>current song you're listening to
>current feels
>have a sad cum
>tension headache & depression
>>71251140
>Vince staples - bagbak
>have uni in 2 hours and should be sleeping now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IHFVn0sv14
>Finally got my driving license
>Finally have a gf after years of being single
>Don't think I love her and want to break up with her but don't want to hurt her and also like her as a friend and feel I will ruin everything if I do
>Don't even know how much I like her
>Anti-depressants may have fucked with my head
>Pet Sounds - That's Not Me.
>relaxed, first time i feel this in a good while
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ultCgEufMs&list=PL9wMdVdowjKlOlYV0wAFb7hNb27NJ6coN&index=8
>i feel like dancin' with my wild honey
>tfw no wild honey to dance with
>>71251140
feeling hella uneasy about my own existence rn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlpYYhJFXEM
>>71251209
whoops wrong link
here we go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RaSSYBGQWGQ
Sleigh Bells - Crown on the Ground
I jogged today. I haven't decided if it's "permanent" but I did feel pretty good afterward. Getting that pent-up energy out feels very nice.
>>71251140
>Tzar Morei - Kairon; IRSE!
>really fucking neutral, but more on the sad side and it's fucking killing me inside because I don't know how it started. Also, antisocial as hell.
>>71251161
Swans
>maw by chelsea wolfe
>girlfriend broke it off with me. depression
>>71251178
nice, I've been revisiting that album recently
>>71251140
>fader - temper trap(adam freeland remix)
>chill, introspective, internally mature
>>71251140
>long season part 4
>depressed and hungry
>some greek bitch
i ran out of beer & have to post here cuz i dont have shit to do tonight
>>71251331
I have some
>beat happening - cry for a shadow
>bored but thinking of the fun things i've got planned for in a few weeks
>Burial - Spaceape
>First time getting out in 6 months, got dragged into a dubstep party. Probably gonna end up with my ears hurt
>>71251348
Can I come?
>>71251344
is it blue moon?
>>71251369
coors light
>Animal Collective - On Delay (PW)
>Tired, sad bc I'm doing life on repeat for the next 10 mos
>>71251384
coors light is shit
Distorted Pony - Slow Leak
feeling at that point between idealistic despair and nihilistic optimism, trapped in a status quo, stuck to to it like it was tar, and if I pull off too hard to yank it off, a piece of skin (and maybe something else) will rip too
also feeling like creating a twitter account once again, but twitter seems to be on the decline. what's the hot hype & new online social platform fit for endless scalable content?
>>71251435
I like it because it has almost no taste and its really good for getting drunk with
>Ruben Slikk - COKE N WET
>time2mac
>>71251446
Snapchat is and about to be bigger when they go Public in a few weeks.
Twitter is pretty much a breathe away from going out of business.
>whip poor will
>back to uni tomorrow fuck
>>71251491
whats your major. I'm thinking about switching mine to music.
>Cruel by St. Vincent
>getting kicked out of the house, have multiple mental disorders, have no where to go no money to my name. Dad finally gave up on me
>>71251502
actuarial studies
>>71251502
not the poster you're replying to but music as a major is pointless, do something more useful.
you don't need to study music to be good at it
>>71251571
what is that?
>>71251579
The thing is nothing else really interests me..and I have enough skill to be a commercial musician and play for people who just need piano players. I'm not super set on like being a rockstar or something
>>71251543
That sucks anon, who knew someone could be so casually cruel
>>71251606
not the poster or other guy, honestly study and do what you love. you'll just want to kill yourself by wasting money on a degree just to get a job you'll loathe.
>>71251140
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKKWWOCkBgc
i'm fuckin lost man. fuck everything
>>71251140
>Burzum
>Sudden urge to burn churches
>>71251703
>not a sudden urge to s t o p masturbating
Ugly Casanova - Parasites
feels good, but a bit tired. And I'm sitting here thinking about magic the gathering and path of exile. life's hard when you don't know what deck to build or when you're uncertain of your poe build for friday.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXSWwsrSZ9o
It's my birthday and I'm happy but at the same time my feet hurt from walking around Dallas all day.
Tom Waits - Goin' Out West
Bored and tired but don't want to sleep
>>71251703
>Burzum
>Sudden urge to stop doing something
started making plans to get back on top of things and go back to uni in september after having spent the past year and a half or so unable to do much at all due to auto-immune bowel disease, but now it's almost 6AM and I'm stressing out over whether I'll even be able to do anything right ever.
>>71252149
happy birthday m8
what were you out walking all day for?
>Jesus Walks
Lonely af
Friends are beginning to realize that I'm truly miserable
>>71252211
>what were you walking all day for
i went to the fashion plaza to see if I could get some new shoes from the adidas/converse outlet, and there's no fucking parking there so I had to go park behind one of the buildings on the complete opposite side of the stores I want to go in.
This was followed by walking through a mall to get some clothes and going to Spinster Records to cop some stuff.
Alameda (really all of Either/Or bc 20th anniversary today)
just left a Mardi Gras party bc southern trash
hating my life rn