i'm a 24 yr old guy who still enjoys plebeian hardcore/metal albums with breakdowns (that i used to listen in highschool) and fantasize playing them in front of people i wish i could impress. what does that tell you about me ?
i'm also really drowned in escapism which i like to watch videos of stuffs i want to buy and fantasize owning and using them and picturing the whole lifestyle i would have with using those stuffs, and fantasize being with people i wish i could belong to, usually related to stuffs i wish i could have. what does that tell you about me ?
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The fantasise about playing music most people wouldn't be into in front of them to impress them thing is weirdly common. I wonder where it comes from?
Also you're probably depressed, bored with a ton of things you used to enjoy, not all that good with any instrument. Probably watched Fight Club and really liked it when you first saw it, but you're not really into that kinda thing anymore, and you're unsure of what to replace 'fuck the system' with in your life.