>Current Feel >Current Favorite Song

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>Took 1 and 1/2 klopins and got dank, bout to watch that new cannibal film Raw.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmHWC4O1azk

>I want to die. Not in a meme way. Not in an attention grabbing way. I just don't want to be here. If I could erase my existence go away without hurting the people that care about me I would. But nope. Fucking stuck. I hate it. I'm tired of telling my therapist that I won't kill myself every time I leave. My certainty on that is wavering so much lately.
>Bedwetter - haze of interference

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Its gonna be a good night lads. Hope this thread has some gems i havnt heard before

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Px6ZT4PSShk

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>>72973710
>tfw you know this feel

>>72973720
>creeped out by that creepy guy in your picture
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fytrEVeuSnU

>just woke up from a nap, have a billion things to do right, should be doing other things instead of the things I should be doing right now, feel a slight head pressure
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkoI2H91j0

>nervous about performing but i'll probably do fine, waiting for school to end so I can move away and start a new life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ID15H4F6jvI

>>72973800
college or high school?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqZEAuc_S3U

>Tried to continue on a song, get frustrated, listen to music, get motivated, repeat for the past 4 years now
>One day I'll develop my style and make music that I can actually be proud of
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4PaHGXc8Zc

>>72973851
high school

>inb4 underage
turned 18 recently, too bad i cant buy smokes in CA

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>JUST
>mac demarco - passingoutpieces

>Feel like it's now or never to decide whether to live a safe boring life or a risky uncertain one with the chance of it being better
>Jesus and Mary Chain - Just Like Honey

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>>72973931
god, must be miserable if your already on here in high school

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTXeg-Swq9w

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>Nervous but Jamming
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YR-AvTDctk

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>genuinely happy and satisfied with where my life is rn
>Magical Mystery Tour

>>72974085
ive been on here since I was fourteen lol

>>72974192
damn mate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qti_kKkXwOI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RknUh1LapJs

I'm fine.

Incredibly anxious and ashamed about how much of a faggot I am for being scared of driving. I have to go to the DMV tomorrow and renew my learner's permit. I'm 20 years old. Also feel like I'm wasting time play Overwatch all day instead of looking for a job or something.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMccPJqyg0o

>>72974510
oh my god anon I'm 20 and I haven't even had a learners permit before because of my fear of driving. I'm proud of you for at least going in and renewing your permit. It's a step in the right direction.

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>drinking, dread of going to my bottom of the barrel deadend job tomorrow, general economic and existential anxiety/angst, dull, ever present urge to off myself which I thought I was done with at this point in my life

>Temptation by New Order 12" ver

>>72974555
I've had a permit for like 3-4 years now. Driven a car like 4 times tops. There's just no time while I'm at university to practice and every time I've actually driven I've been miserable. Nearly ran someone down in a crosswalk and almost hit someone merging into the turn lane. It didn't help my instructor was a huge dick though.

>>72973425
>cautious optimism
>amplifier - airborne (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJz2ueniLFw)

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>Think my qt coworker likes me, but I'm too afraid to make a move
>1937 State Park - Car Seat Headrest

TIme for twin peaks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqpcrpC3P28

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I feel like I waste all the free time I have

A passage to Rhodesia https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8UMuaN3GK0

bit aimless
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53yEyj0mjfo

>>72974611
Just do it anon. If she doesn't like you now then waiting will not make her like you. Just make sure you dont do some dumb shit and end up in HR

>A mixture between sadness and lethargy
>Etta James - I'd Rather Go Blind

>despair
>there is a light that never goes - the smiths

>directionless. not necessarily depressed, just kinda grey

>The Cure - Prayers for Rain

>>72974734
never goes out*

>>72974510
My permit expires in a month, I've got it all down but parallel parking. I've delayed that for a year now

>>72974769
I'll kill myself when i'm damn well ready you faggot

>>72973710
why do you see a therapist? They just take your money and dont really care about you

human empathy isnt real, just fake reassurance

>a bit overwhelmed but adventurous, somewhat ready to take on my responsibilities, trying to figure out which of my current friends are the ones I should stick by for the future
>Sugar - The Act We Act
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4DJnmD2z7M

>>72974692
>Just make sure you dont do some dumb shit and end up in HR
That's what I'm worried about

>song
Deep Purple - Space Truckin (Live Made in Japan)
>feel
I fell in love again, I've been avoiding her for so long and I finally got over her. But we hung out a few days ago, and now I feel all those feels again. I don't know what to do.

>>72973710
Not much I can tell you, I sometimes feel that way too. I guess find any small pleasures you can, that's what I do.
>>72973955
Good song.
>>72974742
I know this feel. I don't think I'll ever figure things out.

>kinda on the verge of getting in a relationship with my ideal 10/10 but it feels like everything is getting in the way of us seeing each other and she lives 100 miles away and goes to a different uni
>fuck mutual feelings that can't be expressed properly, but at least I'm seeing her Sun - Mon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUhjfmV1Pvc&ab_channel=TrtaMrta

>>72973931
>turned 18 recently, too bad i cant buy smokes in CA
fucking pure cringe

>>72974085
most people here are in fucking high school

>>72974085
Literally most of 4chan is underage, an overwhelming majority.

Shit, I'm 24 but I've been on 4chan since middle school.

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>>72974911
you think? I havnt been on /mu/ for like 4 years
>>72974878
ross is GAY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yJxkhEhUFM

>>72973710
I feel very similar. Another reason I won't kill myself is because I feel it's cowardly, though.

>>72974980
why do you think theirs so much death grips fans?

I want to die. I'll never be happy and I'll never be loved.

The Strokes - Drag Queen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ts7cgeZC5J0

>>72973710
Pretty much this essentially. But I keep living because I'm too scared of butchering my suicide attempt.

Current favorite song:
Al-Namrood - Xenophobia or Shining - I och med insikt skall du förgå

>>72973710
I triple dog dare you to pray to God tonight and ask him to reveal himself to you. Ask him to let you feel his love anon. You are finally ripe, as many of you here are.

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>feel
extremely anxious and lonely. every day i fantasize about going off the grid and getting on a bus and letting it take me far away

>song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eu1-GOxaH9c

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>>72975034
i felt like the love for Kendrick and love for other sorta meme rap acts like fuck on me dude, made me feel like /mu/ has been compromised. The Needle became to popular on here & pfork died in 2012

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6ICEU06UWM

>>72973425
>Homesick
>All my friends - LCD Soundsystem

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I'm depressed, but after all these years I don't even know if that matters. The self loathing and wish for death are still there, but i function. The loneliness and lack of direction or purpose I think is worse. And the crippling fear of ageing and throwing my life away.

https://youtu.be/yPpAzPmf_Wo

>>72975298
I triple dog dare you to pray to God tonight and ask him to reveal himself to you. Ask him to let you feel his love anon. You are finally ripe, as many of you here are.

>have a test next january, the most important of my life
>literally 500 guys vs me only 10 will pass
>im moving on my own to the big city a month before the test
>failing it will destroy my confidence, my dreams and my economy
>I still don't know what ill have to study since the bibliography comes out in october
>reading all the books I can from past bibliographies

>ex still have on fb and now she is a leftwing feminist and joined college probably to politic
>is ok since this means she is not thinkig about suicide anymore but weird anyway

>dinosaur Jr - little fury things - acoustic
>nas - black zombie
>fait to midland - uh oh
>gergerogerigege - gerogerogerigege
>Par Benatar - Invisible
>a bunch of 80s hits on vaporwave remix

>>72975384
I've never liked the orgnized religion/higher power ideas mate.
I get that people get on with that, but i never felt the need to believe that there's some sort of higher plan for each one of us or that we need to be good so we go to heaven.

I'm a good person because I am, i don't think there's any need for a specific reason to be kind, just like i don't think the promise of some plan we can't understand is important.

>>72973425
I feel like someone has taken a shit inside my heart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Iq9naIa6UA

>>72975451
what kind of test is this, anon?

>>72975473
We live in a simulation
God is real

>in love
>Because I'm Me

>>72975473
>I'm a good person because I am
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tautology
What does it mean to be a good person?

>>72975540
We PROBABLY live in a simulation.

>>72975556
Let's not go down that road mate. I'm just really not up for a philosophy at this hour.

>>72973425

>can't be bothered to improve my life at all, too lazy to do things I (think I) want to do

>Toby Driver - Craven's Dawn

>>72975604
Then don't say inane shit, semfalalmalamalmpai

Also we possibly live in a simulation; we have no way to prove it

Song: Flutes - Hot Chip

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU2Palkj0EI

Everything is going well for me. I'm not used to it and I constantly worry that something will go wrong at any moment.

>>72975634
If universes can be simulated (which they can), then it makes sense that the number of simulations would outnumber the quantity of "real universes". So chances are we live in a simulation, when maths are applied. We can't prove it one way or the other, but yeah, we probably live in one since, imagine, there's 1 real universe and 50 simulations. The use of "probably" is justified and makes perfect sense.

>>72973425
Current feel: 10 xanax deep and depressed.
Current Favorite song: Piranha plant's lullaby Piano Version by Koji Kondo

>>72975473
That good your talking about is Love. You have love, you have God. God is Love. As for the Catholic Church our understanding of God is vastly different from the secular illustration. https://youtu.be/1zMf_8hkCdc watch that I think you'll appreciate it.

>>72973425
Could be better, could be worse. Feeling a bit gloomy the last few days.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?
v=EtLVXBqfqBY

Feels: Have horrible self esteem barely can look in mirror, when I want to do anything I find a way to procrastinate, want to get help but just can't, and feel like I am slowly falling deeper into the void that is depression.
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hof4EESpe_k
The intro is the thing I relate to most the feeling of trying hard but failing.

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>feel
Little worried about how my future is going to look like
>song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbbpflO_rwI

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Been drifting away from a group of friends I've known for years. It sucks feeling lonely, but I know leaving them behind probably isn't such a bad thing.

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Carbon Leaf - Desperation Song
>Desperation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0yu-mRBXlo

>23 and not doing anything but working at a liquor store and drinking at night
>friends have graduated college, become successful musicians, and/or have high paying jobs
>last friend I had near me is moving to Utah tomorrow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85BvT5X6WSo

>satiated
>i dont know what the song is but minute 1 to minute 2 of this video I've been listening to on repeat for the past couple hours
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tDi_pjEO_0&feature=youtu.be&t=60

>>72975473
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbzcdG5FK3c
you don't need to belong to an organized religion to believe in God

>>72975074
boredom update: made myself some coffee, threw butter and whiskey in it for good measure. feeling better but i have every reason not to

this is my new jam
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0TlQ-tg-EE

>>72976438
this feel is too relatable. try stepping out for a walk friend. be real observant and try to find relaxing sources of beauty that you can concentrate on

>>72973955
JUST went through this phase with that exact song. Sorry anon hope it gets better

>>72977301
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLta2b9zQ64

God is anti division, not anti religion.

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>tfw the girl you're in love with won't ever speak to you again
>pic related - trying 2 fool u
Fuck

>just realized that i'm not really over someone who will never return my feelings
>Sufjan Stevens — Enchanting Ghost

>i want to die
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPAQe5brCjc

>>72975536
film college, most important film college in LATAM, gettin in would basically save my irrelevant existence

>>72975298
i've been searching for the words to describe how i feel for a while now. you did it for me. thank you man. i hope things get better for you (they're certainly not for me hahahaha kill me)

>Just graduated college, need to figure out what I want to do with my life. A lot of weird mixed emotions about leaving friends and uncertainty about future

>Slowdive - No Longer Making Time

>i want a cute asian gf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8-tXG8KrWs

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>alone
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UW1IqW6kNdU

feel like a failure. spent most of my day trying to do my first corporate tax return, but I had no idea what I was doing. my manager is chinese so I don't understand him well. feel like dead weight in my job.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKVYHJwIi2M

First world problems lol come on people move on from the past

does anyone have a good image for
>tfw i like wonderwall but it's become a meme

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>new job, new apartment, still no bf (male)
>Some Time Alone, Alone https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzkyQsBdpzE

That melancholy feeling as you start to stop feeling crazy about your crush

After the flood by talk talk

i feel very good :)

favorite song hmm probably Narra - Best Parts

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>>72973425
>Current Feel
I'm worthless scum
>Current Favorite Song
MONO - Com(?)

>>72974510
Damn this is boring af

>>72973425
>Jlin - Holy Child

>Just hung out with a qt3.14 friend of a friend who was visiting my town. We're both in relationships but I still felt something for her (which desu she probably didn't feel back). I was a bit awkward, got in my own head a little too much and was worried that I was coming across weird or stilted. I might not ever see her again so whatever. Still, would have been nice if she thought I was pleasant and charming and funny.

So I guess it's that feeling of coming down off a high when you get done with hanging out with somebody pretty, mixed with the usual social angst and anxiety, as well as the feeling of trying unsuccessfully to tell yourself it doesn't matter.

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>>72978914
>tfw i like wonderwall but it's become a meme

>>72973425
>don't give a fuck
>Melvins - Blood Witch

>the feelings associated with the inability to move on after a relationship has ended
>When She Begins - Social Distortion

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>One work day left, free at 10 AM and salary comes on 29th day, good feels
>Kate Bush - A Dream of Sheep

>pinegrove - cadmium

>tfw noided about own thoughts, choices and mannerisms being manipulative, other people feeling that they are and them wanting to not be my friends anymore

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>>72973710

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>Got rejected
>The Replacements- Treatment Bound

>grouper - headache

>ISTP (I feel too much)

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>Low - Words
>SAD hitting me hard this year already

>Death Cab for Cutie - Expo '86
>Feeling very much in love

Haven't felt this good in months.

>>72974807
>human empathy isnt real, just fake reassurance
bahaha what a keyboard warrior.

bet you recently discovered cioran or something deep.

man this thread is so me 8-10 years ago - before i had anything worthwhile in my life like a job i enjoy, or any people in my life.

it gets better, boys.
just remember, you're not anything special and everyone feels a bit lonely sometimes.
it does pick up, and it does get better.
life is confusing when you don't actually know what life is yet, but you will eventually.
listening to depressive music doesn't really help, but learn to taste your misery.
enjoy it.
i miss the solitude now.
what i wouldn't give to have the time to listen to as much music as i used to, and be a non-human again reading the trouble with being born and thinking i want to retire in the south of france in pure solitude at 40.

>song
Animal Collective - Jimmy Mack
>current mood
bit guilty i guess - feel as i should be doing more work, and i'm just not bothering. life seems to be going by quite smoothly without much effort at the moment.

another long hot summer to get through wishing you were here and
A classical song I can never remember the name of

>Favorite song
Mew - Candy Pieces All Smeared Out
>Current feel
I'm lost. I got a job recently, and I've got $300 saved up that I can buy an acoustic guitar with, but I don't know. My dreams of making a nice lo-fi album are silly - I know almost nothing about either playing or recording, and I'm so depressed that I might not even enjoy it.

Still, what else do I have? Buy another videogame? My daily routine has been the exact same for the past few years, only now it's less enjoyable than ever.

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>No motivation, no friends or people to talk to, just working out each day, eating, and sleeping. Nothing makes me happy anymore.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vltC-O7PDYQ

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>>72975098
I lived somewhere else for many years, felt homesick. I moved home, now I feel like I cannot relate to anyone here, and lack a sense of belonging, while getting away from here now is impossible for many years to come.

>feel
fuck

Might as well go by the damn word itself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAzXH9k-p0Y

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>>72986239
>>72975540
>>72975556
>>72976392
>>72977301

Another thinkpiece on a similar topic if you have the time, relating to life as a simulation. Has somewhat of a new age tone, but certainly interesting.
By Alan Watts.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alan_Watts

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1INJ8zq23sQ

>have lost all motivation to do anything that once brought me joy, while avoiding all types of communication with my friends and family, and let go on my hope of getting with a girl ive been crazy about for months but my medication makes it impossible to cry
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6okxuiiHx2w

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>>72973425
I didn't do any research in high school so I ended up in some fucking landfill of a college where I get to watch pretty much everybody around me have fun except me because I'm too fucking autistic to make friends on my own. My grades are mediocre because spending two whole years sitting in my room alone has sapped every bit of motivation I had and now there's pretty much no way I can get into med school now without tacking on a year of graduate school. I wish I could just stop existing, I don't want to kill myself but what else am I supposed to do, I'm fucking miserable.
bonus feel: no gf ever

https://youtu.be/4WPZMhFa84U

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>Current Feel

creative, productive, focused (vyvanse)

>Current Favorite Song

well more like currently playing but I suppose it's a favoriteT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNIwp-MSz8g

(currently on 30mg, 70mg is too much but the pill looks cool)

>>72987891
>there's pretty much no way I
there might be though

>>72987944
Even if I get solid A-'s for the next two years my gpa will still be below a 3.5, and I doubt I can even do that if things keep going the same way

>feel pretty goodman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xggZnVwkt6A

>jaded and lost in a universe where basis of meaning leads to recursion, the basis of reality is nonexistent and there are no answers in our causal logic by necessity of the structure of causal logic
>Its tortoises all the way down
>but if you take lsd then you don't think causally, and the answer becomes obvious. You think in a way such that your thoughts are recursively linked and perfectly geared to contemplate things such as existence.
>lsd and shrooms are all I think about now.
>My whole life has been spent searching for truth, halfway through ivy league uni in mathematics only to find that what I want answered cannot be by our conventional definitions
>In mathematics there can be many kinds of logic
>It is now my life purpose to now develop this logic present in psychedelic minds
>I will die trying to find out what this all is before my arc of consciousness descends once more into dirt
>this all just kind of came out there is nothing else in existence for me besides music and fucking around with my boys
>https://soundcloud.com/mogotvibez/faded

>>72987938

Me: *hasnt even entered the room yer*

Person on drugs: currently flying on 130mg

>>72988178
you are such a fag

>>72988190
not even good drugs it's fucking vyvanse

>>72988201
name a better place to post inner autism than 4chan

>>72988258
you're free to post your pseudo-intellectual bullshit and shill your crap on tumblr

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>constipated, heart is exhausted, very hungry and no beer
Young Doctors theme tune

>>72988022
>>72988737
there's always pharmacy?

Really really happy. Not because of drugs, life or anything else. I don't need an excuse to be happy :)
- Tom Rosenthal "Red Red Red"

>>72973425
>pretty sad
>Sparklehorse - Maria's little elbow

>>72988888

>Feel
High and eating my favorite snack. Pretty comfy right now Desu
>Song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvvblmN1hEw

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>want to break up with girlfriend but she's suicidal and would probably kill herself if I left
>Atcq- Conrad Tokyo

>>72973425
>feeling really lonely, want to do something besides the internet, too (((weird))) to make new friends
>Radiohead - Morning Bell

>two weeks into first "real" job and there is literally no way i can do this for 40 years
>Julien Baker - Go Home

>>72988242
vyvanse is pretty good...

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>>72973425
>Depressed, yet strangely motivated. I'm actually interested in dating and I actually fell in love after years and years of being single. What was I thinking?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sC0UtEH2Su0

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>waaah muh """"""depression"""""""'
what a fucking shit thread
kys yerselves

>>72989189
yeah if you're too retarded to sit down for five minutes and do stop procrastinating

>>72989332
what did you hope to accomplish by this post

>>72989332
>implying there's any other reason to use this website

back to plebbit

>>72973425
>looking into hindsight and regretting almost everything I remember in some way
>Pink Floyd - Time (I know DSoTM is overrated but this tune seems to resonate with me at the moment)

>>72989404
>apologizing for liking things

faggot

>bored, lonely, drunk
>the police - man in a suitcase

>>72973425
>mental and physical capacities extremely diminished from sleep deprivation and adderall withdrawal
>what you want - My Bloody Valentine
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=azXLPL-iuSI

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Recently mustered the confidence to talk to my long-time crush. We actually have a lot in common and she seems to enjoy my company. Too bad she still has a boyfriend.

This will all probably amount to nothing. But for now, I can bask in these sweet, sweet daydreams while I waste my youth away.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2FkECO2bPg

I just want a real fucking person to talk to, everything fucking sucks and the only people I have to vent to are anonymous assholes on a Malaysian chicken taming forum

it's so fucking frustrating

https://youtu.be/fi33-cITS0s

>no female contact for a while, developed a crush on a co-worker and creeped her out, now she despises me and gossips about me
>current song: transmission by joy division

>>72990140
Go out and run around the block a couple times

>>72990163
what do I do when I get back and everything still sucks

>>72990199
you'll feel better about things for a little while at least

dem endorphins

>>72990235
thanks but I don't want to feel better for a little while, I want to feel better period

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>>72990268
Don't stop running.

>>72990332
I wish

>rn tired as fuck of my University classes. Don't even know what I'm doing there. And lobe doesn't treats me well.
>Noir Désir - Un jour en France

Message In A Bottle

Peace.

Feel: comfy.

Current favorite song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZpLlwxk7XQ

Listen to that funk.

>>72973931
Don't smoke.

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Wasted my whole life, and I've never been happy anywhere

The Cure - Homesick/Beach House - On the Sea

>>72973710
also this

Feel:
>7 years since last relationship
>Turning 24, I'll have my masters degree next year but I dont really care.
>Very freightened about the years flying by without finding someone to love

Song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ln_nkxwT_Tc

>>72973425
https://youtu.be/pjtxK9eROAw

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>tfw can't see girl I want to see because she wants to focus on exams
>she is strangely somewhat qt and up for taking the piss out of each other and being playful
>still not been on a proper first date yet we clearly both like each other

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5uQMwRMHcs

Probably the most depressed I've ever been.

Song: Dua Lipa - Blow Your Mind

>feel like i've done and thought all of the things, until all that remains isn't worth the effort
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DBryN5Tfdg
>because nostalgia

>>72973425
>Loner by Burial
>Loner by Burial