ITT: Current song, current feel
Run away from home to dance polka?
I never understood finns
>life is going great, everything worked out, going to college of my dreams, have a girlfriend
>still melancholy and nervous about my future
the only music for this feel is weezer and the graduate soundtrack
>>71822736
Sufjan Stevens - Saturn
Thee Oh Sees - Tidal Wave
right now im completely lost
>>71822843
is that any good?
or is it just another BQE?
>>71822736
>tfw you'll never live like common people
>tfw cunts are still running the world
kate bush- the big sky
>>71822736
PIL- Theme
>>71822736
>am the comedic relief of most social groups
>nobody takes me seriously
>I joke about edgy shit so much nobody listens when I really do feel depressive
sing - slowdive
>>71823003
you say that as if the BQE isn't good
they both are btw, this new one sounds like the natural evolution of Age of Adz
Fine Corinthian Leather - Charlie Hunter
on a cross-taper of depression meds, waiting for the painkillers to kick in
>Distant Sky - Nick Cave
>Feeling let down over life.
Lennon's take on Get Back.
Missing the days when I was a NEET and no one wanted to deal with me. Responsibilities suck.
>Best friend steals $40 worth of my booze
I'm pissed mate
just realized I'm turning into the same kind of /r9k/ permavirgin that I used to make fun of
gotta find someone to mercy kill me
Sadness extreme.
Morphine - I'm free now
Madonna - Like a Prayer Shep Pettibone Dance Mix
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xsvlxhM9L0
Despondant. I wish i wasn't like this. I keep running off people by showing too much interest. This is going to sound incredibly dumb but i really have so much love and i just want to give it to someone. I just don't know how to play it cool. I also find myself not interested in school at all anymore, i just want to get it over with and start working, mostly because i want to move out, buy clithes and have more money to go to shows (alone ofc).
Whatever, i don't need people if i needed relations i wouldn't be here today. It will be fine.
>Planes Mistaken for Stars- End Me In Richmond
>Lethargic. Psychiatrist at the VA upped my meds and I'm not used to it.
Too Much by Sufjan Stevens
Started uni at a new town 6 months ago and while I've been able to build a new life & a new me, I still feel partly the same loser that needed to start fresh
>>71823837
>gotta find someone to mercy kill me
Look in the mirror
>mount eerie - Ravens
>it sucks not to do nothing, you feel like a worthless piece of handbag
>>71822736
>Alicia Keys - The Gospel
>wish I knew what I want in life
Kool Keith - Prepare
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbZCGrlmV7Y
>haven't had sex in over a year
>girl i'm dating hasn't come to visit in a week
>distance is killing me
>haven't left my house all day
>reading Camus to try and keep myself from attempting suicide again
feels pretty bad, man.
>Swans - Time Is Money (Bastard)
>mildly angry because some spanish fuck scuffed my shoes and said "my bad".
>>71824476
wow a whole yeah huh must be tough
>>71824476
>haven't had sex in over a year
>girl I'm dating
I got some bad news for you, which you probably already know
>>71824476
>had sex
>girl i'm dating
>current song
Big Sewell Mt.
>current feel
This >>71822840
>song
ELP - Karn Evil 9
>feel
Actually pretty good right now.
>>71824518
i've only been seeing her for 2 weeks but she doesn't put out that easy, not for my lack of trying
Year One, One UFO - M83
Depressed as fuck
>song
Mew - Mica
>feel
I'm just waiting for this stage of my life to end.
Maybe I'll start a dream pop band some day, that would be cool.
>song
Boards of Canada - Seven Fourty Seven
>feel
Impending doom, no hope for the future of humanity
>song
Jimi Hendrix Experience - Voodoo Child (Slight Return)
>feel
I don't have enough time to get done all the shit that I need to get done before I graduate and it's FREAKING ME OUT
Radiohead - motion picture soundtrack
Just feeling empty
>>71824463
Listening to better music maybe?
The Clash - Rock the Casbah
Honestly, i feel great as fuck. I'm usually an asocial aspie at uni but today i socialized a lot more than usual and it felt awesome.
>the hum of the fan in my room
>I'm at this weird place in my life. I'm full of regret, but at the same time I have hope. I've been very unsure about my future and have been thinking about it a lot. The things I wanted to do with my life run through my head and I can't help but think where I'd be if I pursued them and succeeded. May just be a part of getting older and realizing what could have been and where I'm at now, and what could lie ahead in the future. I feel like I'm sliding back into a deep depression simply because of my heavy drinking and the loneliness is just really starting to get to me. I've been trying to get myself out of it but I feel I'm just falling back into it harder.
Burial - Archangel
feels McDonald's at 4 in the morning man
>>71826496
Drinking makes depression worse. Stop.
Nirvana - Frances farmer will have her revenge on Seattle
I dunno, I feel pretty calm, going to bed soon. At the same time I want so break something made out of either wood or glass.
Kanye West - I´m in it
down for some Chinese Food
>>71822736
This
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCb3rblTEds
Feels like im going through a crisis.
The almighty Deadmau5 - Hyperlandia
Dont know why i feel self conscious for the fact that this guy was literally my musical and spiritual awakening back in university days
>Slowdive - J's Heaven
>trying to get over a oneitis of two years (I know), and it's proving to be quite tough. I graduate this semester though, so the distance would probably make me forget about her. I still feel very lonely (hkv) but I guess it's better not to think about it.
>>71826496
Hey drinking sometimes works, kind of like i hit a huge low and there is nowhere to go but up from there.
Being thankful for what you have helps, i know it sounds stupid but if you arent happy with what you have now, achieving all the things in your future will just leave you empty as well
>>71826515
this. currently smoking fags and nursing a bottle of wine, thinking about where i went wrong.... ;__;
>>71824476
A WEEK?
WOW
>buzzing with energy
>can't sleep
>wandering restlessly around my room
listening to pic related
>>71827044
I hate the person I see in the mirror. That person disgusts me. I want to lose this weight, I want to get better so I can like the person staring back at me..I feel like I'll never see the better version of myself.
Attempting to figure out how to stop being a fucking sperg and talk to some girl in one of my classes without seeming like a weirdo
>tfw you will never be attractive enough for girls to think your autism is cute
>>71827648
then think of what you want to be, and how you can get there. it only takes you to make the change you want to see and be. i have a feeling you've been told this before but you're confused, lonely, and depressed.
>>71823121
Fucking same dude, I don't know how to communicate seriously anymore
>>71829104
Also
>Blockbuster night part 1 - run the jewels
I checked them out the other day and this was their only song I could find enjoyable so yeah
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2g_FD_sYazk (Trying to listen to it 1000 times to unlock my mind like Brian Wilson)
Feel: Pretty fine actually, life is going well
Goreshit - beautiful loli thing
I want to cease my livfe
> Boards of Canada - Peacock Tail
I'm at a place in my life where I can steer it in the direction I want and stop repeating the same mistakes over and over again but I'm scared of fucking it up
>Grimes - Shadout Mapes
>just want to find employment again so I can stop being a NEET and move on to realizing my life
Adam's Song - blink 182
Feeling overall despondent. Been like this for days now. I need a gf. ;_;
Dream House - Deafheaven
>a m i d i s s o c i a t i n g
>y e a h i ' m d i s s o c i a t i n g
>Song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysz93WWqoqc
>Feel
Fine, I suppose, kind of tired after classes, probably going to have a beer and head to bed
>>71827648
I'm a newfag and ive heard youve gotten shit in the past. But 40 pounds is alot. If i were to lose 40 pounds id look completely different so stick in there.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQjsAJhsSw8
Comfy
>>71830913
yeah, brandon's been through a lot of social abuse. i hope he gets better so he can enjoy life ad get rid of the paranoia that people are going to hurt him. he even made a thread on /r9k/ that made me get choked up once before.
>>71827648
Stop tripfagging or I'll bully you for being a fat fuck
>>71831278
was it the one where he said he tried to get involved through social clubs in high school and got nothing from it? and how a "musician's club" founded by a teacher at his school literally tried to fight him for showing up with his guitar and amp?
>song: dark art by zach hill
>feel: wow i should do acid
Penpals - Tell me Why
Finishing my dissertation, its looking pretty good
Currently content that I've managed to justify my existence for a bit longer
Madteo - Ratskeller
Thinking about the future wanting dope stuff to happen soon. Wednesday's gonna be nice out here
>>71831347
shut the fuck up Montie, you're more a shitty person that brandon will ever be with your forced memes and slanderous bullshit. no one belives you and we all know how you are, now go drink some bleach, slice your wrists and hang yourself because you'll never ever be anyone worth speaking of on this forum unless it comes to insecure, vindictive peices of shit like you. everyone knows it here, on 4chan and in real life and everyone would benefit from your suicide.
>>71831413
DON'T SAY THAT MAN HE MIGHT CRY AGAIN. DON'T HURT HIS "POSEUR" FEELINGS.
>>71831413
Not montie, I just hate tripfags, as should you.
>>71831447
you're montie posting from his phone because once again you've been temp banned for your annoying bullshit.
>>71831487
No, I'm not. This drama shit is why everyone hates tripfags.
>>71831518
yes you are it's so easy to tell who you are when you go after Brandon. we aren't all idiots here and you wish that we were so you can have some sense of accomplishment in your shitty life that will amount to nothing, and have no sociatial impact in anyway. maybe it's because you're missing something, maybe it's a way to feel better about others whne faced with your own problems and mistakes. isn't that right montie? i'd glady load the shotgun up for you and pull the trigger as it's being held underneath your skin. yeah, you can go to college and have this bullshit idea like you're above everyone else when your so called "loved ones" are waiting on you to end it all so they can collect the insurance money. have a nice night montie.
>>71831592
Too long, didn't read, and I'm not montie. I actually bullied montie out of the album tournament thread the day before yesterday. It was a lot of fun. Stay mad tho.
>>71831629
M-MOMMY AND DADDY I-I MADE MEMES ON 4CHAN PLEASE BE HAPPY FOR ME MOMMY AND DADDY DID I MAKE YOU PROUD? WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AWAY MOMMY, MOMMY!?
>The Pecan Tree
I never really listen to metal but this album was really great
>>71831706
BUT MOMMY YOU MADE ME, ME MONTIE, PLEASE LOVE ME MOMMY AND DADDY
>>71831592
Also maybe Brandon wouldn't be bullied if he didn't have his name attached to every single post he make. I'd imagine that makes it very easy. Just something to get your noggin joggin
>>71831742
Damage control the post.
>>71831704
DADDY WHY DO YOU DRINK SO MUCH? I-IS IT BECAUE OF MY HORSE EX-GF? MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU CAUGHT ME CRYING OVER /MU/? DADDY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND DADDY AND MOMMY. I'M IN SCHOOL I-I'M A BIG BOY NOW SEE? PLEASE LOVE ME MOMMY AND DADDY
>>71831809
I-IT'S BRANDON I SWEAR, IT'S NOT ME. HE-HES A PEDOPILE!, H-HE DID BAD THINGS, CAN I GET ATTENTION NOW DADDY?
>>71831387
good ass song
i love how out of tune that guitar is
Street Lights - Kanye West
Was happy, now I'm just depressed
>>71831413
>>71831592
>>71831704
>>71831737
>>71831809
>>71831846
This is why tripfags deserve the abuse they get
Current song: Sade - Sweetest Taboo
Current feel:
>tfw no qt early 80's to mid 90's Sade gf
https://youtu.be/kcPc18SG6uA
>>71831846
DADDY WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH, I KNOW I WAS YOUR "SPECIAL LITTLE ACCUDENT" BUT I LOVE YOU DADDY SEE I DID MEAN THING TO PEOPLE THAT WERE MEAN TO ME ON THE INTERNET, ARE YOU PROUD OF ME NOW. WHY'S MOMMY CRYING DADDY? I THOUGHT SHE WAS HAPPY?
>>71831911
DADDY WHY'S MOMMY YELLING OUT "TYRONE" AT NIGHT? DADDY WHAT'S A KEK?
Apathetic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Inld-zDad0c
>>71822736
big brother by david bowie
feeling lonely and frustrated
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ooaH0DhNYQ
I would like to run to my local supermarket to purchase an overpriced 4-pack of breakfast porter.
Founders. 8.5% ABV. I'm gonna jack off so hard.
we get it Brandon you hate Monties guts. Just calm the fuck down.
>song
Drop Nineteens - Kick the Tragedy
>feel
excited, got date #2 with cute girl from high school coming up this week. we're 5 years out of high school now but click pr well
I've been listening to this a lot this week:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JcgHNTGU10
Feeling as good/bad as always
>>71822736
Breadcrumb Trail by Slint
feeling a little odd tonight
>>71825583
same here brother
Incantation - Emaciated Holy Figure
I'm v happy because I got some really good news recently and have a bright future ahead.
And that was a sick bass-lick there
>>71832486
what's the good word?
>Feel
I'm becoming the failure I always knew I'd grow up to be
>Song
I, The Witchfinder
>>71832508
I'm gonna fly across the country for a software engineering internship at a top company.
That's the best Incantation album too btw
>>71832581
that's fucking sick yo, congrats
and i've never listened to Incantation but 90s DM is sick so i'll scope it out, thanks brotha
good luck with the internship, learn a lot and have fun! i foolishly never did an internship, but things worked out
Say it ain't so blink 182
Feelin dumb for getting a girls number and texting her the same day.
>>71832639
Thanks, I got real lucky landing it so I don't plan on wasting the opportunity.
>>71832672
Don't sweat it too much, you're probably making a bigger deal out of it than she is.
>>71832672
i-is that a bad thing?
>>71822736
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wy74G4jIrFQ
need for escape, i feel pointless right now, need artificial stimultion
Peaches En Ragalia - Frank Zappa
Shit has just been on the up for me. Life is just a series of good vibes, man. Don't overthink it.
>>71822736
>Flesh without blood
>Feeling that I can't be convinced that Art Angels has any redeeming qualities.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycc_CHnA7x8
Tired of everything.
Death Grips - Runway E
not good feel at all man
>>71822843
Tiefe
I'm tired and upset. Nothing better than the lowest of lo-fi black metal.
>>71822736
The Beatles - Revolution 9
Kinda anxious because I can't tell if this qt likes me. We hung out for the first time last Thursday, and a couple more times since. I'm just really fucking oblivious to thing like this, so it doesn't help
The Caretaker's - An Empty Bliss Beyond This World
I don't want to die, I just want to disappear and go to a better place.
Brian Eno - Everything Merges With the Night
Thinking of my qt teacher. Feels good man.
Sufjan Stevens - Death With Dignity
Rilo Kiley - A Man/Me/Then Jim
Feeling like I'm not going anywhere. Like I'm not worth the money spent on the food I eat. Like a weak willed person all around.
>>71834950
I always feel like that during the summer, most likely coz i'm on vacation and don't have shit to do
>>71834864
she likes you enough to hang out with you
>>71834864
Yeah, i think you just need a little bit of confidence, and you should be good. Try flirting with her a lil every now and then.
>>71822736
RHCP- Tearjerker
What do you think?
>>71834968
Yeah. I just feel like I'm a slacker. I'm really smart but I'm obviously not living up to my potential. I feel like I don't have any motivation to get up in the morning or try harder. So... I post on mu.
Él mató a un Policía Motorizado - Nuevos Discos
no feels, just waiting for uni to start next monday. ded inside.
>>71822736
>Brand New - You Stole
>Was on the train home from uni
>A pack of highscoolers nearby joking around
>One of them gets up and when he goes to sit back down falls on his ass
>The group all laugh
>I laugh too but then get sad because It makes me wish I had some bros to hang out/joke around with
General loneliness I guess.
Radiohead - Climbing up the walls
>>71835009
i feel the same bro. my older sister is pretty much a genius and everyone around me gives me shit about being a slacker. I'm smart but I can't get motivated these days.
I fucked up my blunt
It was 9/10 and I couldn't leave it
>>71835070
A blunt's a blunt B, wishing I had one at this moment.
>>71834969
Well yeah, but how do I know it isn't just platonic?
>>71834996
I'm definitely trying to appear confident. I don't think I'm particularly good at flirting.
None of my past relationships had what I think are normal beginnings, so I'm really not sure what to do and such. I appreciate the replies though
>Portugal the man-Colors
>just feelin' lonely
>>71835092
Ya, no worries man, I deal with similar shit, just giving you the tips on what I have been trying to improve on when I talk to girls I like
>>71835092
>Well yeah, but how do I know it isn't just platonic?
Whip it out and see how she reacts
Duendita - "One of One"
Tired, stressed, sad.
>Future - Mask Off
Generally bored and just anticipatorily anxious because the semester is ending soon and I need to do really well on my CS finals. Qt who let me cum inside of her recently is always busy with other shit, trying to see her again soon.
>>71832532
Don't worry, you didn't have a choice in the matter. Nobody did. Something something determinism