I have depression and I have lost all hope for my life, I see my life as worthless and I am close to suicide.
music for this feel?
>>72346416
Downward spiral
The Wall
>>72346416
every life is "worthless" my dude
worth is just an arbitrary human concept
Still Listening by Bearing
>>72346445
Kek, those are in my top ten of my most favorite albums, I plan on listening to one of tracks from there before I jump from this bridge pretty close to my home.
>>72346455
Indeed, there is no real point to stay in it, I realize that more and more by each day.
>>72346505
Anything by train
>>72346505
i'm dead serious, no joke, have you ever been diagnosed with autism?
>>72346505
if there are people who care about you, it's best not to do it
>>72346614
Actually, yes. You spotted it pretty nicely, can I ask why?
>>72346629
I know, but people die every day, I'm just one guy and I'm not that important, I may have friends and people who love me, but nothing that you couldn't get over. In the end, I am that type of thing that when disappears, it's good since you get to meet better people.
>>72346687
>I am that type of thing that when disappears, it's good since you get to meet better people.
Think about life as a simple equation for a moment. Your goal is to minimise the suffering you cause. In my opinion, there is literally no "better" way to live. Now, killing yourself would cause immense suffering in your family/friends etc.
It's just not worth it, if you don't have a really good reason.
>>72346687
>Actually, yes. You spotted it pretty nicely, can I ask why?
i can smell autism from a nautical mile. but seriously, it's because you agreed with >>72346455, and how you agreed with him, which is something i see literal autistics and "pseudo-autistics" do a lot. i wasn't trying to be mean at all. i'm also assuming you don't exercise often or eat to well, this is more of a guess, try that. also spend less time on the internet, especially reddit and youtube. listen to pet sounds.
Just do it OP, one less retard to clog up he catalog with these threads
>>72346848
>i'm also assuming you don't exercise often
I actually over-exercise
> or eat to well
Kinda true, I eat as little as I possible can.
Morrissey (while still in The Smiths) has always been a great friend to me. But sounds like you've gone past that feel
>>72346848
>existential crises are autism
whew
>>72346416
Listen to Electric Presidents self titled
>>72346893
>I actually over-exercise
cardio or lifting? i'm assuming cardio
>Kinda true, I eat as little as I possible can.
that's not good. eat more leafy vegetables and eggs.
>>72346505
Bridge? What a retard you are, drowning is extremely painful.
>>72346416
Spirit of Eden and Laughing Stock were my go to albums when I was suicidal
>>72346416
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chIVUGPH-UQ&list=PLUlzOuYzU3EuhSq-jCXicctXiUl0d6CXM&index=2
>>72346913
>existential crises are autism
the "life is worthless" crises is one autistics/"pseudo-autistics" dwell on a lot, but i was referring to his response.
>Indeed, there is no real point to stay in it, I realize that more and more by each day.
which screamed autism (again, not trying to be mean).
Alright, what is the easiest method to kill yourself?
>>72347104
Handgun. Or hanging if you poor
>>72346416
Rick Wright - Broken China
https://youtu.be/d9IxdwEFk1c
The glow part two is my go to depression music recently
>>72347080
so you just assume that everyone who experiences such a crisis is autistic?
damn son, Camus musta been autism incarnate
>>72347080
You don't know what autism is then.
This album is my crutch right now, I find the repetition comforting.
The Tenth Sublevel of Suicide by Leviathan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLfTAPEvz7U
>>72346416
Van Morrison - Astral Weeks
Bumping for more suicidal albums.
>>72346416
Love will save you - swans
>>72346416
you don't think you're life is worthless
if it was you wouldn't care enough to kill youself
you're just a sad little bitch admit it
>>72348835
>you're life is worthless
You can't be edgy and write like this boi.
>>72346416
This.
Also, Pedro the Lion has some good depressing shit and Wil Wagner's Laika album is pretty good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_Hyp93fxHE
Shining - Besvikelsens Dystra Monotoni
Kill Yourself by FilthyFrankTV
>>72347075
https://mcraigculbertson.bandcamp.com/album/book-of-the-damned
jeff mangum and the jewish girls
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1EXenbtVAg
>>72346416
Listen to this. You're not the first one to feel this feeling, and you damn sure won't be the last. Take it from these guys.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-u9sKVTcVn8