The summer ends

not very good but i found a lot of new music so thats cool

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>joined a local WN group
>found a family
>laptop broke
>still miss her
>still discontent

>>74797178
summer is starting to me haha losers

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>tfw everyday of my life is summer

>>74797362
>what did he mean by this

>>74797178
shit, i wanna have something more with my fwb but i'm afraid she'll gtfo

>>74797373
he lives near the equator

>>74797178
seemingly okay but it was kind of shitty. did a lot of speed and benzos and now it feels like i missed the whole thing.

>>74797398
Don't do drugs anon.
You shouldn't have to ask why.

how was your summer op?

>>74797403
who's asking why? i know the consequences to what I do and accept the results.

I don't have a rich family to help me pay for help, i have barely any money myself if at all, I'm almost 30 and i have no future. I had opportunities and chances to make things right when I was younger but I squandered them all away.

Now my options are keep doing what I do and snuff it eventually or be a loser working some shit job for the rest of my sad life. So I'm just trying to enjoy things as best as I can before I decide to pull the plug on the whole thing. Consequences mean little when there isn't much left to lose.

>>74797469
Don't say that, Good loves you

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It just started for me. I am gonna play Persona 5 and listen to all the albums I downloaded over the last few months. Pretty good.

>>74797469
What is it that you want to do?
Being in your late twenties, it's not too late to change things.

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you mean winter OP

Jole soul from the bowl made a porno with someones wife

Me, my mom and my sister went to Calgary for a week. It was pretty fun.

short

>>74797352
>joined a local WN group
hope you like getting v&'d

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3 New vinyls.

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>found no new music
>listened to the same shit form last summer

music for this feel?

>>74797178
>worked a shitty summer job that doesnt pay ver well
>listened to a whole bunch of new music but nothing that i particularly liked
>slowly drifted away from all my friends
>made tinder for the first time and got 0 (zero) matches
pretty shitty desu

>>74797178
It was my first summer after graduating college and starting work, so it was fucking terrible. Can't wait to do this for the next 39 years of my life.

wasted another year lol
least i have some pocket money

>>74797373
he's a neet and nothing changes from summer time to non summer time

>>74797178
Ended it with her, made new memories with a girl. It was the best summer of my life.
I'm now back to being very low.
But hey. At least I have some good music to listen to.

>>74800213
>music for this feel?

whatever you listened to last summer

I got more into Jazz and found a lot of stuff that I liked in this summer.
Still shit.

>>74797178
Coldest summer in years, comfy as fuck. Lotsa great albums released. Good times.

experienced first real love and then experience first real heartbreak

my girl dont love me no more

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>>74800808
rec

>>74800808
thats obviously sad but its perfect for wallowing in depressing music

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>>74797178
well my fiance among other things

>>74800848
*left me

jesus im autistic

long and not fun just busy as fuck but god willing we might actually get this fucking album done in time for tour if we keep grinding this month

>>74797357
Wow, that sounds awful.

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I think it was a pretty good track, one of the best on the album.

discovered bjork, spent my entire summer without 4chan, climbed a mountain, starting to overcome my anxiety issues, it was pretty good by my standards

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visited family and managed to land some sort of undergrad research program with a teacher of mine, so i'd say pretty good actually

besides that i picked up guitar, practicing with my sister's guitar she doesn't use, and so far i'm shitty and painful

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I really wanted to have a gf to enjoy the summer with, but I wasn't able to get one. Now summer is basically over and it's not looking like I'll get one in time. Feels really bad guys, summer is my favorite season but I had no one to share it with and do fun things outside with so I mostly just spent it inside. The worst part is I'm getting older every year. I wish adulthood was like being a kid where childhood and being young seemed like it was basically endless and would never end and in your future you knew there was always more opportunities for everything, rather than less and less every year

I'm still remaining positive but it just sucks sometimes

>>74797178
I want to die so nothing really changed.
Scum Fuck Flower Boy was a pleasant surprise.

>>74801740
Come Over When You're Sober was better than scum fuck flower boy tbqhwyf

>>74801542
Happens every year.

>>74800829

thanks bud!

>>74800832

yeah at some other point in my life i will probably look back and laugh at how poetic it seemed at the time but right now i mainly just feel like shit, ah well

>>74801542
this
also i listened to more music and read more books than ever, so that's a plus

Doesn't really exist anymore but it was aight. I finally moved out my dad's house and I've slanging weed and working two jobs so I can move to LA. Two of my friends started working with Metro Boomin this week and now it's time my dudes

first gay experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell yeah boys

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>>74801542
>seemed like it was basically endless and would never end and in your future you knew there was always more opportunities for everything

I have a WEBM for you that - in my opinion - perfectly summarize this feeling.

>>74797513
goro betrays you over pancakes
igor is a false god

>>74800538
Me too boss, started working full time a week after graduating.

>>74801955
tell us more!

>>74797178
I've still got like another month before uni starts so I'm good

>>74797385
just try it pussy

worst summer of my life, haven't left my apartment since early june
no money, no friends, literally nothing

>>74802780
you have us anon

took some cool classes and wasted a lot more time than I thought I would
now I've got a semester left of an expensive useless degree and about the same amount of time to pick a direction I want my life to go in

did go to govball with a bud though so that was cool

>>74797178
Same as it ever was
Same as it ever was

blogpost

>>74797362
lol tfw

>>74797373
he's on tha dole

>>74797469
well technically that's not true. You could go to school for three years and then search for a job for a year max and then have a career by 34 or so. You know that's true, so you wont work a shit job for the rest of your life. It just depends if that's what you want or no

>>74800860
why.exe

>>74800522
see your tinder pic?

>>74801542
you realize most of us are like this

>Was working all the summer months in a stuffy hospital
>Tutor hated me
>Didn't sign me off to be a pharmacist
>Passed big pharmacist exam with flying colours
>Asked to be moved to community to get signed off
>Got signed off in a week
>Mail lost my application
>Had to send another (Compiling an application costs around £100 for all supporting documentation)
>Had to keep telling the job I had lined up to hold on just a bit longer
>Pretty much stopped listening to music

Good thing is i'm going to be a pharmacist on the 1st of September and i'm falling back in with music...

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>tfw barely had anytime to explore new music cuz all i did was party

>>74800213
The first album you see when browsing /mu/ today

>>74803158
that's very stressful. Good on you for following through and not just giving up

lol gay

>>74803158
Good things are looking up

Went backpacking, hung out with freinds every weekend or so, did acid for the first time (at the beginning of the summer, still haven't gotten a chance to do it again but maybe next weekend). Overall, not too shabby

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>>74803158
>admits on /mu/ that he's going to be a pharmacist
>implying it's not an euphemism for Dre's Beats1 Show

Either way, congratz Anon. That's real progress! [spoiler]LEAK DETOX![/spoiler]

literally nothing my life is depressing

>>74800522
Tinder sucks but 2 years ago I got like 20 matches in a month or two. This time with a better "look" I got 400. But again Tinder is trash unfortunately, it will forever be cursed by its reputation which scares away almost all girls worthy of dating

I started getting into programming once again--I want to learn how machine learning work...and I don't expect much from it, it's just for fun. As far as gfs go, I just realized that life still goes one without one, or even without friends, so why worry.

>>74797323
same

>>74803528
>Tinder is trash unfortunately

no, rightfully so. If you use Tinder you are the lowest pleb

>>74797323
this

>>74803778
nah man, straight ignorant fire

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>>74797178

Ive been depressed and dealing with mood swings. Im irritated most of the time and just want to drop whatever Im doing and just move.

Constant violent and sexual intrusive thoughts.

I wish my meds would work.

it was alright. Made some money off my art and music.

Found lots of new albums and artists i love.

Got led on by a girl for 2 months while she distanced herself from me, then when asked about it she says "i liked the idea of you" but ill live. speaking of that, ive been getting better at getting over relationships and shit way quicker.

Got closer to a group of friends, but not too close. which is exactly what i want. also made lots of art and music

also even more sure than im probably bi

read some books too, something ive wanted to do but never found the time.

hmm so a lot did happen i guess. lots of good. a good amount of bad. 7/10 summer

>>74802022
Your opinion is wrong and stupid

>>74803820
forreal? Tell me why. Why not just go out and meet these birds?

Worked all of it but now I have no money cause rent and stuff. It was alright 6/10.

>>74800538
Is work that bad? I mean, I am kind of anxious about it because I am fucking hating college

>>74797178
I kind of want school to start soon so I don't have any good reason to be posting on this site
please someone just ban me so I don't browse anymore it's ruined me

actually pretty good
went on a road trip with some friends over my pretty large country

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiWkqeGuJ0A

>>74797178

I barely even noticed because I'm an adult and seasons don't matter anymore.

I got broken up with, shot a lot of black tar heroin, went to a lot of shows, did 30 days in rehab, and got back with the girl who broke up with me. It's been a weird summer for sure.

>>74807356
What did heroin feel like?

It was a good summer. I am fucking sad for having to get back to college

>>74807316
>seasons don't matter anymore.
what kind of bullshit memery is this?

adults still have season preferences

>school starts again next week
>98% of the /mu/ userbase is gone
Really makes you think

>>74807372
Like the most incredible calmness and contentness you've ever felt. Every fear, anxiety, and problem in your life melts away the second it hits your vein. It's absolutely blissful. You know when it's pouring rain outside and you're driving, and suddenly go under a bridge? That moment of calmness? Heroin was my bridge. But it wasn't worth it in the end, I was spending $90 a day to stay feeling okay, stealing constantly, and still waking up dopesick and miserable every morning.

>>74807388

You can but it doesn't really affect life anymore. There are mostly temperature differences that experienced when walking between a car and a building, aside from that every other week is mostly the same. I literally just realized it was august like a week ago, since there was no particular reason to pay attention to dates for nearly a month. The weeks just slip past, a little faster each time you blink.

>>74807356
>shot a lot of black tar heroin
you serious? always meaning to try it but it's fucking expensive here

do you live in the states?

>>74807600
Yeah. It was great for a while, then quickly turned miserable. This was my second battle with heroin addiction. Got way worse this time.
>>74807574
Read more about it here.

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>>74802497

My only friend left for Vancouver, but we're still going to stay in touch. I worked on some of my own music. I got back into goth rock and got into post punk.

>>74797178
Not too bad. Thank god it never got over 100° F (37° C) this year.

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Good riddance, now i can justify staying inside. What are your essential winter albums /mu/?

>>74807287
How the fuck can a website ruin you senpai. Stop lying to yourself.

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>>74808413
Pic related.

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We went on our own ways and I found someone much better than her

I also really enjoyed the new King Gizz album and finally got around to getting some albums I've been putting off for some time

I did nothing because no money. As usual the summer was spent watching rich people enjoy their lives while mine is miserable

>>74797178
i was going to post a bunch of things but realised they happened last summer, and this whole year has really been a monotonous blur

pretty much spent it all either working or with the boyfriend, nothing special

>>74808502
nice house mike

>>74808531
tits or gtfo

>>74808545
post butthole first

No different from the winter and spring.

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>>74808564
I said

TITS

OR GTFO

>>74808604
it's a man you dip

>>74802780
I'll be ur friend

>>74803007
And the days go by

>>74803158
Yo hook me up with some speed bro.

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google acidrawtrap

>>74797373
He's probably a fucking loser with no school or education, no job, no priorities, and spends his time on /mu/ all day.

gf of 10 years broke up with me. Worst part is I don't get that sweet 25% discount at the local natural foods store.

but I saw Fleet Foxes in concert, that was pretty sweet.

>>74808890
when did you guys meet? what were the break-up circumstances?

>>74797178
Terrible. I graduated and still can't find a job, on top of that I've been battling gender dysphoria since early April and haven't really done anything about it except become more socially withdrawn

>lost most of my friends in the first half of summer
>fell out of contact even with the people I considered to still be my friends save for like three who live in different parts of my city
>one friend had a band that was about to break up and invited me to their last show
>went with one of my other two friends
>surprisingly had a blast and felt like I realized my place in life, made new friends
>now me and those two friends are planning to form a band ourselves

Not sure how I'm gonna handle being on campus this semester without any actual friends with me, but I'm eternally grateful for the friends I do have and for the fact that I have a new outlook on life thanks to them, and thanks to the music scene I never thought would have existed in my city

>>74808914
We met my senior year in high school. We'd had a pretty rocky final few years where we took multiple breaks from each other. She started going to some D&D group where she met someone she says she's more compatible with. We were starting to grow apart anyway, but that first month really fucking blew. You go from doing so much with this one person to doing a lot of shit on your own.

>>74801177
Do you have any tips for someone who's been struggling with anxiety for a long time?

>>74809889
get off the internet, trust me

nothing wrong with jerking off and internet and video games, but everything in moderation

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>Had a great DCI season and made tons of friends
>Graduated from community college and transfered to a 4 year
>Got myself a gf

summer was pretty great desu senpai

>>74801509
Tommy Wiseau, nice