My parents found a notebook in which I discussed suicide and

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YEpBmsF2Eo

Any of that shit made for 14 year old emo girls. My Chemical Romance and the like.

>>72332238
That's happened to me before. I listened to Pet Sounds a lot around that time

That's why you burn them after writing them. The writing process itself is cathartic, and after that there is no need to save it. You'll just end up cringing or having someone else discover it.

>>72332238
you must be 18 to post here

>>72332349
This. Every journal I tried to keep ended with me rereading it and tearing it to shreds.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrUoK_TvVa8

>>72332238
hang in there bro, middle school is rough

>>72332349
It doubles as a planner and page-ripping makes me cringe. I guess it doesn't matter now anyway.

>>72332274
Thank you.

>>72332480
fucking amazing tune.
depressing as fuck, also.

>>72332238
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oWxfAvJKhE

>>72332238
I could use some of this shit too. Killing myself soon. Need some music for my last moments.

>>72332518
have you never listened to slowcore before

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>>72332555

>>72332555
waste of time. you'll probably just end up maiming yourself. listen the beach boys or something

>>72332555
Don't do it, anon :(
Hang in there :(
Someone loves you and will be really hurt if you do it

>>72332238
DEAR MOTHER DEAR FATHER!
WHAT IS THIS HELL YOU HAVE PUT ME THROUGH??
IM A MIDDLE SCHOOLER AND YOU TOOK THE COMPUTER!
I REALLY WANTED TO PLAY SOME GAMES!
BUT DAMN YOU FOR NOT GIVING ME MY CHANCE!


Edge off kiddo

>>72332610
>>72332614
Tried twice before. Ended up in a psych ward each time. I've stopped caring.

>>72332577
No, I have. I wasn't saying it as a bad thing, I love sad music. I just wanted to point it out.

>>72332650
maybe seek some help amigo. i've seen a lot of folks fail and cripple themselves.

>>72332533
Way too noisy, sorry.

>>72332578
I think 5 Leaves Left is going to be better; more lyrically driven.

>>72332662
i said that because of your over excited reaction. i would have rec'd you entry level stuff if you hadn't

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>>72332555
livestream it

>>72332697
Oh, I get it. I have heard some, but would still greatly appreciate your reccs, as I haven't heard much in the genre.
I like that song and the album Down colorful hill, by Red house Painters.

>>72332677
>I've stopped caring.

>>72332768
yeah yeah, whatever.
you wanna kill yourself? do it, stop making a victim out of yourself on an image board and get something done for once.

Just gonna drop it down because it has to do with this thing.
The Downward Spiral - Nine Inch Nails
The Fragile - Nine Inch Nails
>and now for something completely different
St. Anger - Metallica

>>72332744
Have you heard Codeine? Both of their albums are great. You'll probably like Frigid Star more on first listen, but White Birch more later. Also check out Low's debut.

>>72332781
aight homie. After I get the drugs.

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>>72332238
feel it

>>72332274
This, it's what I was listening to when they figured out the same thing for me ten years ago

>>72332349
And this, I kept all my writings for years but ending up shredding them all as an adult, it was a cathartic process in itself

>>72332808
Is it wrong that I've started seeing a therapist just so I can get prescribed antidepressants to overdose on? I'm afraid with other drugs I have access to I'll just end up with liver/kidney damage.

>>72332899
I've never really considered overdosing on antidepressants. They seem too safe nowadays.

>>72332791
I know them by name. Thanks, will check out.