My girlfriend died a few months ago. Recommend me some music

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Okay, you asked for this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4447lT5GQOk

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>>74276422
Here senpai.

appropriately titled as well

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3B8m7HOJvsw

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXe1jpHPnUs

good luck trying to not cry to this song.
also sorry for your loss

I Will Follow You into the Dark

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1z3ajwVgUY

sorry for your loss

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>>74276464
Thanks. I've been feeling more from Just Breathe from Pearl Jam. It's been feeling harder for me than Last Kiss.

The sounds I heard when she was dying were her grasping for air, the first time I thought she was dead was while I was giving her CPR in front of her kids and she started gurgling. Her skin purple. She lived for 4 more days and then the sounds of her gasping for air as her support was taken off are those last sounds for me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuuObGsB0No

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>>74276492
Thank you. This was a bit more than I expected. A lot of it hit true to the way we ended things. As I wish it would have ended better, there is nothing ca change about how we hurt one another.

>>74276510
Wretched and I wish to get beyond this, though I suspect I'll be here for awhile

>>74276538
Enchanting. I'm not following her. I have to be there for the kids.

>>74276551
Though I don't like this genre, this is by far the closest of my experience. Watching her body go completely flat and trying to breathe life back into it was an amazing and unforgettable experience, yet it's hard to piece it all together.

>>74276557
what happened to her?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-fCxBHCG4g

Got the lyrics in the description, though it's in a more standard doom metal format so the vocals are clean anyway. Sorry for your loss my man.

>>74276921
Balloons, millions of balloons

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>>74276921
I wish I knew. No family was with her when she died. I was the only one there. I asked for them to come but they refused. All I know is the night it happened:

I came home from a 12 hour shift, the kids were in bed. She was up and we kissed. I made a Shepard's Pie with lamb. We ate and shared a beer. I laid down next her, holding her hand. And within a minute of laying down she went into cardiac arrest. I did CPR, which I was trained to do for work, and kept her alive until the paramedics came. A homeless man was trying to get into the apartment so i had to shoe him away, as a result of the police sirens. I kept up with the CPR as the police officers came in until the paramedics ripped me off and let me take care of the kids. I figure it was a liver problem that progressed as a result of a drinking addiction that we had been working on fixing. I really do wish I knew the exact reason though.

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>>74276949
I really liked this, surprisingly for me. Thanks, man. It puts me back into the garden we would sit at and how I slept there after she went into the hospital hoping she would come back there with me.

Xiu Xiu - A Promise

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4wHHgFz23pI

truly sorry for your loss i wish you the best in your hard times

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>>74277421
I really enjoyed this, a lot. I pulled up the album and listened to the first two tracks but I'm gonna definitely listen to the rest of it. Thanks.

>>74277508
This has been the hardest one so far. I don't know how to thank you for sharing something that feels so similar to ow I feel. This means a lot t me and, wherever you are, I thank you very much.

>>74277717
no problem man. that song is from an album called a crow looked at me. it is a very difficult and emotional listen but i recommend it. you and your family are in my thoughts

>and happiness
>happiness
uhhhhhh you okay bud?

>>74276422

bjork - vespertine

hey thats real unfortunate man. sorry for the loss. stay strong :-)

>>74277717
Good luck on Fast Car :)

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