Good songs to kill yourself to

>>73942152
xtc - helicopter

>>73942152
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRJdwIo41gg

https://youtu.be/8ELnhjGw4Zs

listen to phonemenomicon lexemenomicon and then tonemenomicon first then decide

Lego Ninjago theme song

>>73942152
Killing yourself to music is so pleb

>>73942197
What do you suggest then?

>>73942152
Wriggle like a fucking eel

>>73942205
Not killing your self and experiencing your life to its fullest degree

>>73942152
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh2LWWORoiM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8NS_kQdiOY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ah2NgBVC1ps

>>73942242
>>73942152
Fuck me, I meant:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cawk2cMTnGo

>>73942232
I've been trying that since I was 7 and it's just not working out

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>>73942152
how about good songs to NOT kill yourself to
https://youtu.be/VjEq-r2agqc

Hang in there friend i love you and so does Kate Bush and Peter Gabriel. The story is not over yet.

>>73942232
This. What kind of pathetic coward kills himself? Literally anything is better. If you don't like your life how it is just take the ultimate risk toward anything you wanted to actually do with life. If you're gonna die anyway then why the fuck not? Ask that girl out that works at the supermarket, take a bus to California and start a new life trying to be an actor, etc. But I guess if you're that weak Unwound's probably got a dozen or so great songs to do it to. Or maybe The Cure- Pictures Of You

>>73942256
Iktf anon, but do stick around and try new things, figure out whats the root of your discontentment and try to relieve it.
Surround yourself with people that care for you be it friends, SOs etc.
Ily anon try your best! <3

>>73942299
This clueless argument will literally never get old.

When dark seem darkest, is when light is right around corner anon

>>73942284
My antidepressant dose has been doubled two days ago, things don't get better soon then I don't have much hope left

>>73942299
I'm still in school, it's not that simple unfortunately, and I have mental issues that will follow me for life, no matter how happy I should be I will probably never feel good. I've been rich from birth, which is what most people strive for in life and I'm still not happy.

>>73942320
I have a mental disorder that is probably incurable and makes me want to kill myself constantly and hate my body with a passion. Staying alive isn't easy Anon. I'm trying my best.

>>73942337
nvm you're just another teenbro
Please kill yourself.

>>73942337
quit meds, get job, make money, move out of parents basement, buy video-games

>>73942299
>What kind of pathetic coward kills himself?
None. Actual pathetic cowards are always make excuses to keep living

>>73942337
That sucks man, ofc you could get /fit/ etc etc but other than that i dont really know how to help you.

>>73942344
These help

>>73942343
Fuck off

>>73942152
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZKpByV5764

>>73942343
I'm really not

>>73942359
I've been essentially starving myself since the end of last year, making good progress

>>73942337
read more, try meditation and mindfulness and learn something new.

Anyone post adams song by blink 182
Some kid killed themselves to that

>>73942152
don't do it anon

>>73942192
This.

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You still have plenty of beautiful experiences to have in your life.
Keep living anon, don't give up to the depression!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZjUL0T76OQ

>>73942232
>>73942299
bitch ass niggas

>>73942373
Dont starve yourself anon, thats the last thing you wanna do. Instead try to choose healthier food meals that are able to sustain you.

Also this
>>73942381

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE

>>73942359
No you fuck off.
This kid isn't going to kill himself, ever.
Stop feeding attention whores.
You're disrespecting people who killed themselves.

>>73942337
Money doesn't have shit to do with it. What's ONE thing that makes you happy? Just one activity, crush, literally anything that you get enjoyment out of? Have you ever learned an instrument?

>>73942425
I love computers

>>73942417
Thats too big of an assumption, id rather put my thoughts out there and help anyone who might be in such a state a tiny bit. You on the other hand are not achieving anything other than boosting your own ego.

>>73942425
epic lulz is true joy

desu https://vimeo.com/215398248

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here anon i will try to cheer you up.
put a smile on your face!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeeqrM8NkYw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOaOOU-FBBE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtc0Nw6Ag4I

can't be unseen

>>73942373
>>73942337
>meds
>"mental illness"
>still in school
>starving yourself
attention fag. it's called a mood swing.

>>73942588
A mood swing that lasts 9 years
Go fuck yourself

>>73942588
Respect my pronouns!!!!!!

>>73942438
There you go man. Learn programming, or how to build computers, or sell them, and get a job doing it. Boom, happiness. Just take your true interests and pursue them, man. It's that simple. Eschew the negative influences in your life and pursue the positive, and never look back.

>>73942639
I already do programming and built my computer, she's called EVE <3

It's not enough to take away the suicidal thoughts unfortunately

>>73942660
Think about all the beautiful and wonderful moments that are waiting for you in life.

New music that you will love
Going to travel in a beautiful place
Learning new abilities and feeling a sense of accomplishment...

Stay alive anon, life are too valuable to just give up on them

>>73942599
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nky4me4NP70
i think this fits my mental image of you. try it out.

>>73942752
I enjoyed that song, thank you Anon

>>73942660
Suicidal thoughts are different than being suicidal. Believe me, my girlfriend has dealt with that same issue with the obnoxious little voice in your head, but she is still an incredibly happy woman with interests and things she loves to do. Just tune it out as best you can. I know it's hard but it's absolutely worth it.

>>73942830
The suicidal thoughts are constant, they never go away, I am suicidal, I research methods to kill myself, I know how I would do it if the time ever really came. I'm seeing a new psychologist on Monday, I might get put into a mental hospital. I'm scared and alone.

I'm also very, very drunk, although it might now show in my typing because I'm not retarded.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwG5j9KdHWk

>>73942884
It sounds like you just lack serotonin in your brain, because you still have interests and desires but you have constant ideations. Just let your psychologist help you, and see where your neurotransmitter balance is at. A lot of times there is a simple medication that can help you, and you can be referred to a psychiatrist for a prescription. But this is not the end of the road

And believe me, you will NOT be thrown in a mental hospital against your will or anything like that. There's nothing to be afraid of. All they're going to do is run some assessments to see how they can help you. My girlfriend and thousands of other people have the same problem, it's not just you. But you can be helped it certainly won't involve involuntary commitment. As someone who worked in a mental hospital for a couple months I can guarantee you that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0_0aCBppWM

>>73942152
I'll post a sad video because the thread demands it, but don't do it man. Similarly, I got into dancing because I had those thoughts and the process of improvement has helped me a lot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqQTODR3kR8

>>73943132
My Dad is important enough that I can get therapy for free. I'll be seeing a new psychologist on Monday but I'm honestly afraid. I'm already on fluoxetine (20mg, upped to 40mg 2 days ago). I have researched methods to kill myself a lot recently, I really do fear that I may be forced into a hospital. The fact that I actively research methods to kill myself will probably be considered as a legitimate danger which warrants me being put into a hospital.

I could deal with being shoved into a hospital if my Mum didn't have to find out.

It terrifies me that she might know what really goes on inside my mind.