were.

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>>128182661
finding out sam hyde is not just a gross out, goofball comedian.

when Tawanda told me it was mine.

>>128182661
Living in Manchester for 3 years.

>>128183802
Huh...

Hitting close to home

>>128182661
gay ((((marriage)))

>sitting in traffic court for gf
>dindu sits down across from me
>barely 21
>tattoos all over his face
>new Jordan's
>two iPhones
>smart watch
>gold teeth
>gold chainz
>new clothes
>leave court for work
>break my back overtime to make up for time off
Fuck this rigged system

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>>128182661
(((9-1)))

>>128182661
Realizing that the 90% of humanity has no soul and of the 10% that has one only a tiny fraction is righteous, loyal and traditional. Fuck normies and degenerates

>>128184376
...What did you think he was?

>>128185078
get out of the system...I did.
It isn't easy but I'm not paying a penny for niggers to live better than me.
People gotta be out of their damn minds to go along with this robbery

>>128182661

Everything

>>128182661
The accumulative affects of a life of undeserved bad luck, law of attraction cucks can kindly fuck off.

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>>128185362
Sam Hyde is a bloodthirdty maniac, his assistant writes all his comedy stuff.

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>>128182661
Fiends of mine taking about life in Oslo.

Trudeau aka princess jasmine

I wanted to go to university for economics and learned about the massive upcoming sub-prime mortgage crisis, learned about how the monetary system has been subverted to a usury based loan system and has no value backing it.

>>128186969
My sister lives in Oslo. Everytime I'm there I want to kill myself. Walking through the streets I swear 75% are non-whites.

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>>128182661
Moving back home after failing to find a legal job and hoping to fall back on my undergraduate degree and then this happens

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>>128182661
The leaf meme. Fuck you /pol/ you ruined my life

>>128189266
Way to crush the stereotype

>>128182661
nicola sturgeon.

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>>128189515
Just kidding. I am the edge

>>128182661
The Paris attacks

It started around Ferguson, and just kept building until Summer 2016 pushed me completely over the edge

Nice data gathering thread CIA. For me it was undoubtedly Bataclan. One thing clicked after another and then before i knew it i was watching NatSoc videos unironically and getting pumped up.

>>128189785
same and i live in marseille ...

>>128191095
I was last in Marseilles in 2011 and it was infested with niggers, can't imagine what it's like now.

>>128187519
lel all my friends who have been in Oslo or some other swedish shitholes cities were like "immigrants totally fit into that place'' "they all work like other people"

yea sure

JUSTIN TRUDEAU

>>128182661
satan

>>128187323
Gold standard making a comeback.

>>128182661
I think I was pulled over the edge.

"intelligent people" not understanding demographics and what happen when something like Islam becomes the mainstream religion.

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>>128182661
>only girl I ever loved decided to kill herself a few weeks before the date we planned to move in together
>first year of college was a joke with meme professors. I did really well but knew it was bringing me nowhere
>friends all became losers, one ended up in a psych ward
>can't stand working my shitty minimum wage job with a bunch of morons so I quit

I'm a NEET right now living at home with my parents. I barely eat, only have like a meal a day and water, lost 30 pounds in the past year. I can't motivate or convince myself to do anything. I barely wake up before 1 or 2 in the afternoon every day and I can't even get myself to leave the house. I'm severely depressed and talk to no one, friends show up to my house wondering if I want to hang out and I can't even come answer the door. I'm on /pol/ every day and watching tv just waiting for the time I get enough confidence to kill myself. Mainly what tipped me over the edge to complete nihilism and just giving up on life was my girlfriend killing herself and me realizing I have no idea what I want to do with my life. So I just quit

>>128194112
if you havent already, quit porn. It is self harm that drains you of any motivation.

>>128182661
The media kept calling me and people like me a nazi.
so hey, I became one.

I've been "redpilled" for a long time but what made me finally snap was after the American election and seeing shitlibs throw tantrums all around, eventually I accepted physical removal

>>128194112
Join one of the branches.

Working out a lot will help you, and the military does a good job of getting peoples lives together.

There are plenty of MOS's where you could learn something valuable

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No one here has been pushed over the edge until you Dillan Roof some niggers.
You're all just as passified as the liberals...No, you're worse.
You know the truth and yet you do nothing.
You're all double niggers.
I'll wait for your excuses.

>>128182661
Understanding what could be life without slavery.

>>128194112
>had a girlfriend
>has friends
>thinks his life is really that bad

Listen up kiddo, if you've got people who still want to be your friends despite you never leaving your house and a girl who loved you, your life is not as bad as you think.

>>128194537
That'll show them.

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redditfags telling me global warming is real, just visited reddit thread (dont have reddit account) on accords and the shilling there is through the roof. Global warming isnt real and is a jew hoax that makes me want to punch a hole through normies defending it, fucking environmentalist fags

>>128194430
I'll try but honestly the internet is the only thing that actually entertains me and keeps me from not killing myself right now. I really don't watch too much porn honestly

>>128187958
Here's the guy that tanked Mizzou's applicants by being a butthurt, trust fund, whining nigger..

I have no fucking idea it just seemed to have happened in the last 2 years...

>>128182661
Hearing and understanding exactly how much Hillary had fucked up regarding Libya and the attempt to cover her tracks and lie about it. That and all the restards who admitted that they were only voting for her because she was a woman.

I had been politically apathetic up until then, but this whole thing made me register and vote republican.

Seeing and knowing that people thrive on destroying one of the few innocent things in this world.

After it all i really truly want to kill pedos and child-bride islamists.

>>128194736
I have started working out and trying to regain my weight recently. I like doing it and it's been making me feel better. I only work out with the home gym stuff I have in my house.

I might join the military honestly that has been my plan because working makes me absolutely miserable and I fucking hated school

>>128182661

Which time?

One time was when I found my friend hanging from a rafter after he called me 20 mins before and said to come over. That's when I started drinking heavily.

Another was after my best friend literally stabbed me (in the stomach though, not the back). That was when I started doing heavy painkillers and dissociatives

Another was when I was working for medicaid and had to approve 10k for weed rehab while having to deny a kid for orthopedic shoes so he could play sports.

My life is filled with moments like that, but I wouldn't trade it.

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It certainly wasn't inherited or some rebellion against my family, my family just wanted to be happy. The banks wouldn't have that. But they did want to have the house, so they took it.

2008 was the spark of rage. Only know are they seeing the fire.

>>128182661
Everything you say to me.

cartoon riots and especially the left liberal reactions to any muslim violence

Born and raised in Chicago. Go fuck yourselves. I'm fightin' this shit from the inside. Every day. My whole fuckin life.

>>128182661
Nothing. I grew up poor with a working class background and my politics haven't changed all that much growing up. The world changed around me.

>>128182661
>constant bullying from niggers children throughout grade school
>constantly having my bikes and other items stolen by niggers and spics
>constantly having niggers ask me for money while grocery shopping

>>128195205
Shit my negrumps, do you hang out with dealers or something?

>>128195319
Same for us. We lost everything because the banksters fucked us over in 2007 to 2009.

>>128194112
Do everything you can to move out. Motivation and work are not a choice at that point.

>>128194756
Nice try agent.

>>128195494
1. Go to school,
2. Get a trade or STEM degree to guarantee job
3. Relocate out of Chicago
4. Live nigger free

when i was a kid this older kid kept taunting me over and over in grade school, one day we were in PE and he was on my team in street hockey and he just kept being a huge fag so i hit him with a hockey stick until he bleed from his head..
then i felt bad and cried like a baby. he never messed with me again

>>128183046
Your country is an ISIS terrorist haven. To top it off there are massive drug gangs operating there and there could probably be terrorist involvement there for funding. Stay safe or infiltrate the gangs, get solid evidence against them and hand it over just to realise your police are probably bribed and just as corrupt.

>>128194853
It's pretty bad. I could never get into a relationship again after what happened. This was a girl I loved since I was like 14. I don't even want to get in to telling the full story of what happened because just reminding myself of it makes me want to kill myself.

I agree I am lucky to have friends but I can't enjoy time with them because I can't motivate myself to get out of bed or leave the house and if I do I end up being miserable the whole time and wanting to just be back home

>>128194924
Good. You have it better than you think man. You are more free than the lies of our enemy wants you to know. I mean what is Life? seriously, what does it mean to exist? think about it. You dont need any of the worlds material shit or their status and fame that supposedly make you "happy". plenty of rich celebs kill themselves all the time and its because they arent as free as you actually are right now. You have TIME, which is priceless and you can study/improve yourself achieving greater levels of awareness, power and genuine happiness which the kikes degenerate society can never give you. You are more powerful then you realize and this is why (((they))) lie to you to make you never reach your full potential.

>>128182661
Got a link to le Samourai? Can't find it anywhere.

>>128182661
Colin Flaherty red pilling the shit out of me on black on white violence. I was raised on lies and hatred of my own kind.

>>128182661
well cia/fbi,
it was probably seeing my immediate family on their deathbeds due to your system.
that being said the ptsd or whatever the hell it gave me has made me very vigilant, a quick learner, good at collecting data ect..
that being sad i need a job.

>>128195660

I used to.

Turned into work, etc.

Shit gets crazy, fast.

Commiefornia School System

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>>128182661

>>128195830
I hope man. I hope I can eventually overcome this period of my life and become happy again but I've never felt worse and each day I feel even worse and fall to more depression. I need to get out of this soon

Seeing a disgusting black penis penetrate a pure white vagina. Instantly my mind was flashed with images of potential offspring being subjected to this unnatural, horrific sexual enslavement and from then on I knew the Jews were involved in some way.

My uncle got crushed to death when a tractor rolled over on him. That same day I was in my required "philosophy" class (local community college) and the professor was bitching about how women are forced out of a lot of the jobs around here because no one wanted to higher them, eventually saying something along the lines of "we would have a lot better life if men got out of the way and realized that women can do just as much and work just as hard as him."

I don't care that Detroit is full of niggers or that Europe has socialized medicine, but every year we lose a lot of good men who were just doing their jobs. My uncle was a good man. He destroyed his body working that farm for 41 years so that his wife and daughter could live comfortably without going out to work every day in order to make ends meet. Now his grandchildren will grow up being told that he was a bad man who should have let a woman get caught under that tractor because they can die just as good as men. Everything else I can overlook, but I can not ignore the fact that every day millions of kids across the country are being taught that people like my uncle are bad people for trying to protect women. I don't want to live in a world where my kids will grow up to hate me because I died trying to provide for them like he did.

>>128195695
Honestly if I was forced to motivate myself and work to provide for myself I would be even more depressed and that would probably lead to me committing suicide earlier. I don't like living off my parents and mooching off them but as of right now I don't think I would be able to stay sane and work to provide for myself

Spending enough time on /pol/ and watching how absolutely fucking retarded some of you niggers are pushed me over the edge from liberal to antifa. Turns out you guys were right, free speech was a mistake :)

>>128196789
Sounds like that's your fetish.

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>>128182661
Being fired from a job of 13 years for calling someone a faggot. Dude turned out to be turned out irl. Unlawful harassment and I'm out steady income.

>>128195739
Nah man. It's personal at this point. I'm gonna change this place. Chicago is goin' red by 2050. Screen cap this.

>>128194112
start exercising. even if you just do push ups in your room and gradually move forward from there it's worth it. it feels amazing when you push yourself and makes it easy to forget about things.

Two words: Rotherham

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>>128182661
The (((migrant crisis))). I was already highly skeptical before that about how society was progressing and growing up poor around shitskins redpilled me on race from an early age, but it wasn't until late 2015 that it all hit me. Fuck this shit. I used to have hope, most days I only have despair left.

>>128197070

Being married to a man is worth it to be able to call people faggots, tbqh.

>>128197048
w-w-what are you talking about?
obviously I hate niggers.

>>128194112
the man who belongs to nothing can do anything

become a literal god my main man im sending you a part of my soul right now

>>128195173
Don't serve the kike.

>>128194809
Slavery has existed in many forms in many places and yet you would be ridiculed by many for saying this is a rigged, exploitative country we live in. What was Harriet Tubman quoted as saying? That she had rescued many slaves and could have rescued more had they realized that they were slaves.

>>128197095

How are you going to get rid of the mob?

i worked retail in an area that black people live

>>128182661
The killing of William Cooper.
HIS NAME WAS SETH RICH

>>128197070
Why do something so stupid? Do you not have self control? I have no pity for you.

>>128197233
Underrated.

>>128195560
That'll do it.

>>128182661
I never went over the edge.

>>128183802
This.
Plus the other cities I've been in my country and all over western Europe.

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Shit like this

>>128197097
I did start exercising a little and it has helped slightly

>>128197352
>become a literal god my main man im sending you a part of my soul right now
Thanks bro

>>128197449
Hmm. Apparently she didn't say that, lol.

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And like this

>>128197095
I hope friend, im in the suburbs of chicago (Mokena, Tinley) What do you plan on doing, running for mayor?

>>128182661
Whenever I visit my daughter. Shes only 4, extremely polite and empathic, a lovely child. And she has no idea I won't be there for her in a few months. It might sound strange, but it breaks my heart every time seeing her smile at me.

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like this

>>128197543
Not even a little pity? What can I do to please you? Tell me! Tell me!

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And this

>>128198155
Curious, how is it?

>>128198281
I'm kidding, you're cool. I would have probably done the same thing after 13 years, or worse. It eats away at you.

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This one especially.

This social justice bullshit woke me up and turned me a lib into a Cruz missile. 20+ different genders, get the fuck out of here.

I bought the line that Islam was the religion of peace. I ended up enlisting in the Army as an infantryman. Fucking up the Taliban and the HiG isn't what redpilled me, it was our "allies" the ANA and ANP. There was this nice dog hanging around our guard tower, so sweet and retarded, the next time I had duty those ANA fuckers had cut off its ears and tail for fun. Poor pup was still hanging around them. And it wasn't enough that they were all raging homosexuals and fucked each other every night in our port- potties, each unit brought along young chai boys to rape. And the fact that they were all goddamn cowards, running away from firefights and shit. We're truly in a clash of civilizations, and need to drop the deus vult hammer right fucking now.

>>128189785
Yeah I think seeing how the liberals I know responded to the cologne rapes was mine

>>128196619
I understand because I was there a year ago. It is just a phase; in fact the "ashes" phase for a man. I recommend you read the book "Iron John" by Robert Bly. It talks all about what youre going through and he gives good advice for men who havent been Initiated into Manhood yet. What you need to know is that You as a person are always completely free and yet not alone. Even if you are in prison you are still free to be yourself, think your thoughts, practise a skill etc. Nothing can take away the greatest thing a Man has, and thats his INTEGRITY. Only the man himself can destroy his integrity which leads to depression and the rest. Build up your Integrity by building a better you. Develop virtues and laws you abide by, sleep well, eat healthy, read books, create art, take walks in nature, shot guns and exercise will get you happy as a man again and put a stop to any depression.

>>128198422
Watching this makes me want to kill myself.

>>128198208
i can relate , since i work as fishermen i spend every 3 months away, She's 3 and it tears me apart everytime i have to leave . Even worst is when i try to explain it

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It depends on which "edge" you're talking about. If you mean disagreeing with the narrative on "Race" being nothing more than a social construct, I recognized that when my brother, when he and I were 4, was punched in the face by a nigger and got a black eye for climbing over me to switch seats on the bus because it "looked hella gay".
If regarding many women being immoral skanks, my manipulative ex cut me, among other things, and then when she broke up with me started telling everyone I raped her.
If regarding realizing that most people, myself likely included, lack a lot of knowledge and compassion you can blame that on Pizzagate and the fact that my ex was sexually abused by her older sister and her mom defended her older sister.
TL;DR The world really makes me think sometimes

>>128182661
total socialism errywhere in this shithole
it doesn't pushed me over the natsoc edge, but the ancap one, though

>>128197470
>>128198155
lol. No on the Mayor thing. Starting a publication. No one challenges these people. It's gonna take a long time. Not going to just snap fingers and happen tomorrow.

I lived in a 96 percent white neighborhood. There my Father told me that White men are and have been oppressing all other groups. I went around as a typical liberal there constantly being politically correct and stuff.

A few years ago my Father cheated on my mother and basically stopped supporting us in any way and we had to sell our house and my Mother moved us from Hawai'i to get as far away from his antics as possible. -he could get very violent- I went to the school there and saw how fucking stupid the island races were there and saw that cultures were not equal. It was not long until I thought, "Where does culture come from? RACE!"

I spent a year thinking and developing my thought. I was something of a Bonapartist, but whenever I expressed my views I was called a "NAZI! or Racist!" It got so bad that I was nearly expelled from school for talking about racial differences in IQ. I became socially isolated with the exception of one real friend who was looking into Fascism at the time. I had studied Fascist Ideology and wasn't impressed originally, but I came to look back at it and became more intrigued than the first time. I studied Darwin and Evolution and realized that the Aryan race had to be a master race on an Evolutionary scale due to its countless contributions to the human, and I realized that it was not so radical to call for the extermination of the inferior races. I understand that the last thing I stated is nothing brought up here, but Darwin called for it and upon considering it, it seemed logical.

when I was rejected from art school

>>128182661
Hands up don't shoot.

>>128182661
When a spic said her family came illegally (she was born here, so *technically* a citizen) and that its ok because genocidal whites who steal cultures deserve to get overrun and become a minority here in he US. That killed all my cucky "one world one family" political views right then and there. They're using our own rules as a noose

>>128183802
>marseille
>even somewhat French, ever
>not an absolutely disgusting shithole, ever
wew, lad

>>128182661
My own pride.
My ignorance
My Beloved
My vices
My Family
My ambitions
My ilusions
Ultimately my hope is the worst burden

2010

I used to think this sexual liberation thing was okay. Sleeping whenever with whoever you care for. Then, one day in college, it was a sex education day on campus or something. People were giving out free condoms and over the floors were pictures of men and women wearing barely anything having nothing but lust in their eyes, then I looked up and saw some children looking at them too.

It was at that moment it clicked in me, this isn't right.

>>128199052
Well we have Trump in office so who knows. Maybe he'll help set things right.

>>128198693
Thanks man that's really great advice. I appreciate it a lot, I really do. I'll check out that book you mentioned. Thanks for taking the time to help me out

>>128198974
Kek

Nothing. I just like seeing idiots thinking they see the world as it "actually" is

That faggot trudeau. I know it wouldn't be any different if the blues got in. But fuck that guy.

>>128198814
Similar reason. I'm a environmental manager and whenever there's a larger project, I could be easily 6 or more months on the road. I only had to do it once and when I came back, she could walk. I don't even know if the money is worth the time lost.

>>128194112
Sorted yourself out

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>>128182661
Being bullied by Kathy Griffin.

>>128199382
>environmental manager
fancy wording, for a looting crook

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A drunk driver

It sounds stupid but the Deepwater Horizon disaster.

The fact that it went on for so long and was so damaging was one thing. The EPA deciding to dump loads of the toxic chemical Corexit into the Gulf of Mexico to hide the oil for PR purposes made me realize that nobody really gives a fuck in this world and that the moneyed juggernauts do nothing but preserve their own inertia. Those forces are directed by shifty hymies and we have to get them out.

>>128198030
that is wholly depressing.

>>128199560
Have you seen the interview of her crying and apologizing saying: "Trump broke me, he and his family are out to get me. They're sending death threats"

>>128198280
hahahahaha

>>128199382
I dont know about you, but i was raized by a men that also worked on sea. And i love him to death. My opa was the best.
If you can provide a good life and properly use the time you have, then it i dont think your are going to have any problem.

>>128182661
Rotherham and the sex abuse scandals

being brutally cucked by a girlfriend i loved a lot and having her friends laugh about it behind my back and lie to me. finding out i dropped her off at guys houses before unknowingly. her refusing to stop going clubbing with her whore pals and telling me to get over it. now i see life as it is. if i had a button which could kill every living things and end the universe, i'd press it

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>>128199175
Also this

>>128182661
not getting in on crypto before last year

>>128199607
I really don't think you know what you are talking about. Streamlining industrial processes and overseeing construction projects isn't exactly what constitutes a "looting crook". Has the word "environmental" triggered you? Yeah? Grow up.

reality Vs. what the media said it was.

>>128199068
"ever" goes far beyond your 14 years old

That Hillary could have been president. 3 presidential terms for democrats just doesn't happen here.

>>128198422

WTF did I just watch. Cultural marxism is real.

>>128198974

Maybe you should go into politics.

>>128182661

I don't know. Disillusion. I always assumed the best of people. But compassion and empathy are not human qualities. Events like this >>128199698
made me more aware. Then my American friends turned into racist, marxist zealots.

>>128200073
va enculer ta répugnante espèce, fils de singe

>>128182661
ELLEN DEGENERATE I FUCKING HATE THIS UNFUNNY BETADYKE. MY TODDLER IS FUNNIER THAN HER. THATS WHY SHE ALWAYS HAS KIDS ON HER SHOW SHES LESS FUNNY AND WITTY THAN A TODDLER. PLUS IF YOU TRY TO LOOK UP "ELLEN DEGENERATE ISNT FUNNY" or ELLEN SUCKS all you get are MORE SHITTY ELLEN VIDS and it SEEMS NOBODY MOCKS HER EVEN SOUTHPARK WONT DO IT. CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS PLEASE.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNEi8xNreJY

>>128199813
Haha, that sucks. I had a friend that did that a few times. His girlfriend told him that she was going to a friends house who happened to be a girl, which was true, but said friend also has a lot of guy friends who were roommates. So she'd go over there and get fucked every week. This went on for over a year and my friend still doesn't know. I don't want to tell him because it'll ruin their relationship and they'll probably both blame me.

all this cultural marxism is making me want to just off myself.
My country isnt even recognisable to my childhood and I am only 18

>>128200415
ouch je pensais pas toucher si juste

>>128200555
>thinks mudskins can actually hit Humans

>>128199790
I don't know, Portobro. It's calming to know she already has quite some financial security, but the time I have to sacrifice for that is so precious that I can't decide if it enriches the few moments we have to together or if I'm just wasting my time. But thanks, it's really comforting to hear your thoughts on that.

>>128183232
Kek

A friend of mine was a card carrying green voter until she got work in the most Arabian area in Australia. Now borderline NatSoc.

>>128182661
Years of being bullied by soulless robots

>>128199813
One more thing. Don't ever let a whore drive you over the edge. Just accept the fact that she was a whore and move on. It takes time, but you'll get over it eventually.

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i was ancap a couple of years ago, then, i started lurking /pol/, started reading Evola, Hitler or Serrano, started gaining knowledge about my ancestors. And here i am

>>128190485
Yeah... strange how fast that can happen, even (or especially?) if you try to reflect on your own thought process during the "transition". Didn't take me more than a year from left leaning centrist to nationalist.

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>>128195560

Same. I just got "axed" for the gibmedats for the 200th time after a nog stole my bicycle that I realized that blacks are scum and in a white society these problems would be so much more insignificant.

Before that I was a very nice and friendly person who fell for the "It's just their culture!" meme.

>>128199824
>>128199824
>make gun gesture towards politician in bongistan
>its fine
>make gun gesture towards politician in burgerstan
>brb shot by 50 cops 100 times

>>128182661
Fredrik rinfeldt and his open border policy

>>128194112
>he had a gf and friends in the first place
>his parents let him live with them
lucky fuck

>>128201026

Everyone who lives with Arabs or Africans becomes right-wing. Listen to what Varg experienced in prison: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfnEKwoUDy0

> If you treated them well, they'd treat you like shit. They only way to be treated well was to treat them like shit. They respect force or threat, nothing else. Kindness, favors... they walk al over you.

>>128201328
Every single one of your guys I've ever met or worked with was at least a civic nationalist. You have that in your blood, it seems.

>>128197470
replace nigger/kike mob with italian mob

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>>128194897
Get a load of dis nigga.

>>128201328
>became a fucking socialist
well, what do toilet uncloggers know?

>>128183046
how does it know that money more than likely went towards funding ISIS?

>>128201328
>poland
>going nazi

top fucking cuck

>>128182661
Didn't take a lot. If daybreak it's been more of a slow descent than a sudden turning point.

I started as a libertarian, then i started getting shat on for being white, then for being a male, then for being straight, then for being cis, and as they piled it on I've realized my people are in danger, I've grown to be proud of my race, and I will do what it takes to keep us alive.

A soul crushing job that's thrown me off the deep end into depression. Before I used to be happy, go out, do things I enjoyed. Now I just sit around, eat, get fatter on my days off and dread my next work day. Good thing is I'm going back to school in August and im seriously contemplating quitting however I still have bills to pay. Maybe working part time will be better? I don't know...

>>128201821
how does it feel*

>>128182661
Maternal sexual and psychological abuse, with all the consequences it has on the human psyche, especially for a young boy. I was also really bullied from age 7 to age 15, not just by other kids but by my parents as well as almost every relative I knew, including my siblings. I was always underweight, we could see every rib of my thorax until age 15 and was isolated from the rest of the world by my parents who would not allow me to invite friends over and didn't allow me to go out of their house. I trust no one, love no one and am really fake in social interactions with everyone. I only had one girlfriend despite I am 21 years of age and had lots of hookups with different girls/young women my age. Nothing serious though, I can't attach and people don't attach to me in return, I am quite attractive physically, that's the only thing that saves me with the opposite sex.

I am now a security guard, and secretly want a civil war to happen, just so I can get revenge one day on my parents.

It's funny, because I look normal and talk very well. You wouldn't guess what I've been through my whole life, but it did happen. They tried to break me, they almost pushed me to the edge, Talking about edge, I almost threw myself off a bridge into water when it was -30C outside when I was at my worst, 1 year and a half ago.

Now, I am trying my hardest to get self help and try to put my life in order.

>>128200985
I understand if i didnt had 2 , Im sure i would not leave. But i my alone time does make a better men

>>128197234
Yeah this.

One moment in particular. TV news showed a clip of police hauling a refugee away with his screaming wife and children at a train station somewhere. The implication being that the police were terrorising these people and beating them up.

The full clip on the internet showed the refugee throwing himself on the traintracks and lying down screaming before the police came and moved him to safety. They had deliberately cut the first part out.

Red pilled on the spot.

>>128182661
Wage gap. Then I tried to forget. Then gamer gate happened and feminist culture started invading my personal life, dating life, and online life, so I started studying and went full fascist.

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>>128182661
Learning the real reasons behind the start of WW2

>>128199211
We are in this together man. Im just imparting what Ive learned and experienced through out my hard times. Good luck with everything and 1488

There is no one thing, there are many things which lead into a blackpill. You never just have one thing and then it's "yep, now i'm blackpilled". Instead you see something that should make you angry, but instead it makes you laugh. At some point you have to embrace the absurdity of the situation.

>>128201858
i'm from Silesian minority in fact, we are ethnic mix of what's best in germans and poles

>>128201880
What are you going back to school to study?

>>128195173

Joining the military is not an end-all solution. In fact, if you've already learned that the U.S. military is nothing but a bunch of poorly paid mercenaries protecting the petrodollar and global interests, you'll be even more depressed being on the inside.

But if you must, pick the most ludicrously marketable job you qualify for and get out after your term expires. Something like air traffic control. Don't swallow the infantry meme.

t. Retarded infantryman with no skills

>>128198942
>96 percent white neighborhood
>hawaii

Nice try.

>>128182661
THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE, OP.

https://youtu.be/NzspsovNvII

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>>128182661
googles blatant fucking shilling, the current media shilling, and politicians obvious shilling while taking handouts from their overlords who push for cheap ass migrant labor.

Honor, reason, truth, the neighborhood, the family unit, all out the fucking window.

>>128182661

Finding proof of local police coverup in regards to the abuse and trafficking of kids.

But what really broke me is how the IPCC (the ones who police the police), government bodies and press didn't care at all when I tried to show them.

>>128202063
>It's okay if I'm a nazi, I'm only partially human trash that were worse than jews in their eyes!

Top.
Cuck.

Living next to Atlanta and having the county I live in turn from 90% white to minority majority in 20 years.

>>128202097
Im currently a ICU RN, been there since august of last year... Going for my nurse practitioner degree. I know the first year of nursing is notoriously difficult but this has seriously crippled all aspects of my life.

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>>128182661
basic training, women doing "pull ups"

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>>128201858
>american
>education
pick one. Hitler loved poles, loved their leader but the faggoty successor of Jilduski cucked hard and shit on all their previous agreements and didn't even want to join the comintern anymore. So fuck off

>>128202268
you don't know what you are talking about

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>>128182661
Relative was raped by a spic

>>128202129
The average dimwitted welfare leech in the military doesn't even deserve the title of "mercenary". More like window licking retards

t. ARSOF

>>128187958
Damn Anon, enough to make a man go insane. Hope you're doing better.

>>128201996
>>128197234
I'm sorry. I wish I could help. As much >Sweden, YES! And shit we do, I think most people here feel for you.

>>128201996
I just went back and watched the full thing. Its even worse than I remember.

The refugee pulls his fucking wife and baby down onto the train track with him kicking and screaming.

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My best friend was black, inconsequential it seemed. Never mind when he shot me in the head with a metal by pelite. Never mind the time he started wailing on me at a friends birthday party. Never mind how he ditched me once another black kid joined the neighborhood...
Never mind my circumscision that left me with a dry dick the color white by the time I was 7.
Never mind the isolation of modern boyhood, never mind me feeling like an outsider.
Never mind that. Never mind 3rd wave feminism and its many offices. Never mind the rifle I put to my chin at 17. It just doesn't really matter.

>>128202251
Rotherham was probably the biggest redpill I ever took. The blatant cover up, simply for fear of being called racist, blew my mind. Everything since them has just been to confirm what Rotherham showed me.

>>128182661
Seen how shitskins stab each other, burglary of cockroaches, rape of a friend by a nigger. Since then 110% natsoc
Hitler did nothing wrong

>>128194112
There's something out there for you brother. Empty the negative thoughts out of your brain with a walk first thing when you wake up.

>>128194085
this shit right here

torched so many friends last year because they would rather hold onto their ideology than logic. GOOD RIDDANCE.

Ended up redpilling other friends, friends of friends, even converted some crazy Bernie commies...and turned my wife from "I hate Trump because he said mean things about Mexicans" to crying tears of joy on election night while we ate celebratory pizza.

Who have I never been able to redpill?

Anyone who adamantly believes in the message of Black Lives Matter. That shit is a true mind virus.

Probably years ago after seeing the who controls your mind infograph and starting to look into who owns which media outlets and record labels. Recently after just graduating with a STEM degree and filling out 100's of applications and still not landing a job while one of my brothers non white friends got an internship simply from applying online to a position and one of his black friends getting hired at a huge bank with no prior experience while I'm busting my ass and not getting anything.

>be white
>grow up in africa
>become anything but a hardline race realist

It was always too late for me.

>>128202309
Which county pray tell? Douglas or Clayton?

>>128202731
Food reviewers or youtubers in general pushed you over the edge? Both seem pretty insignificant so your life must be good.

>>128202376
Yeah and Nazi Germany was super friendly towards homosexuals until Ernst Rohm slipped and fell on all those bullets

>>128202757

The one I've found proof about is worse.
Local police take bribery money each week.
Local taxi company that's in on it has had 5 name changes in the past decade and employs 35 known pedophiles/sex offenders.

The taxi number is known locally as "dial a rape" now.

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Nothing, just look at who supports the other side

>fat people
>feminists
>minorities
>illegals
>bankers
>Europe

I would sooner skewer myself than associate with any of these "people"

>>128182661
Grew up with Muslims. Realized how foul they all are.

>>128202918
>tfw I lost why I thought was the love of my life to sjw ideology
Was I not strong enough? Was I pushing the redpill too hard? Not hard enough? Was I not someone she admired and wanted to emulate? /pol/ always says you don't find redpilled women, you make them, but I tried for 2.5 years and while she got better by the end, I never even really got her to renounce BLM and Antifa.

>>128202923
Just give it time. You'll land one eventually.

What most saddens me is that there's nothing left to explore. Everything is discovered and scripted. There's no sense of adventure or wondering what lies beyond the horizon. You're expected to live a mediocre life and be a good consumer.

>>128201996
>>128201996

I agree with you.

>>128203243
Jesus man. I was wondering if any of the girls who took the free rides after Manchester disappeared.

A lot of things pushed me over the edge. My shitty state that is falling into the void of a liberal multicultural nightmare. My stint in college and having to deal with insane rhetoric and while constantly being told I'm evil because I'm male and white. I could go on, but what's really killing me inside is that I find no meaning in anything anymore.

>>128203243
>>128203455
>dial a rape
kek

>>128203455

Funny you should say that.

An anon here speculated that one indeed had.
And that SAS or special forces rescued her.

He even showed a photo of the girl and she has burn marks on her that are apparently consistent with flash bangs or something.

Thread got shilled to high hell.

What do you think about stoicism (Epictetus, Seneca, Marcus Aurelius)? Nietzsche?

>>128193496

We don't even need gold man.

All that needs to happen is the gov can print money and expand and contract its supply. There doesn't need to be gold sitting in a huge vault somewhere. People really give money its value not gold sitting in some vault.

Money should be backed by productivity not debt. If you have a country of productive people then your money has value. End of fucking story.

Thats how it was before. Lincoln did it.

What started it off was getting into a fight with a black kid and being registered for racism. He obviously wasn't punished.
It didn't make me racist, but that thought stuck in my head. Fat, frumpy cunt hog writing me up for racism before I was ten years old.
I was an edgy racist at school because I found 4chan young, told stupid jokes, wasn't really serious.

What popped the proverbial kite string was;
Failure of the referendum.
Migrant crisis, reaction to it.
Terror attacks, reaction to it.
Doubling of wogs in my country in ten years.

I used to think that there was fix, I even read some Marx, still think he was kind of right. Now I'm fully committed to barbarism, and waiting.

>>128197048

Its just stupid bait, he's a spic. They all post shit like that, don't be such a fucking retard.

>>128203442
There is a shit ton to explore, we just don't have the tech for that. We simply cartographed our little blue rock, that's all. There are so much stories to be told, even though it will most likely be our grandchildren that leave this planet.

>>128203324
Someone who DEEPLY believes in victimhood movements is almost certainly under a victim mentality themselves. They will not be able to see the truth of other ideologies if they cannot see the truth about themselves. My bet is that she had an extremely deep victimhood mentality. Yeah/Nay?

>>128203840
a little stoicism is good. Too much of it is harmful man.

>>128182661
Since I'm libertarian it was the end of the freedom of speech.

>>128204055
Yeah she did. though when I'd mention she's white she would claim she herself was oppressing non-whites just by getting "privileges"

Seeing my dad take blue pill after blue pill no matter hoq ridiculous, hearing Colbert and Oliverscreech autisticly every morning.


Seeing the man i respected most become a hypocritical cuck i can barely recognize or respect.

>>128201940
You'll fuck them up, champ. Keep ballin on

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>>128194112
I know that feel bro. Hoping all the drugs and alcohol i consume will one day help give me the courage to blow my fucking brains out. I feel like a lost soul, a fucking alien.

>>128204276

>Seeing the man i respected most become a hypocritical cuck i can barely recognize or respect.

That's fucking brutal. Knowing my dad sees sense in the shit I talk keeps me from going to a therapist and seeing if I'm a schizo.

>>128182661
This homeless guy asked me for a cig,so I gave home one. Then he asked is he could have another one. I snapped. I grabbed him and forced him into my truck.Then I held him at gunpoint and made him drink 2 bottles of Vodka. Then I threw in in the river.

>>128190235

Its will never stop. Kikes will never stop weaponizing niggers to intimidate white people. And so it will come to be that white people will either stand up unified and say enough of this fucking shit or they will be trampled over in their own countries permanently.

Customer service for retail and seeing how easy it is for niggers to steal shit and how only the higher ups start caring when it cuts their bottom line.
My store alone loses over 100k a week but they dont care so long as it fits their budget but it still cuts into my bonus. Our inner city stores are even worse.

>>128204276
My dad will never take the jewpill, but otherwise he's pretty good. I talk with him about how outrageous the media is, and how awful blm like groups are and subtly talk about white genocide.

>>128196856
your uncle would want you to kick some ass & be a great role model for your future kids, don't give up.

>>128204554
I used to tell people not to kill themselves because it was selfish, and convince them of a better way. But after all of the things I've seen, I don't really blame them anymore.

>>128204754
Same, but they don't care because "insurance will cover it"

>>128194430
It releases oxytocin and serotonin - addiction to porn is a big contributing factor to depression currently.

>>128204554
Improve yourself, for you have potential far greater then you can imagine at this phase of life. Men in this age can achieve almost anything due to the internet and some determination. You are free, you dont need anything, anyone or any ideas to make your life worthwhile. If you take a look and ponder the very essence of life and who YOU are, you can no longer dwell in an area of depression since you are truly free.

>>128204991
Large retailers charge their suppliers a few % to cover cost of damage/stolen/shrink/etc. They literally don't incur a cost most of the time

>>128182661
Being a liberal is about either ignoring or trying to rationalise away authentic evidence. Got sick of lying to myself.

They took my kids away because I had PTSD and it might cause me to be negligent. Nevermind that I wasn't on any drugs. Nevermind that they handed my kids to the very person that caused my mental illness. Nevermind that I was their mother.
All because I was stupid enough to fall in love with the sheriffs cousin. I was arrested 4 times in a year each one dismissed. Not because they didn't try to throw away the key but because I outlasted them. I've seen corruption

>>128204873
I agree anon. I myself was like that once. Until i came to realize myself what they were going through. Where you welcome the thought of death with a weird but understanding way. I wish these feels on no one.

>>128182661
My teeth - damaged on 5 occasions, none of them by me. Sports, assaults etc. They always hurt, really depressed about them. Lost 2 so far. Lots of others are damaged.

>>128182661

Talking to a leftist Swedish girl 15 years ago...

Nigger moving into my college dorm.

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>>128182661
Voted Obama in '08, didn't vote in '12.

Libertarianish agnostic, 31, European heritage, 1 quarter dutch, men in my family are giants,

Seeing jobs go to illegals and H-1b visas. Getting laid off because those cheaper foreign workers.

When you get laid off 5 times in 2 years it gives you a lot of time to research.

Combined with living in a liberal leaning metropolitan area where it became a "crime to be white".

Start to study race realism. Realize "equality" is literal Marxism.

Reality: WE ARE NOT EQUAL

For two years Donald Trump's campaign runs in the background during all of this. He is elected president. Literally being tired of being called a Nazi.

Later become Nazi, because fuck it, a tall built white man who voted for Trump will always be called a Nazi anyway.

THANKS OBAMA :D

>>128182661
I met a girl online and she sent me a bunch of nuddy pics and then I sent her some dick pics and she turned out to be a dude and e-mailed it to all the girls in my area on ok-cupid.

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>>128205009
Exactly, everyone needs to see this

>>128205286
My ex's niece was given to her drug addicted sister, until the little girl was nearly sold for drug money. Then she was given to the father. I don't know how that experience didn't redpill my ex.

>>128182661

A soldier (Lee Rigby) getting decapitated on the streets of London my a muslim nigger.

I was disgusted at myself for reflexively defending muslims in the aftermath from backlash and couldn't figure out why I was doing it. After some time I realised I had been indoctrinated by our education system and media to be a good goy and I've become more and more natsoc ever since.

>>128182661
the jews

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>>128182661

Heroin

>>128205507
The three things I've ever been addicted to:
Masturbation
4chan
World of Warcraft

I'm working on masturbation and 4chan. But I quit WoW ages ago.

>>128205496
I've heard of this happening. Some people just have too much time on their hands.

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>>128194853
Having it all and then losing it can be worse than never having anything in the first place, anon.

>>128204244
Guilt and self-hatred are wretched demons that cannot be pried off by anyone other than one's self. Even in my case, where I was freed by a deeper realization of Christ's love for me, it was only when I took that first step that the release happened.

Do not blame yourself. Even those we love the most must still make their own choices, and they WILL make shitty choices far too often.

>>128182661
Finding out that my 13 year old daughter became a coal burner.

>>128182661
Living virtually my whole life as a minority due to my city being overwhelmingly ( probably 90% ) mexicunt/South American. Fuck people who say whites don't know what it's like to be a minority.

>>128205163
I dont think you get it m8. I have this weird feeling/thought that i cant shake. And that's that my life, humanity has absolutely no purpose, no direction. We're but a blip in the universe. I have no drive, no ambition or anything. My only hobbies are music, motorcycles and videogames and yet i still find it a pain to get myself to try and enjoy them.

I honestly wish i just never existed. I hate my life and want nothing more than to not exist. Its like no one understands what im saying. No one GETS what im thinking, that's why i feel like im some fucking alien, just watching humanity go about its absurd existence. I wish i myself could be a part of the matrix, but i cant. Its weird, i know some day ill kill myself. Its just a given. It feels like something set in stone that i know will happen. Honestly though, i welcome it. That's why im hoping all the alcohol and drugs i consume finally give me enough courage.

>>128205832
I hear it is worth it and if I ever get the chance, do it. I intend to try it, good idea?

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>>128182661
>implying you aren't teetering on it right now

>>128205837
>literally describing 50% of us
>including me

WE CAN DO IT

LATER

SHITPOST NOW

>>128194112

How do I help you man? Seriously. I've had a lot of shitty stuff happen to me too. I know what its like. I really do.

I know you aren't looking for pity but I really am sorry. I hope you can just maybe get as sick of your current life as you got sick of your old life and find a way to move on.

I wish you the best.

>>128205913
what was your initial reaction?

>>128205837
Masturbation is self harm draining a man of his energy, confidence and focus all of which are essential to a man who is not a feminized beta pussy cuckold. The jews and US government support the porn business because it ensures them man are too weak and addicted to rise up.

>>128182661
The election.
But here's an in-depth telling.

>be literal Marxist
>it's 2015
>Trump running
>think he's dumb
>discover pol through Ben Garrison cartoons
>just ignore it until summer 2016
>start researching race realism and JQ
>discover Sargon, Naked Ape, etc.
>still a lefty but oppose multiculturalism and SJWS
>election night
>vote Trump
>watch as Trump wins
>see leftist reaction to his win
>realize I'm surrounded by idiots
>become lolbertarian
>eventually discover TRS, Daily Storme
>subscribe to r/altright
>start becoming redpilled and browsing pol more
>become fascist
And here I am now.

>>128205982
If you've ever been addicted to anything, maybe hold off on trying it.

Understand that it will just feel like you want to do it again, and that you only do it on weekends or special occasions, but you will start using it more and more until you're poor and have no more direction in life other than getting another fix.

Doesn't happen to everyone, but it could happen to you. Try it once, then make it a point to never do it again.

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>>128185222 et al.
Be sure to let us know when you become an hero

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>>128205980
I understand exactly how you feel!!!FACT!!!

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>>128205982

If you like cold sweats, sleepless nights, restless legs, constant and unrelenting suicidal tendencies, inability to speak or socialize, aching bones and constipation, then yeah dude, go for it.

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>>128182661
>Everyone thought I was the devil for having sympathies with the Nazis.
>"Anon, they aren't Noble for what they did nor the reasons they did it for."
>Got onto in mid 2014 /pol/ recommended from a guy I knew on the ifunny political community
>see thread about shamelessly admiring Hitler and friends
>pic rel
Haven't left since

>>128206329
All that in less than a year, you must be some kind of impressionable retard

des moines jail, rehab.

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>>128182661
My home state of Iowa has always been very good about taking care of our own - we'd never gone 'full gibs' or anything like a lot of liberal coast states, but we've always tried to make sure that any Iowans who got laid off when jobs moved out of state or lost their home in a flood or ran into any other hard times had the support they needed to get back on their feet.

That was until about five years ago when the Obama Administration sent the head of the HUD department to Iowa, told us that since Iowa (at the time) was ~95% White, having those social programs only benefit Iowans was a violation of anti-discrimination laws under Title VII. They delivered an ultimatum to state and local governments saying if they didn't change the programs to be more inclusive, they'd bury the state in federal lawsuits and bankrupt entire towns. With an economic gun to their heads our politicians caved and ever since, all of our social programs - job assistance, housing assistance, food assistance, etc etc has to prioritize low-income Black, Hispanic, and Arab families from nearby major cities like Chicago, Milwaukee, and St Louis.

Thousands of poor and criminal minorities from the inner cities have flooded the state. Des Moines went from being 75% White a decade ago to just above 60%. Poverty is on the rise across the state, we've got gang violence spilling into rural towns, Chicago heroin rings operating out of Dubuque, reports of human trafficking in Davenport, it's a mess.

I was a registered Democrat for 10 years, sat in on my first caucus in 2000, campaigned for Dean in '04, even voted for Obama in '08. I didn't always agree with every stance the party took, but I'd always stuck by them in the past... not anymore, not after seeing this blatant betrayal and disregard for the people of my state. Went full-Trump and never looked back. Planning to move back and get involved in local politics, try to help undo the damage.

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>>128206402
Even if your just a shitposting leaf, thanks anon. Wish i could chill with people like you in rl.

>>128206203
Thanks and I don't know man the only person to help is going to have to be myself. I need to somehow get myself out of this and just find a way to even be slightly happy. Thank you though

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>>128205980
Youre hanging around degenerate culture too much. God is real and the world may actually be a flat earth realm surrounded by possible other lands, or its hollow inside. Truth is stranger than Fiction my man.

>>128182661
Left romanticizing Islam, Rioting in the Streets, and Racism Against Whites.

Fuck'em, I'll be the opposite of those retards and be woke.

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>>128199560
how could someone be so heartless to an innocent 10 year old?
>barron was never distraught by kathy griffin's shenanigans. he is only playing 5d intergalactical underwater chess with her
crashing her career with no survivors

>>128206510
Fuck off

I didn't become fully aware until Jan 2017.

Started in 2015

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>>128206267
I didnt really know how to react at first. She kept it under wraps and did not let me know at all. Took putting two and two together when I went through all her social media and picked her up from school. Confronted her and absolutely lost my shit and gave her a good spanking. I did not waste 13 years of my fucking blood sweat and tears to prep my little girl for some bull. She WILL marry a respectable asian man and continue my lineage and the next time I see that nigger creeping rounf my daughter I'll put a .45 in his ass.

>>128182661
Dying on the floor of my Muslim filled apartment building.

>>128206395
I'll never understand autists that go through and quote an entire thread like this.

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>>128206329
go back to rebbit you homosexual

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Donald Trump winning the election on November 8, 2016.

That's when I realized that anything was possible.

>>128206849
just count yourself lucky to be able to observe such a beautiful phenomena

>>128206329
>>128206510
Or he has a shit-ton of free time.

Being impressionable isn't necessarily a bad thing - it means you can open yourself to better, more superior ideas. But you can't unswallow the redpill.

>>128205980
I understand man.

I've been there. I was there for at least 8 years. I went so far as writing suicide notes, buying rope, and going out to the forest to do the deed. But the thought of hurting my family, and also in smaller part my own cowardice stopped me.

I Am no longer a total atheist. I don't necessarily think there is meaning to this existence, but I know I'm not just a biological computer. Consciousness can't be explained yet. Until it is, I have no choice but to believe we have souls. We are here, and that means there may be an afterlife. It's a bit hard to explain.

Point is, I've been there, and I still have relapses. There are people that understand you.

>>128206603

WTF The Founding Fathers must be rolling in their graves. The president can force a state to change demographics on a whim.

>>128195817
If you really love her then use that energy to stay alive and keep her memories alive through you. Start a charity in her name or something.

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>>128206510
Limey fruit, calls others "retard".

>>128206502
>ifunny political community
My man. What was your account?

Took a paycut and moved to Baltimore to help dindus with one of dem job training programs. Was basic bitch normie at the time. Went about as well as you'd expect. Started wondering why I was broke working 70/week when the dindus could barely be bothered to show up and had housing/medical/food all paid for by dem programs. Freddy Grey happened and my car was set on fire and house broken into, national guard was patrolling the city with mounted 50 cals. Realized 'what the fuck am I doing with my life?' Went full 14/88. Moved to 95% white area, life is good.

>>128205913
My little sister is dating an autistic nigger. I don't know what to do about it.

Sadiq Khan being elected Mayor of London.

>>128205913
>>128206796
>spanking
>bull
You sound like a cuck fetishist.

Pushed me over the edge to what? The tipping point in my life was when I tore my ACL and MCL(2nd time) in high school and I just couldn't play sports anymore. Then my girl dumped me. Fuckin A

>>128206987
>shit ton of free time
basically.

>>128207248
What does your dad have to say about this

>>128183232
Lets meet 163

>>128207407
Not my dad, she's has a different father and she's 6 years younger than me.
I have no idea what he thinks, but I bet he hates the kid as much as I do.

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>>128182661

getting evicted and dating an alcoholic

>>128207168
It really sucks thinking of what could have been, honestly I want to forget about her if anything

>>128182661
a broken home
a broken heart

taped heart together
left broken home

now i am like a phoenix rising from arizona

>>128182661
When our lovely healthcare decided to let a practicant with no proper experience insert a cathether to my grandpa. He dies as a result. And they swoop it under the rug and refused to help us because "gibs" needs to go to migrant shits first.

Oh and in general experiencing what's it's like in a typical migrant ghetto.

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>>128207111
>The president can force a state to change demographics on a whim.
witnessed, and that's why we voted trump, to send them back

it begins with deportation or it ends with bloodshed, but it's probably ending with bloodshed regardless

>>128206395
>hero
How do you define being a hero?

>>128207830
Sie sind das essen und wir sind die jager

Everyone defending muslims after all of the terrorist attacks. I still can't believe some of the shit I've read and how fucking dumb it sounds.

>>128182661
the second intifada