currently listening, current feel, first sexual experience
nothing
boredom
jerking off when i was 12
>>71978065
>current listen
pic related
>current feel
linking up with friends at six flags tomorrow, seeing mount eerie next monday so pretty good bb
>first sexual experience
dry humping make out sesh in her truck close to my school after ditching fourth block
>>71978065
>echoes
>hungry
>none
>>71978083
that is with another person anon :>
>>71978095
Nice pic
Can I save it?
>>71978065
https://youtu.be/cPSs_vnVpbQ
ok
molested
>>71978132
im op, the album is the og post, so nice try
>Sadness
>Was forced to grab a boob once when I was in highschool
>>71978065
calm, but also a bit forlorn
one time in 8th grade i was making out with my girlfriend and i grabbed her butt. That's the furthest i've gotten and havent had any sexual/romantic interaction with a girl since then
>>71978193
also no im not gay
>>71978216
lol, don't think anyone thought you were
>>71978186
also no I'm not gay
pic related
peaceful yet I have a bunch of homework
I had sex a few times
Trout mask
Hungry
Girl gave me a bj on the bus in 7th grade
>album
pic, song: corn mouth
>current feel
stomach hurts a bit but feelin pretty good otherwise
>first sexual experience
got road head on the way back from a trip to DC
happy
Kissed my girlfriend in the middle of a field in the 9th grade also grabbed her but like 10 minutes earlier.
>>71978065
Im fucking a girl next week who loves Bowie, should I play this in the background or a different bowie album?
>TLOP
>Anxious and tired
>heh
>>71978345
im not a fan of the album particularly, but while fucking it should be fine. I'd go station to station, its a little creepy but very sexual
Confused and sleepy, just woke up
Pic related
Was a teenager, couldn't feel anything when I put it in because I was very drunk and had a condom on so I just took it out and jerked off on her face
Masturbation feels better than most forms of sex imo
>>71978322
i forgot the fucking picture god damn it
>pic related
>just woke up
>waking up naked beside some girl I hardly knew after a night of drinking
Pic rel
A bit hungry
Seen my older sister's breasts by mistake
>>71978065
I've just reached the end of what was a very good time in my life. It feels like I've woken up from a very pleasant dream and now have to accustom myself to normal life again.
TBD
>>71978527
can you explain more anon
>>71978541
you didnt answer
>>71978230
just didnt want any misunderstandings
also if there are any cute girls ITT please reply to this post with a picture and your phone number
>>71978605
I just want you to know I called you, I am a hot girl. I left you a message bb
>>71978541
>>71978065
Anxious, my neck hurts and my leg is shaking
Sucking my cousin's dick (I'm male)
>>71978767
male incest? at what age?
>Feeling full but I'm still eating
>lol
>current listening
Pic related
>current feel
Bit sad, bit hopeful, tired and hungry
>first sexual experience
Kissing my oneitis when we were 16
>>71978767
might you say you're noided
>>71978819
like 11
>Pic Related
>Overwhelmed, too much going on lately and not enough time to take care of everything properly
>Made out with and felt up a girl I knew from work
>>71978095
was she vaguely scene/indie
>>71978065
>Currently Listening
Ceres & Calypso in the Deep Time
>Current Feel
Pretty happy. Want to play CSGO. Want to see where it goes with this girl I know.
>First sexual experience
I regret it and he was bad. I'm not a fag but being a teenager will make you do some retarded shit.
>>71978065
Girl talk
annoyed
drunk groping with bf when I was 19
>>71979555
closer to indie. wore birkenstocks. heres a pic of her at seventeen on the right with her 18 yr old girlfriend.
>>71979668
did you post about this in another thread with like favorite novel and vidya and shit like that because this sounds really fckn familiar
>>71979685
yup
Feeling good even though the Preds lost. Today was let day and I made everyone in my military history class laugh.
Fingering my gf the summer after my senior year and then her giving me a blowjob. I still remember what it was like when she got so wet so fast. I'll probably never forget that.
>>71979693
fck man i don't wanna get to know anyone on this board even in an abstract way this is weirdly tripping me out
>>71979717
*leg day
Fucking phone I swear to god
Beach house Bloom
Kinda tired, about to go for a walk then bed. Feeling happy.
Getting high with my gay friend then making out, groping, trading blow jobs, and eventually fucking each other's asses when we were 16. It was fun ,but after having sex with some girls that is much better.
Pic related
I feel I have stopped growing as a person
Girlfriend jerked me off in our high school band room
>>71979717
nice bro. I'm a san diegan basketball fan so I pretty much just follow the best california team so I don't see losing much lmao
>>71979775
lmao I was in band and the theater, alcoves, practice rooms, and upstairs storage were the spots.
>gary numan
> boredom
>Incredibly rough sex to the point where it was non-consensual at 17, girl was semi-drunk, but she consented beforehand, woke up next morning passed out in a abandoned parking lot near her house, had bruise on my face, fully clothed
>>71979810
>>71979775
gross i fingered a girl in a band closet and i'll carry that with me the rest of my life. the experience was technically fine, but idk if i'm psychoemotionally alright with being the kind of person who gets girls off in high school band closets
>current feel
Nervous, irritated, and slightly aroused
>first sexual experience
In my car, parked at a shooting range. It was midnight, and she was actually not completely ugly. Went in raw in an awkward kind of sitting position, tried doing things I saw porn stars doing. Mostly failed, but we did manage to fog up the windows. Pulled out, came on her stomach/my car seat. Left a stain. Didn't wash it.
>>71979863
I violated a girl with the nut of my guitar while playing a show.
>>71979863
nothing wrong with it anon, every high school band has got people fooling around in that room
>>71979783
Preds are furpuck, m8.
>implying I would ever watch apehoop
Handegg and furpuck all day.
>>71979893
i know theyre hockey, bb. I always wanted to get into watching it
>>71979810
>alcoves
I didn't realize everyone had these.
>>71979921
thats what we called the hallway connecting the theater to outside anyways
>>71979909
Go to a game. Get good tickets. You're much more likely to get into it if you go to a game. I'm from south of Atlanta and had to pick up a new team after the thrashers went kaput
>>71979948
Our hallways between the band rooms had these weird indentions in the brick walls that seemed to serve no purpose apart from hiding kids doing hand stuff.
>The Smiths
>anxious
>hj at 15 from close woman friend, lost friendship
>>71979976
all we have is a minor league team, and I aint driving to LA to watch the fucking kings. I know a little about hockey, in that crosby and alexey are incredible, blackhawks are good rn i think, but thats about it. if I get into a sport im going all in on learning history and the whole league so I'll stick to apehoop
>>71978083
>describing masturbation as a first sexual experience
fpbp
>>71978065
>pic related
>manic depression
>sticking a carrot in my ass, jerking off then eating the carrot
>Indifferent
>had sex with a cousin
>>71980125
who is this, palahniuk?
Radiohead
Stressed out
No sexual experience
>>71978065
pic related
pic related
pic related
>>71979495
aah, alright, that makes me feel less concerned.
>>71978065
>album
Pic related + King Crimson - Larks' Tongues in Aspic.
>feel
Probably, hopefully, going to kill myself soon. I've got a therapist now, but he won't do anything. My medication didn't either.
>sexual experience
Never had anything close to a sexual experience.
>>71980608
:/ you sure you want to do that? most of us here have been there
>>71980608
Don't do it anon, and what are you feeling that is making you think it's what you want to do.
>>71980608
how old are you anon? people's brain chemistry can get fucked up in their youth, but a lot of people find happiness later than life. like something like 95% of people who survive suicide attempts regret trying. i'm not gonna make up bullshit and pretend like i know your life, but as someone who's been severely depressed i know the feeling like that's just what life it, and all it could be, but it really can and does get better, even for people who have felt that way from birth to like thirty.
>>71978065
discovered this band today. i like them a lot. getting back into deerhunter as well
hopeful, 8/10
humping my couch and accidentally cumming when i was 11
>>71980822
im this. sorry, forgot to post link
its stereolab
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6dNTmfZp0U
>>71980822
lmfao at that experience
>>71980837
were you the guy making the threads earlier? yeah that album is the titties
>>71978065
>currently listening
Millions of Dead Cops
>current feel
kinda sleepy, kinda bored
>first sexual experience
fingered my friend's sister
>>71979757
i had the opposite experience with my sexuality kek. i still fucking love girls though.
>currently listening:
gay horse album
>mood:
kind of depressed but also starting to feel just a little bit better about myself
>first sexual experience:
the "nervous game" in 7th grade (girl touched my dick, i felt her up)
>currently listening
the new clap your hands say yeah album. All their stuff since their debut has been utter trash but this is honestly a return to form, legitimately enjoy basically all of the tracks.
>current mood
depressed and not realizing my potential but im two beers in so im probably the most powerful and interesting person alive
>first sexual experience
definition varies based on what I've seen in this thread but I'm gonna go full on with my 14 year old girlfriend who gave me my first sloppy kiss and first naked girl in the same 2 hour span
>I want to die
>sucked my friends dick on a band trip
>>71981168
why do you want to die anon
>I don't know what career I want to study
>I licked my cousin's vagina when I was 9
>>71981185
>family is a fucking train wreck
>I'm going to some shit tier community college while kids younger than me are going to UC Berkeley or CSU Long Beach
>majoring in a subject I suck at cause "muh passion"
>zero friends, just some people that tolerate me sometimes
>wageslave at cuckmart
>>71981253
what are you majoring in? also if its your passion just follow through and you will get better. do what you feel is for you and dont think about people younger than you going to a better college, fuck them. do you
>>71981253
i cant speak to the family thing, just hope it gets better for you. but the rest is all temporary. what college you go to doesn't mean shit. there are dumbasses at harvard and cornell and geniuses at community colleges, and having a wageslave job in your teens or twenties is beyond normal, its basically necessary. these parts of your life will get better without a doubt, and i feel confident your social circle will too; everyone I know did, even fucking enormous, insufferable losers.
idk if any of this means anything, but i hope things get better for you anon, sincerely.
~ off of Vision Creation Newsun
Feeling that cusp between good and depressed.
Dry humped a friend's older sister.
>>71981308
i second this guy
>metallica live show from 2000
>food coma
>weekly boob playing with this girl back in 6th grade during art class/homeroom, does that count?
>>71981296
I'm a music major. I'm trying to decide what specific route to follow; i.e. Composition, Performance, B.M., etc.
>>71981308
Thanks bro. I appreciate it
>>71981381
I'm eighteen, heading into college. I've thought about doing music because I would consider myself a pretty good percussionist, but I've lost pretty much all joy from playing. i'll probably just go for one of the meme majors (english, philosophy) and see what happens
>>71980629
>>71980651
>>71980678
Eh, I think I'll hang on. It would absolutely devastate my mother. I'll probably wait for her to die before I kill myself.
>>71981406
Eh, college is a fucking meme. Save your money, get work experience, especially if you're going down the english or philosophy route. The only reason I'm still in college, is because it's actually helping to improve my craft.
>>71981429
Killing yourself is never the right idea, anon. You can tell me how you feel to me all night long on this thread, maybe it will make you feel better
>>71981472
It's my parents money, they've had a fund for me since before I was born, I'll at least see how it fits me first. I have nothing to lose
>>71981472
i mean college is oversold, but it's not a meme dude. philosophy is actually a really technical subject, degrees are really fucking important in that field. English is fairly similar, unless you're just trying to be a freelance writer or novelist.
>Pic related
>Depressed, bored, laying on the sofa alone again
>Drunk one night stand with a girl I met at uni nightclub, nothing special
Kelly Lee Owens
Longing for someone
Jerking off with big bro.
>>71979668
She looks like my Texan ex.
>>71981381
I'm in the exact same position as you senpai, including the no real friends and music course.
>>71980349
Lol
very anxious, found out i was moving like 2 weeks ago and we started moving today.
drunk with a single mother in my brother's room listening to One In A Million by Aaliyah
>>71978065
>Calm
>Made out with and felt up my first girlfriend in my friend's bed
>>71978065
Beach Boys: Wild Honey. I'd give it a 5/10.
A bit stressed about schoolwork.
At all was sliding down a poll on a jungle gym when I was young. With another person involved eating out my girlfriend. It was fun.
>>71978065
>currently listening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNeNn_KETIg&index=49&list=PLRKwlrBUASGtP9tMnGOZpUVI-7WZlMi53
>currently feel
whatamilivingfor.feels
>first sexual experience
14 with someone i once loved