you trough on schizophrenia?

huh?

>>127898615
clean your room to beat the dragon

>>127898615
Yes.

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>>127898615
Why are you asking?

>>127898615
Is that the caption for the picture, and the dragon is asking the knight about mental health provision in his contemporary medieval society?

>>127898615
schizophrenia is a redpill OP. the shit they see is real IMO, but you just don't have the capacity to see it.

jesus or any other christian religious figure / prophet would have been considered "schizophrenic" and medicated with risperidol if they were born today :(

It's shit
t. schizophrenic

>>127899074
kids often claim they see ghosts and spirits and shit, so maybe its' an ability that becomes repressed through our spiritually bankrupt society :(

>>127899222
ha! well, i'm going to take out a loan then! HA!

we really do see what is there, the doctors and shit are just telling us we arent and that we are mentally ill, but they are working with those things

It's a jewish conspiracy.

If you have it just get over yourself and do something with your life.

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It's horrifically debilitating. I want to die every second of every day. Collapse into frenzied panic attacks several times a week. Constant night terrors and headache inducing auditory hallucinations ranging from extremely loud explosions to people screaming at me. Completely unable to form a bond with any other human being. Hopeless alcoholic.

Can't work due to frequent involuntary panic attacks shutting my body down and in general just hating everything and everyone around me with a burning rageful passion, so I survive on neetbux, making me feel even more useless and suicidal.

I can't imagine a worse hell on earth, I would rather be suffering through every type of cancer at once or be on the eastern front of WWII without question.

>>127899291
I hear voices telling me that there are monsters lurking in my house, it fucking sucks, gets me paranoid
>>127899341
I actually have a job. It's a shitty job but still a job.

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>>127898615
You're doing it wrong. You're supposed to use the schizophrenia to fight the (((snails))).

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>>127899528
Like this, see?

>>127899473
Honest question.

Do you wish to be put down? Seriously not even memeing im honestly curious.

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>>127899473

What are next us and how can I score some?

-Kek (they say I'm crazy)

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It's about time we bring back these medieval memes!

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>>127899772

Shit "neetbux"

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Who here snailfighter?

>>127899473
Smoke weed to tolerate other people.

>>127898615
one of my aunts has it, it seems pretty terrible

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Fuck the (((snails)))

>>127899758
I will kill myself for sure. I would have already if I didn't live in a decadent western nation with so many preoccupations and high living standards.

>>127899918
Weed it's the worst, makes paranoid, alcohol is better

We see what others ignore.

>>127899905
Aye, I fought many a' snail in me day. 'Tis mine prefferd past time

>>127900025
Does alcohol soften the symptoms?

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>>127900118
Like snails, don't ignore the snails, don't ignore the wisdom found in medieval memes!

schizophrenia is when your brain slowly adjusts to the world of the enlightened, however the human brain can't properly process this for extended periods of time, so with schizophrenia the brain occasionally tries to permanently adjust to perceiving the enlightened world, this is what psychosis is.

>>127899473
You take any medication for it?

>>127898615
The schizophrenic trough is bad pigs help me my head my head my head my head.

>>127899473
I have it too but it is less severe. How do I get handouts? Serious question.

>>127899517
At least they lurk before posting

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>>127899222
MAYBE ITS THEIR FUR!

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nice try

>>127899473
Do you ever experience, or heard of anyone who experiences, "nonsense words"? I can't find any information on it, but this is something I experience: my internal dialogue (thinking to myself) will turn into a rapid-fire sequence of things that are literally not real words, and when it gets really severe, I start "speaking" it. It's complete incomprehensible gibberish to everyone else, but it makes sense to me at the time of saying it.

>>127901299
You mean 'word salad'?

>>127901299
Kek wants you to vocaro that shit. Maybe you are one of his prophet

>>127900446
It goes both ways.

Drinking can make me more violent and induce an episode, but also it can make me just not give a shit about anything and eventually pass out and actually have sound sleep without waking up or having night terror, which is invaluable to at least being able to function enough to feed and bathe myself for the day. It also seems to kill the hallucinations once I get torn up enough, I assume because it dims my brain so much or something. Overall it's just numbing and makes me want to shoot myself less.

>>127900903
No I don't trust pharmaceutical companies, I'm all but certain their products are for the sole purpose of crippling me even more while giving me the false sense that it's actually helping.

>>127900953
You have to file with social security. Need to have a professional diagnosis and prove it's bad enough to make you incapable of working.

>>127901493
I stopped taking my meds some time ago because I felt like a zombie, I'm a little scared now of what might happen.

>>127901299
To be honest I barely have reason to speak out loud, but no this doesn't sound like anything that I experience. What I hear is very clear.

>>127901299
I had a dream a while ago where someone was speaking hebrew and I understood it.

I feels your pain. Can't stand this shit. Who the fuck wants uncontrollable horrific visions?
Bump for schizo love.

>>127901299
Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

>>127901925
Buggleby swift
buggleby clobe
what runs in purple
and snows on the globe

>>127900953
Also, the earlier you were diagnosed the better. Since it gets worse as you age and for whatever reason cases diagnosed after 30 seem to get thrown out.

>>127901439
I have researched word salad and it seems to me more like illogical combinations of real words.

Mine is like a mess of parts of words spoken really fast.

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>>127902233
Snails

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>look up diseases associated with sz, life expectancy, abnormalities in schizophrenia
You are now aware that "schizophrenia" is a systemic illness, that doesn't affect just the brain.

>look up the pharmacological profile of all antipsychotics and see they are all histamine antagonists and not dopamine antagonists, in fact some are dopamine agonists.
You are now aware schizophrenia is not caused by dopamine excess but by histamine.

>look up histamine metabolism, synthesis, breakdown, cells that produce histamine.
You are now aware that mast cells are responsible for the production of histamine, and now a lot of your other conditions become explained.

>look up diamine oxidase, histamine n-methyltransferase , where they are mostly concentrate, what reduces and what increases their activity
You are now aware you can treat yourself by taking the right type of vitamins, minerals and fats.

>look up petrochemical toxins stuck in your fat, heavy metals stuck in your bones, toxic metals stuck in your endocrine system.
You are now aware that you're in for a wild ride and if you don't read and understand the risks involved in your treatment you're gonna get fuck very hard.

Or, you could just continue to romanticize an autoimmune disease.

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>>127902752
Correct, you may enter my realm

>>127899473
I wish you the best anon! Really do hope the best for you! Be strong!

>>127899918
>Telling a schizophrenic to smoke weed.
Stoners really are fucking retards.

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are we supposed to do something?

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I hate it. So much. I can't speak correctly, and my words ALWAYS get mixed up when I talk. I keep hearing things out of my peripheral, and when I look, no one is calling me. I'm paranoid as hell, and want to break down during the day. I always think someone has it out for me. I work, and I do well in class, but I hate being in a crowded area (considering where I work, that's all the time), and I hate being stared at. I keep thinking that people are trying to avoid me because I'm behaving weird, and they probably are. It's tough not having anyone else understand what you're going through. I smoke daily, and it only makes it worst when I greenout, but I can't stop if I want to sleep at night.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/neologism

It's called a neologism - meaning 'new word'.

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>>127905257
Quit smoking, drink. I used to smoke, a lot, but it only made things worse.

>>127902848
how do you know this? why isn't the the whole scientific community aware of this if it's so simple. who are you?

>>127904572
Oh yeah you're right it's better to keep being a "hopeless alcoholic" as he describes it. You're just too much smarter than the average stoner.

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>>127905583
I can't drink. Drinking makes me depressed as hell. I just need to quit. Or pull back on it and buy something nice. A wife would be good, but considering I'm forever alone status, I'll probably buy a fumo or something. Something to cuddle with when the pressure on my head (the one that makes me panic) starts up. It's doing it now too.

>>127898615
"Yes nurse, I hear voices. I smell them too. Yours smells like detergent."

>>127904572
>give schizo anti-dopamine meds
>don't consider CBD

what fuck.

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>>127905937
Hold on bro. I am lucky cause I found a gf before my diagnosis (I was sick when I was a teenager, then I had a few good years of remission, I've met a girl then), last year was shit, vivid hallucinations, paranoia, hospital and shit. I quit smoking weed, I drink only when I feel paranoid, I found a job, it's not that bad but it might change, I am scared of psychosis taking over me again. Anyways, I wish you and other fellow schizos all the best, I hope things will change for you for the better.

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>>127906776
>>127906776
Thanks. I'm about to go back to work. I hope they don't notice me panicking a little. I messed up today because I couldn't understand the phone person and screwed over my department. Have a good day. I'll probably keep an eye on the thread from my phone for fun times/

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