I think i've reached another period of "being devoid" of music, especially in the long boring headache inducing summer
Seriously i'm just flat and uninspired no real musical catharsis or inspiration, just devoid of any genre or music, feels depressingly empty.
Is this how people with no musical appreciation feel like, just bored and devoid of emotional connection, i met people who don't connect to music other than generic stuff without "depth"
I've been avoiding music when it's inconvenient, for example i don't listen to the radio or can't stand the radio in public places, makes it hard to breath.
I think i might've turned myself into something i despise, i think i've conformed to not tolerating any real depth due to the feelings it evokes, general public doesn't like to dig deeper it takes effort.
Just end it already. i can't connect anymore, just indifference an apathy.