>Current Feel
>Current Favorite Song
>Brand New-137
>Exhausted from how divided this world is becoming
High off of some zans and some diet pills i stole from my grandma. listening to new john maus. Ready For the Cowboys kick off
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6fQ1bvJJOs
Hungry
Royals
>talking to 3 different girls, don't want to get laid, don't want a girlfriend and i'm starting to feel really bad for all of them.
>Cranberries - zombie
>>75065832
>High off of some zans and some diet pills i stole from my grandma
That's pretty fucked my man.
Modest Mouse - Pollar Opposites
I saw my ex gf today with her boyfriend. I thought that I got over her.
Fuck.
>>75065924
just your ego my friend. Wouldn't bother you very much if you had a gf. And it wouldn't bother you even slightly if your gf was hotter than your ex.
>>75065968
This, do you lift dude? If so lift more
>having casual things but never feeling quite contented to settle down with anyone
>still think of her 2 years later
American Dream - LCD Soundsystem
>>75066001
or get alot of money, or get good at a hobby like an instrument or building shit. (not vidya)
>>75065819
>tfw you learn to love the bomb
>>75066128
Kek true though
>>75065904
>Cranberries - zombie
God damn how do the cranberries get up to 500 mil views? I mean they were a big deal but shit. I see certain famous from like the early 2000s and late 90s get like 20 mil views
>>75065918
she doent take them. They are like a poor mans adderall.
im no artie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9b6RctsI3o#t=0m6s
>>75065904
>>talking to 3 different girls, don't want to get laid, don't want a girlfriend and i'm starting to feel really bad for all of them.
you sound like me in high school, i hope you deal with it better than i did
Cardiacs - Loosefish Scapegrace
Anxious, cold and lonely
>>75065809
Naive Melody by talking heads
I really like this chick I've been seeing, she's been driving an hour to my house nearly every other night, and we'll cuddle all night, she says stuff like this, but at the same time doesn't want a serious relationship because she has a lot going on in her life and she doesn't want to hurt somebody again.
I know I'm falling for her, simply because it's occurred before, and I'm unsure if it's worth the nearly guaranteed heartbreak but I can't stop myself from being with her as often as I can.
Pic is cropped for name by the way
>>75065918
yeah but maybe his grandma is like 35-40 and a whore or something, you don't have the full picture, yo, you're rude man, you're fucking rude dude
>>75065832
Hey man just wanna say be careful with xans and pills in general. My best friend was addicted and almost died from an overdose. It gets out of hand before you can even realize whats happening.
>lovelorn
>California Stars - Billy Bragg & Wilco, lyrics by Woody Guthrie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxzMbAMO73k
>I'd love to feel
>Your hand touchin' mine
what's her name lads
>>75065809
i dont even know but im gonna bum a cig from my roommate and listen to my favourite song
favourite song is bill evans - danny boy
>>75065832
you shouldnt steal pills from your grandma you piece of shit
new john maus is fire though innit?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cOm-_4fw5g
>>75066169
I'm guessing at least 1/5 of it is from The Office having an episode based around that song
>>75066190
im not dealing with it welll, I had the same problems in highschool too.
I need to stop talking to girls, I think i have an addiction though when it comes down to it i never actually want to date them. And after hanging out once I always stop talking to them
>want to brain myself
>chinese new year by i would set myself on fire for you
>flexing
>Andrew wk - party hard
> Pretty happy
> probably the mania desu
> the sound - skeletons
>>75065968
Does attractiveness matter if she's a vapid cunt? Idk but my exbf wasnt that attractive and i dated way cuter guys after him, but they were all dumb punk bros.
I'm over him now, but its been 4 years and realized he was a dweeb with a crooked dick.
>>75066169
> Xannies
> poor mans adderall
> Wut
The War On Drugs - Thinking Of A Place
I'm simultaneously trying to play pretty much the last card I have to do something worthwhile with my life while also planning for a long term future as a lower working class peon living out my existence in an anonymous small city.
>>75065904
>>75066315
>some of the girls feel a bit unwanted/unattractive because of this
>go for next guy who's really into them
you've probably helped several dudes get laid anon, like an indirect wingman
>>75066329
No attractiveness doesn't matter if she's a vapid cunt. Because you don't date vapid cunts, you fuck vapid cunts and even then it loses its appeal after the first one.
>>75066329
the diet pills are a poor mans adderall
>>75066355
i actually watched it happen 3 times in the past year. Infact that's how I know im in the clear and don't have to tell them I don't like them. Is when they get a boyfriend, it's relieving.
So I guess you're right anon, thank you.
Evangelion - Thundercat / Here We Go Again - $uicideboy$ & Germ
pathetic jealousy
>>75066329
r u the homosex?
>>75065809
>Trying so desperately hard to beat my depression
>Millstone - Brand New
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utWoGLCc4qQ
>happy bc uni football team just won first home game
>floridada - animal collective
>>75066455
this board is for adults anon
>>75066257
hey fuck off cunt. Im not some 18 year old playing drugs whos going to get carried away like a fucking idiot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXxQ0Vnsgz4
>excited for new year at school also know I'm gonna get depressed half way through and just get c's again
>Derek - animal collective
>>75065819
>is becoming
>implying that was ever united
>A general contentment with life in the current moment, but ready for and open to receive change
>Pic related
>>75066476
You realize adults can suffer from depression too right?
>>75066497
More than before anon
Painful isolation
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q4Kgys4EjY
>Pretty Mellow
>Sound of silence - Disturbed
>Realizing I will likely never be happy. Things are perfect but I am still miserable. I'm getting old and this is how it's going to be.
>Sad Waters - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
>>75066514
yeah but they don't combat it with milestone you dork
>>75066483
>he's 19
Well now I hope you do.
Which you probably will.
>>75065832
Youre garbage stealing from your gramma
>>75066486
Underage b&
>>75066568
Well, it's millstone for one, not milestone. In fact, the chorus is "My own stone around my neck" showing that he's the one dragging himself down which is something I can currently relate to. Also, I'm not combating it with music I'm just listening to something that fits how I feel.
>>75066605
College is a thing anon.
*breathes in*
DRUMPF!!!!!!!!!
>>75066635
Also possible that he's a senior.
>>75066619
well judging on your posts & taste i assume you're 16 but if you want to really wallow stop listening to fake emo and take the plunge
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88bSA0XXp3M
>>75066706
Already heard this, it's okay. Also, how is Brand New "fake emo"? Also 21, not 16.
>>75066727
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTyzzhlAvvs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiULEn0UOZI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3HeKi7WDHc
just listen to good music and don't be a dweeb
brand new isn't bad but it's just pseudo sad alt-rock and you should hold yourself to a higher standard
>pic related is my current mood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEWaCtQV620
>>75066798
Then post some good music then? You've posted two decent tracks
you ever have a cold and get really, really comfy
>>75066856
If by comfy you mean knocked out with Nyquil then sure.
>>75066869
i don't like the nyquil feeling at all, dayquil is alright, maybe it's the dayquil I'm feeling
>>75066834
so dont pretend to be emo tripfriend its cultural appropriation
>>75066869
Literally me every night.
>>75066889
>Purposely identifying as emo or any other similar high school bullshit
Go take a walk.
Also not a tripfag, just like having something to identify my posts so people know it's the same person replying.
>>75066940
>>75066984
Posting a reaction pic still, won't change the fact that you purposely identify as emo.
>>75067010
i didnt identify as anything anon, i said you're pretending to be emo and you've intentionally misconstrued that in an attempt to feel better, stop replying to me and go to bed you little goofball
>>75067081
>i didnt identify as anything anon,
Keep telling yourself that bud
>i said you're pretending to be emo
By listening to music....anon are you retarded?
>misconstrued that in an attempt to feel better
Feel better because I am better though that is only compared to you, so that's not really saying much.
>go to bed you little goofball
Probably will in a bit.
>just got done making cannabis infused milk
>drinking that in some coffee and listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0SICfgXipI
thinking about if she lied to me about being the favorite one she's slept with and why i never showed her this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtWiEm0n9lU
>Current Feel
Winter is coming
>Current Favorite Song
https://youtu.be/C3UpyHiX9qw
>feeling lonely and depressed, but mostly just feeling really fucking bored
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKuc3faQAEs
>No woman will ever love me. The world is going to shit and I'm going to die alone. I am genuinely running out of reasons to live.
>The Velvet Underground - Heroin
>car seat headrest - beach life-in-death
starting college, talking to a girl, having to be around my parents less and less, finally getting better with depression and planning on coming out to my friends soon, feeling pretty good
>>75065832
Of course you're a Cowboys fan. Fuck Dallas, SF till I die.
>Alcohol withdrawal and sleep deprivation
>Depeche mode - clean
Not my favorite but it's helping
>>75066544
I appreciate your honesty.
>I REALLY REALLY WANT TO KILL MYSELF TONIGHT
>Gyles Cory - I'm Going To Do It
>>75069160
please dont, you are loved /. w .\
>Just got a new job, things are better than I expected
>Clever Girl - Elm
>kinda depressed / disappointed because my ability to make music isn't coming as easily as it used to
>ell (ft. rocks FOE) - iglooghost
https://soundcloud.com/iglooghost/ell-ft-rocks-foe
>>75069201
By no one, but thanks for remind me
>>75065809
>Current feel
Emotionally tired of this world
>Current Favorite Song
Making Plans for Nigel - XTC
>>75065809
>bored
>Orthodox Caveman - Sunn O)))
>reflective
>corbin - all out
>numbness
> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xi553fF2IkE
>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CWxJRnPNiuk
>>75066455
listen to AJJ - People that can eat people are the luckiest people in the world
>>75065809
>abstracted indifference, slightly comfy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAD_0Cd7MS0
>>75065809
>Spent the night talking with a girl, we stayed up late at a bar, drinking alone, together, listening to music; she'spossibly not interested in me, but I feel like I wasted a massive opportunity
>The Microphones - The Moon
>>75065832
bro my best friend's roommate was always on xans, I'm talking fuckin 24/7 this guy was a zombie and one day he was dry and he was super aggressive and suicidal since he had been on them constantly for so long. Don't be that guy.
>>75065924
The first few times you see her with another guy it'll feel like that. My ex has been with 2 guys in ~12 months since we broke up, I've just been hoeing around but after a few months I was over it. She's now dating an old friend of mine. He and I still play video games together, I see pictures of her on his social media and they really don't affect me any more.
>>75066029
I know this feel to much, mate. In the last year I have had 2 good chances to have a meaningful relationship with 2 very attractive people, but I got cold feet and fucked it up. I've always had problems building relationships like that. I just start overthinking shit.
>>75066169
>xans = adderall
They aren't even vaguely similar lmao
>Go to class, do my work, smoke some green by the river and watch the sunset.
>Feel lonely but numb
>Bjork- Hyperballad
>>75065809
Not very good
Sleep from GY!BE
grimes+bleachers - entropy
dazed from my life completely changing
I feel awful. My parents broke up from an on again, off again relationship, I feel dysphoria more often + being hated for gay.
Fave song right now is beach life-in-death by car seat headrest
>Talked to ex yesterday at party and told her I missed her and I wanted to get back together.
>She didn't.
>Bob Dylan - You're A Big Girl Now
>>75068997
of course your a sf fan... your a fag
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t92UkJkfb6g
>current feel
argh fucks sake Korea just nuke us already
>current favorite song
Brother Sport - Animal Collective
>>75072939
im talking about diet pills you dumb cuck faggot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsfbvS5xukQ
>>75069225
That's one of my favorite songs. I've never seen anyone mention it here before. Do you have any good spotify playlists?
Haven't spoken to my gf in over a month but we never formally ended things so now I don't know where we stand or if I even want her back. Also reminds me of how difficult it is to meet people.
Brand New - Lit Me Up
>>75073856
feel for you my dude. if you truly felt that way it was worth a shot even if you might regret it now.
>Depressed to where i cant ignore it anymore, not suicidal just anhedonia
>A Flock Of Seagulls - I ran (so far away)