>current song >current feel

>Stevie Nicks - Fall From Grace
>good, just a bit sleepy

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>song
Steve Young - Holler in the Swamp
>feel
Decent. Currently reading about early 20th century music and it's pretty interesting.

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>Usher - Climax
>Feeling kind of strange after jerking off to my neighbors having sex last night.

What the heck did I mean by this? Am I a cuck now?

>M.I.A. - Galang
>i wanna play some titanfall 2 with my friends, wish i had a girl to lay my head on her lap and watch TV

>>70807594
>not listening to music
>i feel like i'm dying

>S.O.D. - Speak English or Die
Feel: pretty good rn

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>Titus Groans - Hall of Bright Carvings
>Tired as fuck and a tiny bit sad

>>70807594
>Frank Ocean - Siegfried
I miss him so much bros, I want to kys myself

>hat2b 2012b
>Dick

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnT66FHapqM

I really miss the happiness I felt as a kid.

>>70807711
why anon?

>The Swellers - Fire Away
>Slightly depressed

>>70807711
Aww why x

>>70807794
i don't even know, that's the problem
it started 2 days ago. i feel like complete shit and i haven't done anything other than stare at the wall in front of me and occasionally browse the internet a bit. feels like complete emptiness.

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>>70807772

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fcWydlfgG8
Kinda bored, to be honest.

>>70807889
Sounds like depression to me.

You should probably seek help, or try a find a sense of purpose; something to get excited for.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLEOwgm7OUQ

I went to a concert alone and it felt pretty awkward. The first act had a pretty cute drummer and I made eye contact a few times. After the set I tried to buy a shirt at the merch table but I was too broke and the girl from the band stood behind the merch table. I stood motionless directly in front of the table and tried to muster up the courage to talk to her. In the end I didn't buy anything and felt pretty bad.

>>70807594
>codeine counselors
>might fuck a black girl tonight

Beer is fun

>listening to Mungo Jerry "In the Summertime" through spotify on my speaker setup
>something's wrong
>...
>TAKE HER OUT FOR A MEAL
>...
>JUST DO WHAT YOU FEEL
>wtf
>why am I only hearing half the song
>play it on my laptop
>IF HER DADDY'S RICH
>TAKE HER OUT FOR A MEAL
>switch to speakers
>...
>JUST DO WHAT YOU FEEL
>wtf
>is it a short in the RCA cable?
>switch the RCA cables
>same deal
>is one of the speakers blown?
>turn off speakers one at a time
>they're both playing the same thing at the same volume
>so speakers can't be the problem
>wait
>both playing the same thing
>wait why are they doing that
>no
>check the back of my receiver
>no
>both speakers are hooked up to the right channel
>Right channel A, Right channel B
>I've been listening to only the right channel
>for years
>for years, /mu/
>I got into classical during that time
>I've been listening to only the right channel of every symphony
>for years

Anyway I fixed it, and now I'm listening to "In the Summertime" by Mungo Jerry

I guess I don't even fucking like classical music. I've been in classical threads talking about how fucking loud the oboes are in this one piece of how cool it is that this other piece has no percussion at all and fighting with people about it when folks are like "wtf are you talking about"

Jesus Christ.

>off with their heads - old man
>tired of being alone, tired of my life, tired of being fat, tired of not having friends, tired of the city I live in
the same old.

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>Aquarius-Boards of Canada
>being A LOT more compatible with your best friend's girlfriend but you're gay

>>70808103
i will. thank you, anon.

>>70808217
fucking kek

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Mi-mtfFmzc

Slept for like 20 hours just because I felt like it . Been awake for like 3 hours, Idk what I should do now.

>the rentals - the love i'm searching for

>cancer might be making a resurgence, won't know for sure until tuesday
>think my girlfriend isn't attracted to me anymore

>>70808254
you been bitching about the same shit for years, do something.

>Young Thug - Webbie
>pretty good gonna buy something to eat and then go see a friend fight

>>70807889
Might be sick man, sometimes that happens to me when i have a really mild headcold or something when the symptoms don't seem blatant enough to be a good excuse for being so grogged know what i mean
Then again maybe i have the depression too, flares up from time to time especially in winter
If you can go ahead and rate how helpful I've been, it would be appreciated

>Gabriel Garzon-Montano - Fruitflies
>thinking of reasons why I shouldn't kill myself except that I'm a coward who doesn't have the guts to do it and if life has a purpose like people shove this opinion down your throat like I've been doing the past year and a half

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>The Beatles - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band
>eating bowl of fruity pebbles so i feel pretty great

>>70808264
become straight then steal your bestfriends gf

>>70808368
So basically you're getting pickled from the inside?

>>70808419
Sorry this is for a different thread, but I vaguely makes sense here too

>>70808364
7/10. thanks for your help.

>>70808419
Yes man, I was a happy person but life really sucks when your own mother abandons you. You start hating people and trusting no one

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUGlC8WOQt0

Currently in a fog of leaxapro, I miss simpler times

Ending of Space Oddity
I don't want to buy the groceries

>>70807678
Youre proto-cuck atm

>>70808331
Forgot to add that a friend told me a girl's been snapchatting me, I didn't have snapchat installed on my new phone because I never used it. Probably not gonna answer her snaps because they were sent like a week ago. Also, drinking this cheap beer that tastes like piss.

>>70808217
If true that's insane. Had the same problem on my parents' record player when I first dug through their albums, but it was only for a few months.

>The Microphones - Headless Horseman
>that feel when you realize that you have absolutely 0 close friends and know that in two years will lose even the more distant ones

>>70807594
>song
Abba - Waterloo

>Feel
Happy af, I'm going downtown

>The Suburbs (cover by Mr Little Jeans)
> Tired, high and stressed about college project due in 4 hours

>>70807678
Thats really weird anon

>Kanye West - Blame Game
>Feel like a useless person

>>70809969
Yeah I know, gonna be weird when I see them next, hehe

>song
Blood On Me - Sampha

>feel
Pretty good. Keeping up with nee years resolution to stop smoking weed and no longer feel anxious or depressed

>>70809986
You should tell them. Maybe theyll have a threesome

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Betsuni Nan Demo Nai

Emotions in a blender, drowning in thoughts. It seems like dreaming is the only way for me to get through life..

>>70807678
how did this happen, did you spy on them through your window?

>song
Rich White Girls- Mansionz
>feels
idk what kind of feel describes laying in bed in the dark with music on

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>Weltraum - Teatime Tsunami

>remorseful

On thursday I drunkenly told my supervisor that I had a huge crush on a co-worker and then was too hungover to go to work on Friday morning so I've just been sitting in my apt pigging out on pizza and stressing out over work and the potential fallout over my drunken shit

>Song
Stan Rogers- The Idiot
>Feels
Feeling depressed and a little angry.

>>70807678

It's voyeurism, unrelated to cuck shit. One time I looked out my window at the neighbors and she was riding this dude with the blinds open. it was so hot. Definitely a power thing, like I infiltrated a situation I'm not supposed to see.

>>70807678 i wouldn't say it's some cuck shit. i like to think that it's exciting because it's like watching porn, but better and because of voyeurism.

>>70810229
I live in a shithole apartment, we're seperated by a wall, the sounds of the girl riding his dick and moaning woke me up, next thing I know I'm tugging at my peanus weanus while half asleep.

>>70810377
I think that was the appeal for me too

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>>70807594
>Stay home by American football
>Sad because tfw she doesn't love you back

>Song
Ice cube - Today was a good day
>feel
Today was shit

>secrets - the Weeknd
Feel like going to the club, its been a week already

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diiv - healthy moon
lonely and crappy

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>Handsomeboy Technique - Magnificent Mass
>Crush from high school contacted me out of the blue a few weeks ago and we had a text convo, thinking of some way to start a new one

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>>70810667

>>70810742
Ask to meet up. Texts should be used as a means to meet up and thats it.

>>70810762
It's OK friend

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>Pink Floyd - Careful With that Axe, Eugene (Pompeii)
>Uncertain about my chances with a girl.

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>Tiny Paintings - Architecture in Helsinki
>Eating in a restaurant alone feels

>>70810768
she's going to a different college, so that's a bit difficult

>>70810831
Ah fuck it then man
It's not worth it

>>70810474
she's a petty bitch, anon, forget her and chase your true dreams
you're one day closer to death, yet you wasted it thinking about a fucking vagina

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>>70808331
>MORE SLEEP

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>>70810889

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VdAlmkRWTys

>feel good

>opale-sleepless
>tfw shitposting

>>70811690
cool song, thanks bro:^)

>song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?
v=TePRNGdMPIw

>feeling decent, have to get up for work tomorrow tho

>>70810631
kek'd and felt. hope tomorrow isn't shit, anon.

>>70807594
>song
bonnie prince billy - i see a darkness
>feel
My relationship is on its last legs. My girlfriend of 3 years is emotionally unstable and I can't bring myself to up and leave because she has no self esteem whatsoever. I worry about her but I can't keep on going if it does nothing but mostly make me miserable.
I just want to not have this weight on my back anymore. I also know that even though tonight we're seriously contemplating just ending it, its not going to be over for a while.
I just want to get some sleep I'm so tired.

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>>70807594
>I'm looking up at God and saying "What are you gonna do?"
>I'm looking up and crying, because I thought it was up to you

I'm listening to Hurry Up, We're Dreaming for the first time, literally just started it.

I feel weird, i'm tired yet all i do is sleep, i don't know anymore, i feel like expanding my taste in stuff is keeping me sane and i know that is not healthy, but i don't settle for that i'm trying to get better. I'm exited about this new person in my life, i hope she feels the same way about me, hopefully i'll see her soon. She's just incredible, i love her tastes and her sense of humor, i can't say i love the way she is yet because she hasn't really showed it to me. She's also fucking beautiful she fits every autistic box in my standard list, i've never met someone like that before. Jesus Christ. Knowing myself i'll say some embarrasing stuff, we'll see what comes out of that awkwardness. I think i can show her my stuff and open up to her and i'm truly hopeful that she will accept these feelings and shit. But i also want her to open up to me, i can't be the only one spilling the beans about personal shit, but who am i to tell them to her, what did she do to deserve this trust right? I don't know. I'm excited. I won't fuck it up, i know it.

All that aside i also wish i had more people to talk to, it gets lonely sometimes.

And that's that, i need to get it out.

>Landslide - Fleetwood Mac

>She broke up with me last night

>>70807594
>Aphex Twin - Icct Hedral (Phillip Glass Orchestration)
>amazed

>The Pillows - Last Dinosaur

>looking through ancient drawings of anime characters from 2003-4 and gently weeping

>The Weeknd - The Party & The After Party
>School keeping me busy

>>70807594
>never meant-a.f.
>pretty good, not awesome but I'm in peace.

>>70815829
Weeping at the modern tragedy of moeshit?

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Xiu Xiu- Falling

Feeling decently numb right now. The only thing that can make me smile is an anime I'm watching. I don't watch a lot of anime but I usually enjoy it when I do.

>>70815829
actually I'm going to rant on this, the thread seems appropriate

I feel like I peaked years ago and have only just become aware that everything about me, even reality itself, is diluting. I feel like every concept or form of media I used to love as a kid dosen't ...mean anything anymore. I try to stay happy and focused on my job and stuff, but nothing genuinely makes me happy anymore except music. Old music, mostly. So I'm just wallowing in nostalgia, ice cream and hot tea like a faggot wishing I hadn't left her or my dog was still around or that anyone I talk to would just shut up about politics for five minutes and have an actual conversation about shit I haven't been wanting to avoid for the past year and a half. I go to sleep wishing I was dead or 13 again.

>Galaxie Kid 666 - Worlds End Girlfriend
>just got off work, sitting in a park until everyone in my house goes to sleep before I go home
>no direction
>no money
>no purpose
>no gf
>tfw smoke too much weed but it's the only thing that distracts me from the existential dread

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>>70807594
>Car Seat Headrest - My Boy (Twin Fantasy)
>tfw no gf or friends or anybody to save you from your depression and anxiety and self-loathing and you're afraid you'll always be this way and wanting to sleep so maybe you'll dream about her again

>>70807772
>>70807778
>>70808254
>>70808336
>>70808368
>>70809555
>>70809983
>>70810208
>>70810474
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>>70815028
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>>70815940
*group hug*
we're all gonna make it anons

不失者 - きにすればいい

not feeling anything at all

>>70815934
yeah, I think I feel that way about reality diluting as well. The weird thing is that I saw it coming as a kid, at least in a vague sense.

>Song
Car Seat Headrest-Fill In The Blank
>Feel
I just got new speakers but I cant use them atm because the guy who lives above me will tell the land lord.

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current song: Try / Effortless
current feel: this album seeems like shit

>>70815940
If you are going to continue being a loser at least own it anon, why would you care about what the people you live with think? Accept who you are. And if you don't like it change it.

>>70816429
With Me fucking bumps

>>70807594
>TTNG- If I Sit Still, Maybe I'll Get Out of Here
>stressed

melp me, /mu/. There's two girls, one I've been chilling with but we really haven't gone far, she's really nice, but not really my type. Thicc too

Then there's this other girl I just met who's a huge 90s rocker, really (REALLY) attractive, and she's smart and funny and shit. But, I've only met her in person once. We met when she sat down with me at dining hall, and she was like "alright I don't know anyone here so I'm gonna sit with you okay?" and I kinda struck up conversation with her and we got into music and art and shit and now we've been texting constantly.

I'm not used to anyone being interested in being around me, let alone two girls at the same time.

>>70807594
>Van Morrison - Cyprus Avenue
>Orgasmic bliss
How did I not listen to this album until now?

>Christian Brothers - Elliott Smith
>Scared of never amounting, terrified of the ever decreasing vividity of this painful game of pinball that is existance, though still somewhat hopeful in finding a peacefulness at whatever next path I'll take.

>>70808217
I had my phone on mono really long just when I started trying for the second time getting into the beatles, and i really liked it.
I probably wouldn't really like the beatles that much otherwise, because their stereo bullshit really turned me off the music before.
I only noticed when i started listening to other artists and everything felt wrong.

>Song
Get Lucky - Daft Punk
>Feel
Relatively upbeat until i came into this thread.

>>70810474
Iktfb

>>70807889
>>70808103
I'm basically doing both of these, but also dedicating myself to something (too bad that thing could ruin my life)

>Spring MCMLXXIV
>Overwhelmed by the amount of things I want to do and experience.

>Deafheaven - Unrequited
>Sadness..............