Im so depressed and suicidal /mu/. I feel like Ive heard all music and music no longer the shoulder I lean to to escape.
I used to get lost in songs and fantasize about music videos and stuff in my head. Now music just sounds like noise, I dont relate to most lyrics or emotional range of music unless it is anger. I feel like i am constantly between a 5-9 on an anger scale. I just want to experience bliss again, i feel so far removed from it though. What is some good rock/metal oriented music thats new? Favorite bands include nine inch nails, melvins, mayhem, morbid angel, om, type o negative, neurosis, alice coltrane, deftones, korn, oneohtrix point never, aphex twin
metal is dead
>I used to get lost in songs and fantasize about music videos and stuff in my head. Now music just sounds like noise
This legitimately made me sad, have a song that gives me feels:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSLvyCKoZZo
listen to new pallbearer op, most cathartic guitar riffs 2017
>>72644223
i know the feeling. you need to do things. friends, exercise and a good diet also helps.
Metal has been a walking corpse since 2004 with very few interesting releases after that time.
>>72644223
>Car Bomb - Meta (Technical death metal). Sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncs-Z9eWbYk
>Vektor - Outer Isolation (Thrash metal/ progressive metal. I assume you've heard it already though if not then it wouldn't hurt). Sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1tAbcWrrIQU
>>72645951
Bro thank you i love godflesh also i do get out and excercise and eat right, i even pray and meditate and do yoga and stuff. This depression i have seems to slowly be eating away my will to live as nothing really makes me feel good anymore. I will do yoga or a good workout and instead of feeling happy for myself i feel like i need to do more, even though ill do a like 2hr workout.
>>72645971
Dude i tried to get into pallbearer, i even went to one of their shows in 2015, they are extremely boring and i fail to see their appeal. Im a huge type o negative fan and can hear the influence but pallbearer are boring