Post your current feels/situation/etc and others recc albums for u

>>73280930
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpAwrkmzmp0

File: saturation.jpg (893KB, 1080x1080px) Image search: [Google]

893KB, 1080x1080px

>>73280930
>feel very lonely
>want a lasting relationship
>afraid of the emotional pain i'd have to get through
>also don't want to put in the effort it requires

File: got-milk-dark-knight-joker-600x318.jpg (34KB, 600x318px) Image search: [Google]

34KB, 600x318px

>>73280930

Through the flames and the fire we carry on.

>wasted too much time playing and learning about music
>dead end job
>no meaningful relationships
>no future

dont bother recommending music because i really dont care, i just wanted to type that out

>>73280930

>just got rejected but am probably gonna hit within the next week
>honestly very content with life right now

File: 65sbUVrK5Eq3vTFGpo8Wd8pgn5xR5DPfIk1rSi9U2tU.jpg (119KB, 1024x1024px) Image search: [Google]

119KB, 1024x1024px

>>73280930
>all my serious relationships stem from friendships
>dont know how to cross that line and create intimacy
Im dating this girl Ive been friends with for some time. But I feel like Im just reinforcing our friendship and not creating any romance.

>im too passive and apathetic
>struggling to find a reason to continue
>hate that im only logically smart rather than imaginative and inquistive
>dont feel the need to socialize with new people, wish I did.

well...this is depressing

File: happy black guy smiles at camera.png (350KB, 707x455px) Image search: [Google]

350KB, 707x455px

>Tired of the whole school thing, just want it to end it
>Feeling rather mixed, in one hand i have been dealing with a lot of moral problems and just valuating myself to become a better person
>In the other hand i'm happy with what i'm currently going thru, lots of good experiences and things have been doing recently, things i have done in months have the same nostalgic feeling like a childhood memory.
>Feel like a more human person but not quite, there's still something missing, probably a relationship that is sustained by love and actual feelings

That's all, being a human is hard but i guess its what all the other feel like

>>73282073
What did u expected from a shithole like mu?

File: 1485707129798.png (975KB, 739x772px) Image search: [Google]

975KB, 739x772px

>Kinda bored with life
>Annoyed at my "friends" for being shitty to me lately
>Lowkey still not over a girl who rejected me a month ago
>Been trying to stay in shape at least; it helps

I'm going to court in 3 days cause someone thinks i tried to sexually touch em or some shit and now i worried that my life will be put on hold for a year if i don't convince the judge that hes bullshit

Got any kind of music for me that can help?

>>73281695

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_0d01XbXg0

File: dear god make it stop.png (2MB, 868x948px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 868x948px

>medications arent working, mood swings are becoming more and more severe and unpredictable
>family and friends are worrying more about me, i tell them to not worry that the medications are fine but they know nothing is fine
>broke a 2 year long streak of no selfharm recently, intense suicidal thoughts have come back. when i hurt myself its just like all the lights in my head turn off and nothing makes sense anymore for that short time.

i'm scared of myself.

File: alone.png (776KB, 1152x866px) Image search: [Google]

776KB, 1152x866px

>isolated myself farther and farther from the last few friends I have
>ruined any chance I have with only girl I've felt true feelings for
>quit job due too anxiety
>ended semester on "academic alert"

Music for when your life has fallen apart and will never get better?

>>73281695
Teen Suicide - Waste Yrself
>>73282055
>>dont know how to cross that line and create intimacy
I know this feel. I just don't feel comfortable being intimate, even if I really want to.
>>73282620
American Football - s/t
>>73283804
That's really shitty. Hope you can get through it, but I don't know what to rec.
>>73283839
I stopped taking my medication a few weeks ago for some reason and I fell off hard and started self-harming again after doing well.
HANL - The Unnatural World

>>73283866
>HANL - The Unnatural World
i actually liked this a lot when it came out and then forgot about it completely, thanks.

my rec to you is
>The Dismemberment Plan - Emergency & I
i know its sub-/mu/core but its probably my favorite anxiety album, honestly.